(Author's note: This story is written from Tai's point of view, namely from his journal. So, like...enjoy and stuff ^_^)
Hey, everything's been great! I've started to write here so I can jot down any important things about the DigiWorld, because I am *finally* back! It was hard, but we made it.
I will also be using this book for personal purposes, like writing my feelings or my events for the day. I have to be a kid, don't I??
My day's been good so far. Me, Matt, Joe....and Izzy....all went to the movies today. Izzy didn't want to go, because it was a horror flick, but I made him. I mean, the kid is cool, but jeez! Can you say "computer nerd"?!
Through the entire movie, when a scary part came, his eyes would bulge, and he would grip the armrest...HARD! I was sitting right next to him, so sometimes he mistook my arm for the armrest. I didn't mind too much. See ya tomorrow!
I had a soccer game today. Sora and Izzy are on my team. Normally, Izzy isn't that good, but today, man, he ROCKED! He got 2 goals, and he had some really fancy footwork!! When we were showering after the game, I noticed Izzy was next to me. I...I couldn't help....gazing. Man, he's a lot more "endowd" then I THOUGHT...
Izzy and me went to hang at the park. I REALLY went to stare at pretty girls, but for some reason, I wasn't interested when I got there. A really pretty girl walked right by me, and I didn't even bat an eye. Strange...
Instead, I peeked over Izzy's shoulder, while he was working on his laptop. He was trying to find out more about MegaKabuterimon, which would have noramlly bored me, but today...for some *reason*, it was lots more interesting to hang with Izzy, and do the things he does. I...I don't know...why...
I....I had a weird dream last night...I haven't been able to think about anything else, so I'll just write it down. Maybe it'll help:
In the dream, I'm at the locker room at the soccer field. I see myself...take my goggles off...undo my pants...take my shirt off...remove my underwear...and then I step into the shower....and turn the shower knob.
The water IMMEDIATLY turns nice and hot, unlike how it usually is.
The nice....warm water feel smoothing...almost pleasurable.
I start to grin, the hot water turning me on, which has really never happened before.
All of a sudden, I turn to the shower next to me...and Izzy's there!
He, also, has no clothes on.
I'm just about to say hello, but, for some reason, I CAN'T! I feel myself start to walk to Izzy, taking in the look of his body fully.
I realize that I am completely turned on...and no hot water is running on me anymore....
Izzy looks at me, with those big, dark eyes of his, his red hair matted to his head.
"Tai...", he whispers.
"Yes Izzy?", I find myself being able to talk again.
He then presses his body against mine, and I feel....EVERYTHING of his.
Then....I wake up.
When I woke up, I realized that I had had a wet dream, and was deeply ashamed of the dream AND how *I* reacted to it.
Whoa...I feel a little better now.
Joe and me went to buy a new toy for Kari, since her birthday was coming up. We wne to the local toy store.
I saw Izzy there, too.
At first I was afraid...I started to shake and Joe asked if I felt OK.
Izzy then spotted me, and gave me a happy wave.
"Wow", I had thought."His red hair looks nice today. And has he been working out?"
I'm not gay!
I'm NOT!!! Sora likes me!
I should like her!
Where did that dream come from?!?! Why am I dreamed of Izzy NAKED?!?!
Had a fight with Sora. She told me how she felt, and I told her I didn't feel the same way.
She had a fit, punched me, and stormed away.
Do...do I *like* Izzy instead or her??
I've decided to give up the journal writing for awhile.
I have a brain, I'll use it to remember stuff.
This idea of my mom's, this JOURNAL, has revealed WAY too many things.
If I continued to use it, what would I THEN find out?!
SO, I will be retiring from this...I know it's only been about 5 days, but that *is* enough to find out something about yourself that you never knew...
Me and Izzy forever....
Mail the author: Tanya