I smiled devilishly as I saw the silhouette of Taichi Kamiya through the eggshell colored blinds of my front window. He briskly walked up to the door of my apartment and rang the doorbell. Looking around, his met his eyes with mine, and he smiled warmly.
This was going to be too easy.
Sora, Izzy and I drew straws to decide who would have their way with Tai first. I got the first night. Sora got the second night, and Izzy received the third. I had all the advantages: I was the first to corrupt our little Taichi, and I had the home advantage. And besides, he was going to find me irresistible. I was so sure of it, I could taste the victory...
There was no way in my mind I could lose.
Stepping away from the window and peeling my eyes off of my prize, I opened the front door for Tai to come into my apartment. He smiled cheerfully at me as he entered, stopping momentarily to take his shoes off in the hall. I smiled back, thinking about what the night had in store for the both of us.
"Hey dude," Tai said, walking into the livingroom and making himself comfortable on my couch.
"Hey yourself," I said back, the flippant tone of flirt clearly noticeable in my voice. Tai merely chuckled and nodded his head. I don't think he heard what I said quite how I had said it; Taichi wasn't all that sharp. I knew that. I couldn't keep my advances subtle; I had to act a little quicker than I had wanted to.
"So, what's up? What d'ya wanna do?" he asked. He was already slumped onto the couch, his arm slung over the back, the remote control to the television in my living room already in his hand. MTV from the States flicked on the screen, and Tai bopped his head slightly to the beat of a Destiny's Child song.
Damn, did this boy know how to make himself feel at home at someone else's house.
Shrugging my shoulders, I replied, "Nothing much. I was just thinking, maybe, um..." I didn't really have a plan on what to tell Taichi about tonight. So maybe I didn't have everything planned out; he was still in my house, lying down on my furniture, totally at peace with himself...
But I couldn't leave the chance of my father coming home from work early and finding Tai and me on the couch, doing whatever might come to mind. I had to get him into my room, and I had to do it soon.
Thinking on my feet, I said, "Don't watch that television, Tai!"
He looked back at me as if I just told him to eat cheese. "Um...our satellite's on the fritz out here. None of the channels come in too well."
"But...this channel seems to be coming in okay..." Okay, so he was calling my bluff. I could do this. I knew I could. There was no way I was going to lose this Contest. I wasn't going to lose.
"It might go out anytime, and my dad'll go postal if he finds out," I lied through my teeth. "But the stations on the television in my room are coming in fine. We can go watch in there."
Tai, without questioning the reception in the livingroom or that the same satellite was used for both TVs, quickly agreed. "Okay," he said, hopping up off the couch and walking towards my room.
Swish! I got him in my room.
Let's see you do that, Sora.
I followed Tai into my room and closed the door behind us.
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Tai plopped down on my bed and, as he had done on my couch, made himself comfortable.
My mind reeled with the possibilities.
I stood in the front of the room awkwardly, not quite sure how to instigate, as Tai reached over to my desk for my remote control. His hand stopped suddenly, though, when he saw my Digivice.
Still lit up and activated from the Contest this afternoon.
"Hey, Matt," he said, his brows furrowed. "Why's your Digivice all whacked?"
I tried to make up an excuse. "Um, it must be activated 'cause of the closeness to your Digivice."
"No, that's not it. I don't have my Digivice with me tonight."
I held a sharp comment behind my sneer. Hmmph. What a leader. He left the one thing that connected all the DigiDestined at home. His cat probably knocked it off the balcony by now. **A.N. Slight reference to Ep. 31, The Eighth Digivice. ^ - ^**
"Matt, why is it activated?"
I sighed, and said, "I was at the Burger Barn with Sora and Izzy this afternoon. I guess that's why it's going nuts like that."
Tai seemed to perk up at hearing the three of us met together. "Really?" he said, propping himself up on his right elbow. "What did you guys talk about?"
I shrugged my shoulders, an inevitable smile creeping up on my lips. "Oh...just stuff," I lied. Oh, I'm sure the other guys would kill me if I told him what we were really talking about...
"Really," Tai said again with a chuckle. I looked over to him, and his eyes locked with mine, his boyish grin growing even brighter.
My eyes widened in panic, and the realization of what I was exactly about to do. That grin...those eyes...that look...my mind raced with thoughts. Could it possibly be?
I looked down again at my shoes. I only had one night to do this. It was time to finally come clean. "Tai," I said, moving my toe to create mindless patterns in my rug, "I've got something to tell you, and I don't really know how you're going to deal with it -"
"What is it, Yamato?" He sat up on the bed, eyes full of concern. Oh, God, don't look at me like that, Taichi. It's just going to make this harder for me to do...
"Taichi, I'm in love with you."
I said it in a quiet voice - a tiny voice, really, something you could barely hear, and only if you were listening - and almost instantly, my eyes filled with tears. Oh, God, to get those words out...it felt so real, so final, so...liberating. But if this was supposed to be a liberation, then why did I feel so afraid?
Tai's eyes became as wide as saucepans, and his mouth hung open in shock. It took him a while to find words. "You...what?" he rasped, his breath coming in short bursts.
"I...I'm sorry to break it to you like this, but..."
"You're in love with me???" He got up off the bed and started walking towards me until he was completely in my face threateningly. "Why the hell are you telling me this now? Is this why you called me here?"
I should have never told him like this. I should have eased him into it, and broke it to him when he would be able to take it...or when we went too far for him to care. I knew he was going to react this way. But I never knew he was going to ask the next question.
"Is this what you were talking about with Izzy and Sora today???"
My eyes widened in shock, and I searched my mind for what exactly to say. I wasn't doing all that well with lying that night. "Wha...no, Tai," I said softly. "It wasn't about you at all."
His breathing became stable again, and the clenched fist at his side became relaxed. I only hoped that meant he believed me.
"Oh," he said quietly, backing off a bit. I was a little worried about this; he seemed to back down from his interrogation and accepted my easy answer a little too easily. "okay...I guess. Just...don't tell the rest of the gang, alright? Especially Sora and Izzy."
"Why?" I asked warily, knowing already that they knew. Hell, if Izzy could tell that we all had a similar feeling for Tai, then would the rest of the group know, too?
Tai laughed softly and smiled. "No," he said, resting his hand on my shoulder. I tensed immediately. It was almost as if I knew what was going to happen... "I don't want you to keep your secret from the others. I want you to keep this from the others."
He leaned in, and I nearly died when his lips met mine. It was like heaven...wait, no; it was better than heaven. It was like having all your dreams fulfilled, all the cares and worries of your life washed away with one kiss. His kiss was firm; demanding, and I loved it.
I remembered the Contest momentarily and inwardly congratulated myself. I never thought winning would be so satisfying.
Tai's hand moved from my shoulder to the back of my neck, and he pulled me in closer as he parted my lips with his tongue. Boy, this kid moves fast, I thought, as I wrapped my arms around his waist and pulled his hips towards mine, feeling his erection hard against my thigh. Wow. This was going to be easier then I thought.
Tai broke our kiss for a moment. "Matt?" He whispered into my ear. I grunted softly in reply, feeling too overcome with emotions left in the dark for so long to even think about forming words to be used as speech. "You know that bombshell you dropped on my before? Well, I know how you can make it up to me."
"Mmm?" I implored him to go on, my mouth slowly trailing kisses down his neck.
Taichi picked my head up, and looked me in the eyes. He made it sound so non-chalant, and it was then that I knew I had to win the Contest.
"Suck me."
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He lay on my bed like an angel, and when the moonlight hit his face just right, I could swear he glowed.
I could feel his heartbeat through the thin cotton sheet. I could sense every time he took a breath.
Before I even touched him, I could taste him inside me.
"Are you ready?" I whispered.
Tai seemed to sigh, and I could swear I heard him mumble "Alright, let's get this over with".
But I knew that wasn't what I heard. It just couldn't have been what I heard.
I wasn't even thinking about the Contest anymore. This was bigger then the Contest.
And from my position between Tai's straddled legs, I could tell this was much bigger than the Contest.
I kissed the head of Tai's dick, nearly overflowing with pleasure myself as I heard him moan. I took him into my mouth, sucking slightly, hungrily taking in Tai's slippery pre-cum.
"Oh God," Tai groaned, his breath becoming labored as he thrust his hips slightly, causing his entire cock to be shoved in my mouth, much to my surprise. I sucked him harder as he rocked with my motions, his legs slowly clamping around my waist. I swirled my tongue around his shaft, feeling it tremble with every lick. His moans got louder, his breathing more erratic with every movement, until his hardest and final thrust sent a wave of pleasure and erotic shivers through his body. He ejaculated in my mouth, moaning so loudly until he was at the point of screaming, and I let his slick cum run through my mouth and down my throat. I sucked on his dick a little while longer, until I felt it soften in my mouth, and I let it fall limply back into position.
Hoisting myself up on my elbows, both of us panting, I smiled lovingly at Tai. He didn't notice, I guess; his eyes were still closed, his mind still reeling from the experience. I watched as his chest heaved up and down, slowing down eventually to a normal pace.
"That was amazing," I whispered, hovering above him, reaching down for a kiss.
Tai rudely turned his head to the side, refusing to let his lips touch mine. I looked back in a bit of shock. What the hell was going on here? Didn't he love me? Didn't he want this?
"Just don't tell anyone, okay?" Tai said, still refusing to face me. "Especially Sora and Izzy."
"Okay," I said with a shaky breath.
"Promise?"
"Promise."
"Okay then." And then, without even stopping to give me any sign of affection, Taichi put his shorts back on, fixed his hair, and walked out the door.
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