I LoVe SoVs~!~
To SoVs:
If a tear fell from my eye every time I wished you were with me, I would have an ocean of fallen wishes lying upon my feet.
I never felt so lonely, never felt so out of place. I never wanted something more than this. I could fill a thousand pages tellin you how I felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave without a sound, except that of my heart shattering as it hits the ground.
What is love and what does it define? Who's to say and wh's to draw the line? And within this world and all its fuss, who's to say it's love, and not just a simple crush?
Me? I'm scared of a lot of things. I'm scared of what I said, what I did, and who I was with. But most of all, I'm scared of walking out of this room, and never again feeling the way I feel when I'm with you.
The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting next to them knowing you can't have them.
Sometimes I wonder what it's like to be in his arms, to kiss his lips, to feel his warmth, and be in complete bliss...
Suddenly I feel this way. Mommy said I would one day: my tummy hurts, my heart beats fast, I wonder how long this feeling will last. It feels like you were sent from the angels above, I guess this is that crazy thing that they call love.
Do I really love him? Or am I just addicted to the pain of wanting someone I can't have?
I want one chance, thats it. One chance for you to kiss me and to hold me. And if even then, you still don't have feelings for me, then, and onl then, I would allow you to let me go.
Sometimes you meet that one guy and just know and just knowing makes you put up with the hurt, cry the tears, and wait the wait bevause you know you two are meant to be and eventually you'll have your smile and perfect guy.
The hardest thing is to look into his eyes an realize he'll never love you like you love him.
I don't understand why I like you. I know I can't have you, but I still want you. I know that you'll never want me the way I want you. But I just keep dreaming, knowing that I can't have you and it hurts but I continue dreaming, and so does the pain.
This fine guy opened my eyes...now my mind is paralyzed.
I loved you once, I love you still, I alwayz have, I alwayz will.
Love wasn't until I met you.
Who do you turn to when the only one who can dry your tears is the one who made you cry?
If my love for you was water then I'd be drowning.
If I could pick any moment and always keep it new. out of all the moments I lived, I'd pick every moment spent with you.
I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care. I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do...I'm sorry but I can't help myself; I fell in love with you.
You came in my life sent from heaven and now I think about you 24/7.
I'll risk everything I have, I'll fite til I bleed. I'll give my life if thats what you need.
If lovin u's a crime then I'm a criminal about to do some time unconditional.
Ever wonder why I turn away when you look at me? Its cuz I never want your eyes to see what you do to me. BUt you can't seem to see the things I see. I kno how perfect me -n- you could be.
Someday someone will just affect you in this way that you never thought possible, you don't understand, and haven't really felt it before. You find yourself thinking about that person all the time, sometimes even when you don't realize it. you care what they think, and worry that they may think poorly of you. You go out of your way just to walk behind him. You want to be a better person, just go for him. He jus gets to you. ust can't understand it, and you don't have to. Just try and make the bst of it, and think of him, if thinking makes you happy. It doens't matter if he doesn't feel it too, it doesn't matter if its unrequited. It will still be unforgettable.
Want proof that dreams don't come true? *poof* Wheres me and you?
As the days go on, the feelings inside get stronger. To be in you arms, I can't wait any longer. Look into my eyes and all you'll see its tru. Day and nite, my thoughts are of you.
Unless you can see inside my heart, you have NO idea how you make me feel.
Written with a pen, sealed with a kiss. If you love me, please answer me this. Do you love me? Or do you not? You told me once but I forgot. Of all the guys I have ever met, you are the one I won't forget. And if I die before you do I'll go to heaven and wait for you but if you're not there by judgment day I'll kno you went the other way. I'll give the angels back their wings, and risk the loss of everything. Just to prove my love is tru, I'd go to hell to be with you.
I've been tryin to to love you, I've been putting up a fight. I've been barely holding on and letting go with al my might. Theres a prat of me thats empty, I know only love can fill. I'm afraid I'll never find it, and scared to death I will.
Crush on you, I'm going crazy. Jus wishin you could be may baby.
Don't care what they think cuz all I wanna do is make myself perfect, perfect for you.
Why did I fall in love with y9u when I knew what you'd put me through? I wish you could realize what you do...baby if you only knew...
Should I smile because we're friends, or cry because thats all we'll ever be?
The hardest thing is to look into his eyes and realize he'll never love you like you love him.
You are everything I ever wanted, and everything I can't have.
Whenever we're apart, I feel like part of me is missing. Then I remember, you have my heart.
Tha sky has lost its color, the sun has turned grey. At least thats how it feels to me whenever your away.
I cry every night wishing you were mine, but when I talk to you, yo make everyting fine. You broke my heart and thats a crime, and all I wanted was to make you mine.
Tonight I'll ask tha stars above how I'll ever win ur love. What do I do, what do I say? To turn your angel eyes my way.
Theres a sparkle in ur eyes that only I can see and theres a place in ur heart that only I wanna be.
Once upon a time something happened to me. It was tha sweetest thing that could ever be. It was a fantasy, a dream come true. It was tha day that I met you.
The first time I saw you, I knew it was true that I'd love you forever, and thats what I'll do. You don't know what you do to me, you don't have a cle. You don't know what it's like to be me lookin at you.
They say you only fall in love once, but I know that thats not true, cuz everytime I hear your voice I fall in love with you.
You are the reason I live, and the reason I'll die. you are the reason I smile, and the reason I cry. You are the reason I stand, and the reason I fall. The truth is, if there wasn't you, there wouldn't be me at all.
I see you next to never, how can we say forever? But wherever you go, whatever you do, I will be rite here waiting for you. Whatever ir takes, or how my heart breaks, I will be right here waiting for you.
Last night I hugged my pillow and dreamt of you...I wish that someday I'd dream bou my pillow and I'd be hugging you.
**I love you s0o0o0o much and yet I can do nothin bout it....and it SUX~!~**
