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Erica G
Remember the name
You`ll be screamin later
You listenin to:

Angie Martinez feat. Tony Sunshine
F*cked Up Situation



[Intro] The brightest diamonds ever known
Yeah, Angie Mar
T-Ice
Take it to the record

[Verse One: Angie Martinez]
I wish you understood how I feel
Cause these words is real
After that bullsh*t
I couldn`t prefer to chill
But tell you what you deserve to get
But I still sat back and heard your sh*t
You said chill it was the sh*t
But come on I deserve to be mad
That whole situation was bad
I wish there was one of those moments in it
I could break and just laugh
But it was too serious to take what I had
I mean what I had was deep
It`s still deep but damn
It`s sad to see how one weekend could be like damn
One situation
See I can
In this type of relation
He`s my man
Or, he's my nigga
Or, he's my ...
Try to understand
Please pa, honest is the plan
And I don`t mean
Please pa, beggin with my hands
I mean like
Please pa, got feelings, damn

[Chorus: Tony Sunshine]
See, I know what you`re facing
This f*cked up situation
And maybe she might like me
Or may even dislike me

Cause baby you`re a part of me
And baby it`s just hard to see
That you complained everyday
But you would love me anyway

[Verse Two: Angie Martinez]
Ah Ya I know I was wrong too
I made the wrong move
I went and looked through
Someting that belonged to you
And I found out suttin
I was all confused
Mixed emotions coming
Feeling all abused
Shocked when I read who
You was calling boo
Dropped it and I left
Slowed down
No talking to you
You`ll never understand
How I felt
Waking downstairs
And you knew something was wrong
But I had to finish that song
Couple minutes
Didn`t really take me that long
Still feeling confused
But I had to go strong and attract
And relax, sit back
Then you came in
And you asked what`s wrong
The fact is displaying
I didn`t have to say it
Stop playing
Sh*t, at that point
Even you knew I was OK to flip
How could you
No matter what you thought we was
Just go around the word called love
Come on

[Chorus: Tony Sunshine]
See, I know what you`re facing
This f*cked up situation
And maybe she might like me
Or may even dislike me

Baby you`re a part of me
And baby it`s just hard to see
That you complained everyday
But you would love me anyway

[Verse Three: Angie Martinez]
Thats exactly how it is
Exactly what I`m talking about
Exactly where it`ll end up
This song after I`m walkin out
Niggas don`t understand
When you give them your all
How many times you hang up
When you`re dying to call
Try to dial his numbers
And you start with the first four
When you get to seven
Your heart beat like you`re eleven
I learned my lesson
And I waive if there was any
I still try to understand sh*t
With out no henny
Just a clear mind
While you`re thinking it`s just shear rhymes
I gotta go through this sh*t
And still report fine
And get on air
Be clear
Animal for real
Each year
The bullsh*t going on
I`m prepared
I ain`t the only one
Chicks be going through it
Niggas don`t understand
We be borderline losing it
And these feelings is real
So like I said in the first verse
I wish you understood how I feel for real

[Chorus: Tony Sunshine]
See, I know what you`re facing
This f*cked up situation
And maybe she might like me
Or may even dislike me

Cause baby you`re a part of me
And baby it`s just hard to see
That you complained everyday
But you would love me anyway


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But I most definetly will help anyone who asks for it. That is of course if I know how to do what you need done. MMUUAAHH!!






Yeah I got real happy with the B-day banners. Of course the silver is mine cause that's my other favorite color besides red and black! The sweet purple is for my daughter Kayla cause she`s so sweet. MUAH! Love you momma. And the piggy pink is for my daughter Kacella cause she is my little piggy. MUAH! Love you gordy. The bright blue is for my step daughter Lorena cause she is so bright. She is always on the honor roll. Good job momma. Keep it up. MUAH! Love you Nena.





i heard something interesting tonight on a disney channel show that i thought i`d share. It goes like this:

"We" are all like a deck of cards. Some are black and some are red. Some are Kings and some are Queens. Some are sixes and some are sevens. They are all different but without just one of those cards then the whole deck doen`t work. And that is why "we" as americans are like a deck of cards.

Pretty cool huh. I know it`s corny but it makes perfect sense. you can tell I'm all about my kids cause all I watch is the disney channel. Mommy needs to get a life! lol





First off I wanted to say thank you to all those soldiers that are deploying soon or that have already deployed. I pray that each and everyone of you returns home safely to all your family that are so proudly waiting for you here at home. May god be with you every step of the way (or whomever you believe in) and watch over you closely and protect you. You guys are real life heros!!! You might not know it now, but in time you will realize it. You all are remarkable. If ever you feel like you just can`t do it anymore, just think of all the people here that appreciate what you are doing for them. Think about your children or your future children. What you want there lives to be like. And when they get older, they`re gonna tell all their friends what a big bad azz soldier they have as a mommy or daddy!!! That just has to put keep you going. I know that my girls make everything that i do possible. God bless you all. MMMMUUUUAAAAHHHH!!!!







"The Final Inspection"


The Marine stood and faced his God
Which must always come to pass
He hoped his shoes were shining
Just as brightly as his brass.

"Step forward now, you Devil-Dog,
How shall I deal with you?
Have you always turned the other cheek?
To my Church have you been true?"

The Marine squared his shoulders and said,
"No Lord, I guess I ain`t"
"Because those of us who carry guns
Can`t always be a saint."

I`ve had to work most Sundays
And at times my talk was rough,
And sometimes I`ve been violent,
Because this world is awfully tough.

But, I never took a penny
That wasn`t mine to keep...
Though I worked a lot of overtime
When the bills just got too steep.

And I never passed a cry for help,
Though at times I shook with fear,
And sometimes, God forgive me,
I`ve wept unmanly tears.

And I know I don`t deserve a place
Among the people here,
They never wanted me around
Except to calm their fears.

If you`ve a place for me here, Lord,
It needn`t be so grand,
I never expected or had too much,
But if you don`t , I`ll understand."

There was a silence all around the throne
Where the saints had often trod
As the Marine waited quietly,
For the judgment of his God.

"Step forward now, Marine
You`ve borne your burdens well,
Walk peacefully on Heaven`s streets,
You`ve done your time in HELL."






For those who have lost their lives for me and my family. I could never express how I feel. I pray that your families deal with it well. The lose of a family memeber is never easy. Especially of those that lost their lives for someone elses freedom. We all wish that you could have been selfish and not gone, but we know that it can not be that way. Even though I`ve never met anyone of you personally you will be missed and loved. I hope that when it is my turn to go that I will have the privelege of meeting you in heaven. And last but not least. Please watch over your brothers and sisters that are still out there battling for what you tradgically had to loose your life for. And if they should meet the same fate that you had to please welcome them to heaven when they arrive there. My condolences go out to all of your family where ever they may be.





I Stand Before You


I stand before you all today
But not one eye can see my way.
My time arrived, to leave this earth
A fact so planned, to every birth.
It happened where I had to go
My torch for life was so aglow.
I transferred while in uniform
Protecting freedom, through a storm.
Should I resent I died for you
Not on my life, red white and blue.
Please help my family through each day
Tell all my friends, try not to stray.
And of the country I did love
Do think of me, through God above.
Your memories, brought forth this day
Send love to us, who could not stay.

2001Roger J. Robicheau






Now for the spouses and the girlfriends or boyfriends... well were do I begin. Growing up as a military brat I have seen many families torn apart due to them deploying. But hey chulas stay strong and support your man!!! And most def the chulos behave yourselves and support your lady!!! Don`t give them anything extra to have to worry about over here on this side of the free world that they are going out there to insure that we still have for us (the present) and our children (the future). May god be with all of you as well and most definelty your children. If any of you`ll are on here make sure to drop me a note. Take care



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Okay. Now on to my favorite subject.

ME!!!
Joking!!! Joking!!!



O.k. everyone just wanted to tell ya`ll a little bit about myself now. I`m of course chicana, 5` 3", brown eyes, long brown hair, that about narrows it down to every chicana there is!!! I am single and lovin it!!! I know that one day I`ll find Mr. Right. But in the mean time I am enjoyin chillin with the Mr. Wrongs. LOL. I live in North San Diego (very close to the beach) in Oceanside to be exact. But originally from El Paso, Tx. I have two very beautiful daughters. They are definetely way too smart for their ages which makes them a handful. But they are truly a blessing to my life.

I enjoy going out with friends and just having fun. I also love to watch football and boxing and all that other good stuff. I sometimes get into it more than guys do but it`s cool though as long as they know who rules. ME!!! then we will have no problems. well that`s all about me.



















Crisis of Belief

When you find yourself in a crisis
and the waves come crashing in.
Your walls of strenght start to crumble
and doubt begins to win.

Stop and praise Him in the storm
for it is He who calms the sea.
This trail is just a test of faith
a crisis of belief.

Did He not part the waters
in what seemed a hopeless situation?
Did He not take a bunch of slaves
and make them into a mighty nation?

He came to make rough places smooth
to set the captives free.
Bind your doubt, hold fast to your faith
when you face a crisis in belief.






some special quotes:



*There are too many tears in the heart that never reach the eyes

*Never say i love you, if you don`t care...Never talk about feelings if they aren`t there...Never look in my eyes if all you do is lie...never say hello if you really mean goodbye.

*I dropped a tear yesterday in the ocean... when you find it, that`s when i`ll stop loving you.

*The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.

*Some people make the world special just being in it.

*It takes one minute to have a crush on somebody, an hour to like somebody, a day to love someone, but a lifetime to forget someone.

*Go for what is yours, 20 years from now you will regret more the things you didn`t do then the things you did

*You never lose by loving, you always lose by holding back

*Love will make a way and everything else will make an excuse

*Love is giving someone the ability to destroy you, but trusting that they won`t

*It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel

*To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world

*If you love someone put their name in a circle not a heart, a heart can be broken but a circle goes on forever

*The sweet is not as sweet without the bitter

*If you live to be 100 years old, I want to be a hundred years old minus one day, so that i never have to live without you

*Your mind will always lie and deceive you, but your heart will always speak the truth

*Why do you have time to go and look for someone to love you, when the one who already does is standing in front of you?

*Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to appreciate that gift

*Don`t marry someone you can live with... Marry someone you can not live without

*If I can`t trust you to be truthful with the little things, how do you expect me to trust that you will be truthful with important ones

*What is done in the dark, always comes to light

*If you keep on doing what you are doing, you are gonna keep getting what you are getting

*Love makes an "us" Without destroying a "me"

*No man is worth my tears, and the one who is won`t make me cry

*Its not really love when you cry over your man, for if he loved you so much he`d do everything in his power so you`d never shed a tear

*I always thought I would look back on us crying and laugh, but I never thought I would look back on us laughing and cry

*Immature love says, "I love you because i need you." Mature love says, "I need you because i love you."

*It`s better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not

*I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you


AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST



*dance like no one is watching, love like you`ve never been hurt, work like you don`t need the money

HEY IF THAT DOENS`T WORK FOR YOU THEN...


*dance like it hurts, love like you need the money, work when people are watching!!!

hehehe. mmmuuuaaahhh!!!


Geez... mixed emotions can`t you tell?
What a way to express them!



Obviously i didn`t write all these myself but i did change some to fit my needs.






MEMO FROM GOD
TO: You

DATE: Today

SUBJECT: Yourself

REFERENCE: Life


TODAY I WILL BE HANDLING ALL OF YOU PROBLEMS. PLEASE REMEMBER THAT I DO NOT NEED YOUR HELP. IF LIFE HAPPENS TO DELIVER A SITUATION TO YOU THAT YOU CAN NOT HANDLE, DO NOT ATTEMPT TO RESOLVE IT. KINDLY PUT IT IN THE "SFGTD" (SOMETHING FOR GOD TO DO) BOX. IT WILL ME ADDRESSED IN MY TIME NOT YOURS. ONCE THE MATTER IS PLACED INTO THE BOX, DO NOT HOLD ON TO IT.

* should you find yourself stuck in traffic; don`t despair. there are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard of privilege.

* should you have a bad day at work; think of the man who has been put out of work for years.

* should you despair over a relationship gone bad; think of the person who has never known what it`s like to love or be loved in return.

* should you grieve the passing of another weekend; think of the woman in dire striats, working twelve hours a day, seven days a week to feed her children.

* should your car breakdown, leaving you a miles away from assistance; think of the paraplegic who`d love the opportunity to take that walk.

* should you notice new grey hairs; think of the cancer patient in chemotherapy who wishes she had hair to examine.

* should you find yourself at a loss and pondering what life is about, asking what is my purpose? be thankful. there are those who didn`t live long enough to get the opportunity.

* should you find yourself the victim of other people`s bitterness, ignorance, smallness or insecurities; remember, things could be worse. YOU COULD BE THEM!!!


P.S. If you`re going to pray then don`t worry. But if you`re going to worry then don`t pray!!!





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