Drive yourself insane tonight
Mood:  mischievious
Now Playing: Mercy Me- Alkaline Trio
I got Crimson today!!! It's awesome, I'm listening to it nonstop.

Skyler is spending the night tonight. He and Jordan came to see me at work today. He was such a hit. He's so adorable everyone gushed over him.

Has anyone else seen the end of the special edition dvd of The Return of The Jedi? At the end when Anakin's "ghost" materializes, it's Hayden Christensen! Why did they do that?! It doesn't make sense to me.... I'll never understand George Lucas.

This is your brain on drugs.... Any questions?
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: Say 18- The Matches
I bought the Star Wars Trilogy on DVD today. It's pretty cool. I wish it was the origional version though and not that stupid FX'd out whatever that came out. Just because you can add cutting edge special effects to something doesn't mean you have too. Lucas messed with a good thing and he didn't need to, it needed no improvement.

I also got the Cowboy Bebop movie. It rocks.

Crimson comes out tomorrow!! Jordan is getting it, I'll probably have to wait til Friday. Can't wait!

Weight Watchers meeting was today. That's the reason for the little blue guy up there. I've gained weight 2 weeks in a row. I promised myself I'd never do that. I was so frustrated and angry with myself (and desparate to regain control- gotta be honest) that I cried all through the meeting. They're so great there though, they tried their hardest to help me out, and they did. I've just lost my discipline and motivation. It used to be so easy to lose when I first started. Now I guess the newness has worn off and it's actually gonna take work. I'll get there though. I'm not quitting, I haven't failed until I've quit, and I'm nowhere near that. I'm just gonna start over and pretend like it's my first week.

A long time ago in a galaxy... well you know
Mood:  hungry
GO SEE STAR WARS!!! IT'S AMAZING!!!!

Possibly the best of the six, Lucas has definitly redeemed himself for the joke that "Attack of the Clones" turned out to be. Go see it.

Next he intends to release all six movies in Theaters converted into 3-D! I'd see it.

Gimme your best shot
I'm not gonna whine, but this day has stunk. Nothing particularly BAD happened (although I did gain a pound this week at WW), and some good things even happened. I gave Mom a really nice copy of her favorite book, Little Women, she loved it. No, this has been a bad day cause I've been in a bad mood all day. I haven't been feeling well, and I'm constantly exhausted. Mom is going to get me into the Doctor sometime this week or next. She suspects (and I do too) that the both of us have abnormally low thyroids. That would explain why I've been so tired, not just tired, 24/7 exhaustion is more like it. I'm fighting sleep at my desk, I'm afraid driving home because I'm afraid I'll nod off. I get home, lie down and sleep till 10:00 or so, get up for a couple hours, then fall asleep again and drag myself out of bed the next morning after squeezing every last second of sleep I can in. My skin is dry, my hair is dry and brittle and falls out, my joints ache.... It's either hormones gone awry or stress, either way, I can't function 'till I've had some help.

I thought I said I wasn't gonna whine?

OK, this is gonna sound weird but....
Mood:  energetic
Now Playing: Chain Me Free- The Matches
***Warning- I'm about to go into a very 13 year-old-esque editorial. I know it's a weird topic, but it's been on my mind for days now.***

Does anyone else just absolutly LOVE a guy in makeup?! Wait a minute, I'm not talking full on Boy George face paint. I'm talking just eye makeup mainly. I can't help but love a guy who's man enough to wear eyeliner! It's just sexy! Alkaline Trio was on FUSE the other night playing some songs from thier new album and I couldn't help just staring at Matt Skiba and his dolled up eyes. He had eyeliner and shadow on, I know what you're thinking but it looked GOOD! And not just Alk3. Burt McCracken (The Used), Brandon Flowers (The Killers), Gerard Way (My Chemical Romance), Davey Havok (AFI)... I could go all night guys. I'm so used to seeing these people in makeup that it'd be weird to see them cleanfaced. Granted, it's slightly effeminate, and not everyone can get away with it. It would be weird to see someone HERE made up. Then again, a walk downtown on a Friday night and eye makeup may be the most normal thing you see.

fin

"Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today"
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Vampires Will Never Get You- MCR
Hey I finally got some new stuff up! First of all, all of the site contents are in one column finally. I couldn't for the life of me figure out how to do it and it was so easy I feel like a dope now. I also wrote an all new and utterly boring Autobiography to enjoy. I've also done somewhat of a tribute page to a couple of my favorite classic Movie Stars. James Dean and Marilyn Monroe. Cliche I know but why not? The Marylin page is still a work in progress but feel free to see what's there so far. Maybe this'll be an ever-changing thing. This month Dean and Monroe, how about next month Errol Flynn and Olivia De Havilland? Might not be bad...

And yes I changed the layout again... I still havent found one that I'm totally satisfied with, we'll see how this one goes.

12:30 AM
Mood:  d'oh
Now Playing: Fire at Will- My Chemical Romance
Ok I was gonna unveil a couple new pages tonight but it's takes too long to build a page from scratch and I'm tired. So they'll be up tomorrow.

Nightie Night!

Beware of my exploding head
Mood:  party time!
Now Playing: Time to Waste- Alkaline Trio
(For those of you that are tired of me talking about Alkaline Trio, too bad) I couldn't wait. Alk3's album comes out the 24th, but I had to hear it sooner. But the best I could do was get the single at Hot Topic. I'm already hooked and it's only one song! The b-side is an unreleased track that is awesome too.

I'm trying to find a USB cable for my printer. Anyone know where to find a deal? Stupid me didn't think to buy one when I got the computer so I have to copy and paste whatever I want to print into an email so I can get it to the computer with a printer. Call me cheap but I hate to pay $30 for a cable to go with a printer that was free.

I love spring. The warmth, the birds, the sunshine, the pollen- ok that not so much. I'm in the middle of a major allergy attack. This is the first year it's ever really bothered me, but it's enough. Like I'm not emotional enough, now my eyes water so much I look like a basket case.

Hey I found a printer cable for five bucks. Gotta love WalMart!

Despite how miserable as allergies make me, I had a pretty good day. I worked for the morning (yawn), then I went shopping. Now I'm broke but now I look good. I got some jeans that actually fit. My others were literally falling off- it wasn't pretty. My new ones are three sizes smaller! And the tops I got were four sizes smaller!

I also got Jordan a present. It came with a test though. His tax returns finally came in and I posed the question to him, What is more important, hundreds of dollars from the govornment or $20 of your sister's love? The sweetie chose his sister's love! I got him a T-shirt, a white one. I forgot that he doesn't wear white t-shirts.

I'll be back, I'm gonna work on the rest of the site some.

What a night!
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: Hating Every Minute- Alkaline Trio
This was a fun night. I had a talk at the meeting, the number 4. Did my own research and everything. Well my scheduled householder told me last week she couldn't make it. So I called and asked another sister last night. She very sweetly accepted and I knew she'd be great. She really gets into the part when she's a householder. It went great as we rehersed it. But once the meeting starts the conductor comes to tell me that insead of the small intimate group of the second hall, I will be giving mine in the main hall. Normally that's not a big deal, I go in stride. But tonight's talk was different. We were to start it out standing up, and then end it by sitting side by side in a "car." In a second hall with no need for mics this poses little obstacle. But now I have to arrange for special setup at the last minute. And of course what can go wrong, did. The brother I guess misunderstood what kind of setup we needed and we had to wing it. I played it cool but I was so flustered that I skipped an entire part of the talk. But my householder being the great girl she is picked up and managed to work back in what I had missed and no one knew. In my mind, it was messed up, my fault. But as long as we got the point of the talk across I guess it worked.

I want to go to Warped Tour so bad this year!!!! The St. Louis show is the third one scheduled. Awesome. The bands aren't bored by repetition yet. The only drawback is that Alkaline Trio isn't on this years roster. Which sucks. Seeing them would be reason enough to go. But MCR will definitly suffice.

Alk3's new album Crimson comes out on May 17th. I won't wait in line to see the new Star Wars movie but I have to have that CD the day it's released! I'm weird. I know I sound a bit obsessive. I'm not really, I just have my favorites.

That's all I have to say. Goodnight Kiddies. Have a good day. And in case I don't see you, Good afternoon, Good evening, and Good night.

Yes I bought some red, but I'm no wine-o
Mood:  spacey
Now Playing: Radio- Alkaline Trio
Oh I don't know what to write tonight. I keep on starting and then erase it and start over. I'm loopy tonight. Maybe it's the wine (I've only had one glass) or the Devil's Food Cookies (just 2 I promise) or the over-abundance of sleep I've had lately but I'm in a really good mood tonight. Not hyper, just happy. But with nothing of note to write about. If anything life's been really boring the past week. Working full time is turning out to be no different than before, just more hours. I'm sure that'll change soon, but now it's just the same. Well anyway, since I'm boring myself to sleep I'll just be going now and hope that cool stuff happens tomorrow. Sorry if this post just sounded weird, it does to me. I can only imagine what other people are thinking. Hehe Oh well, that's me. Sometimes I just don't make sense.