March 5- I was reading my last entry and I have no idea what I meant. Oh well. This semester is not going as well as i wanted it to, so now i'm pushing myself to go to the library during my free time. its hard to study and night because i like being with my friends and doing things that aren't so productive like writing in this journal. I had a concert on Sunday and it was the best. What else? I was invited to go to the Hamptons over Spring Break, I'm still thinking about if I'll go or not. Yesterday morning I woke up and my eyes were so swollen!! It was gross, but Diane and Kate helped me out.
February 23- I love my friends and I really appreciate them. I've decided that I want to go back to my old ways. and thats a good thing. so yay, i'm happy about that. and if you don't know what that means, IM me and maybe I'll tell you
February 16- Friday I had a lot of fun. I can't believe some people stay home and act bitter about not having a boyfriend or girlfriend on valentines day. I'd much rather spend the night with my friends. Me, Laura, Diane and Beth stayed up watching movies and acting stupid. I actually studied today and I attempted to study for my psychology exam thats 2 weeks from now. I'm very proud of myself. I have to remember not to complain so much to people because they may get sick of it. i also don't want to be annoyed so easily by certain people and subjects.
February 12- I think I've been so out of it recently and I wish i knew why. i should take a break from people. And I'm in anti-living mood. No, i don't want to kill myself, I just don't like living things. Diane and Beth are my anti-living friends. Its nice to have friends that hate people.
February 7- I think listening to Justin Timberlake songs has gotten to me. Maybe I shouldn't have mentioned that, I could probably lose a lot of friends because of that. I got a new alarm clock because my old one committed suicide. This one makes bird noises and gets louder and louder until I want to throw it at the wall. Tomorrow Diane is making me go to a cheerleading thing tomorrow. Hey maybe it will be fun. I'm so glad its friday, i need to sleep more. I want to take a nap. I deserve one, don't i?
January 28- What a great day so far!!! I love all my classes including calculus!!!!! YAY! Maggie and I were 10 times happier when we walked out of that calculus class and everyone thought we were crazy. It was so much fun. Kate IS right! HOORAY FOR CALCULUS!!!
January 15, 2003- I went walking three days in a row, hopefully i won't have to force myself to go out tomorrow. Wow its practically a week until I go back to geneseo. I'm gettinge excited about being back with my college friends and my new classes. Will next semester be different?
January 8, 2003- Sigh..this isn't good.
January 7, 2003- Today I went to the Westchester and the Galleria with Lorraine and Jackie. It was good catching up with them, plus I bought stuff. I'm actually trying to read now, I'm starting with the prelude to the Lord of the Rings trilogy.
January 6, 2003- I'm back with a blank journal because this is a new year and I should start the year with a clean slate.
When I get some pictures, I'm planning on putting them up, and maybe even figuring how to put music on this site, then it will be much better than kate's MUAHAHAHA! Tomorrow I'm going to the mall with Lorraine and Jackie, I haven't hung out with them in awhile so I am looking forward to it.