"Pain, Natures way of teaching"

Its always there.
The reminiscences and feelings that I had.
The "way of life" that I used to have.
Everything, It was devoted to you.
My tears, my heartbreak, my time, my effort, my love.
I did for your love.
I did it to have you a part of me.
And then it lacerated me...

What I had given was thrown in the gutter.
My everything, was given away to be found in the landfills
	Of mistrust.
Like a thousand slivers of glass in my head,
Like a million punches to my heart.
Like a lifetime of lacerations to my soul.
The ecstasy that I felt, the serene state of mind.
Its all gone, all I have left is the pain that I once felt.
Every opportunity that I gave you,
The second chances that I offered.
Taken advantage of..
Mistreated
.... Abused.

And now, I have no more patience.
I have no more trust.
I have no more faith.
If only you had taken me seriously.
If only you knew how much I really did love you.
And now...
And now, you ask for my love once again.
You ask for a second chance... again.
My heart is tired, my soul depleted.
I cannot do it again.
"They" say you don't know what you have until its gone.
"They" say you can only push someone so far, until its past the
	point of no return.
"They" say if only things were done differently.

I have found someone who has not hurt me.
And with every conversation, more confident I become,
	That she wont ever hurt me.
She knows what its like.
She has felt the excruciating pain of what an adulterous relationship
	Can bring.
And for this, I give her all the trust in the world.
I place my heart and soul into her hands for safe keeping.

Money.
Power.
Knowledge.
It all means nothing without someone to share it with.
It would all be wasted to invaluable things.
To be loved, to love, and to trust, does nothing except to give life meaning,
And create Ever Lasting Happiness.