Afraid of the Dark
darkness surrounds me
it slowly takes it's place
in my life, in me
I feel it coming
the moment that
the last light
disappears in the darkness
then, I will be blind
I am afraid,
afraid of he dark
The Bright Skies
the sun is shining bright
no clouds to see
the happy blue sky
do i stand a chance against their might
they are smiling so nice to me
please tell me why
i still feel the night
is it so hard for them to see
i am gonna die
Cold Grey River
A cold grey river
deep, and fast streaming
is it making his way
slowly through rough lands
it's mighty force
is bringing desctruction
to the lands it's crossing
but the river continues
making a path
the river is long, cold and grey
it is finding his way
to the warm, blue ocean
slowly, it is coming
a bit closer
but the river is slowing down
will it ever see the ocean?
the river smells the salty air
it tasted the first signs
of the ocean
but will the river
ever feel the warmth
of the beautifull blue ocean?
Came Down Like Fire
it came down like fire
burning my heart
giving me warmth
it statisfied my desire
finally i felt
how it feels to love
someone so sweet
it makes my heart melt
but does she
know i am a her feet
does the fire
also burn in her
the fire hurts
consuming my desire
'till i feel...
nothing
Heartless
I had his hearth in my hands
it was still beating
the blood was still warm
I saw him realizing he lost something
something precious
I saw him staring at me
How can I be so heartless?
the man fell on his knees
begging me to return his heart
I saw it in his eyes
I still see it in my dreams
the fear, the fear to die
without a heart
Lost Innocence
the hands of a baby
are so sweet and soft
are a sign of innocence
but the baby grew
his hands began to become
big, hard and rough
the hands of a worker
an innocent man
living his life
but then the hands
were around a neck
squeezing, softly at first
then a bit rougher
the worker had lost
his innocence
his hand are rough
big, hard and...
red
the color of blood
a sign of guilt
the sign of lost innocence
My Inner War
the fight within me
is devastating, killing, maiming
let me gain victory
let me stop this madness
killing my soul
will maim my personality
no-one surives
it is devastating
I will battle
I will fight
my inner war
give me my victory
only then, then
my inner war will rest
i will survive
my soul wil be saved
from my inner war
Red Wet Room
my room is red
it is on the walls
i see it on my floor
my room is wet
the liquid falls
down to the floor
my room is brown
i see it changing
no more liquid
is falling down
it is drying
it... smells...
what could it be?
Tiny White Spots
I look up
to the sky
it is so dark
some tiny white spots
are shining high above me
what are their meaning?
I try to get closer
I climb a high tower
just to see those
facinating little spots
from a bit closer
standing on top of the tower
I look up again
the tiny white spots
didn't come any closer
On the edge of my world
I see a red glow
growing bigger and bigger
the red glow is consuming
the black sky above me
the tiny white spots
are slowly disappearing
into the red glow
I go down again, to the ground
sad, because I didn't
came any closer to those
tiny white spots
Visions
when i look up
i see stars
i se blackness
when i look right
i see love
i see you
when i look left
i see smiles
i see my friends
when i look back
i see darkness
i see pain
when i look down
i see something small
i see, myself
Wondering
I am wondering
what those things are
they taste like salt
I feel their warmth
they leave wet traces
on my face
I wonder what they are
it looks like water
it tastes like salt
is that what people call
the sea?
no, people say that
the sea is blue or grey
and big
no, these things looks like
little liquid diamonds
I wonder what they are
they keep coming out of my eyes
then someone came to me
someone i do not know
she told me it were tears
tears... a word
I never heard before
the person told me
these tears are a sign
before I could say something
she was gone
I wondered...
these little liquid diamonds
are a sign... of what?