Jason's site in dedication to Jeany Marie... the love of his life

This website is in dedication to the love of my life, Jeany Marie... her last name is not given for her privacy.I met this beutifull, smart, sweet, caring girl November 24'th 2000, and since then my life has been a whirlwind of love, happyness and unfortunately, some sadness and regrett's...This website isnt to give our secrets away, its an attempt to try and show the amount of love, respect, appreciation and care i have for Babygirl...
In case your wondering, Babygirl is a knickname ive had for jeany since the beginning, it just fit well and shes since been babygirl in my mind and my heart. Ok, so heres the rundown on us... Were in a long distance relationship at the moment, untill i can move out there, we will be, and im fine with that. I met jeany online while in an aol chat room called "The Dance Floor". From the moment we met, sparks started flying and we spend the best night of both of our lives together that night, shortly afterward, i had left my dads place to go home and we lost touch for a few days, luckily, jeany had fallen in love and was determined to find my email, and eventually got it right. Weve spend almost every night together talking into the wee hours of the morning since the day we met...we cant get enough of eachother, and i honestly have a horrible day when i cant talk to her, shes the glue that holds my happiness together. Ill admitt, ive done things i seriously regrett....thats why im in desperate hopes this page can give the love of my life, Jeany Marie..AKA Babygirl an idea of how crazy i am about her....
This page isnt really meant for others to see, just for her and who she wants to see it.... Anyways, ive been with jeany for 3 years, were actually engaged, though my parents dont know bout that. Unfortunately my parents arent too grand on the idea of internet meetings and love. Now dont get me wrong, im not saying what jeany i hae is only on the net.... but my mom cant see past that. I feel for jeany as if she was right here with me, even though shes 2800 miles away in New Mexico... Shes the light of my life, and getting emails from her in the morning lights up my day and puts a smile on my face no matter what happens all day....
For the record, local or online, IM TAKEN, Jeany is the girl i want to spend the rest of my life with, so lexi...whoever you are, please go away, that goes for anyone thats been telling bullshit to my girlfriend. I love her with all my heart, and theres not one person that could possibly bring me to hurt her ever again. So dont even try.
Anyways, Jeany does something special to me....when she calls me Superman, (a nickname shes had for me from the beginning), my heart just goes wild and the biggest smile i have in me comes to my face... When i see a picture of her, of her sparkling beutifull blue eyes or that angel like smile, my heart pounds and i just want to run to her and wrap my arms around her and hold her forever...Alot of people have gone "well you dont know someone till youve met them in person" i think thats bull... i agree theres little things you cant see till your in person, but when your in love, those things dont matter to you, i think what we have is a million times better than most MARRIED couples i know, considering we spend hours almost every night talking to eachother, when alot of married couples dont even talk after work, they just eat, watch tv and sleep. I dont think jeany and i will ever be that way, were both spontaneous people, who love being outside, and love eachother, and love spendign time with eachother, and i think even after 20-30 years of marriage, well still be going out dancing every friday, and doing very romantic things every night....because i honestly believe were truly soulmates....
Why am i writing this? Because no one...not even my babygirl understands just how crazy i am about her.ive done things in the past that i regrett...things that cant be undone that i would die before i did...and id do anything to regain the trust and understanding i once had from her.im writing this because none of my friends aside from jeany are willing to listen to me abou thtis....they all blow it off and dont want to hear about it...and i want jeany to at least begin to understand just how crazy i am about her...just how much i want to spend every day of the rest of my life faithfully by her side...
obsessed? a little...a healthy obsession..the good kind :-D. Crazy in love? totally! in fact so much i have unconditional love...the kind of love that jeany says only mothers can have for their children, that kind of love that no matter what happens, no matter how much it hurts or changes things, you will ALWAYS love and want and need that person.....well im living proof unconditional love isnt just for mothers...its for anyone whos found the lover of their dreams...their bestest friend forever....their true love. Jeany is all of those things and more. She has changed me in ways ill never be able to finish listing. shes made me a better person a million times over and im eternally gratefull for that....and i want to spend the rest of my life repaying her for the light shes brought into what was going to be a dark life...when she smiles, i smile for days....
Jeany as a person is everything ive wanted in a friend, soul mate, and companion. She listens to me, cares for my feelings, picks me up when im down...and honestly tries her hardest to make me happy...and what she doenst realize is that she succeeds no matter how little she may be trying, or maybe not trying at all, she still makes me happy.... because just being around her, talking to her just is fullfilling to my heart and soul. She is so incredibly intelligent and witty, shes a fireball if you push her too far, and honestly thats what i need cuz i can be an ass sometimes and i nee dsomeone whos not afraid to tell me straight up that im being an asshole. shes so incredibly romantic and sensuall and fullfills every romantic need i could ever have,
Jeany is the pinup girl from every "perfect girl" dream ive ever had, i love every part of her body with a passion, from her beutifull blonde hair, to her cute freshly painted toenails, and everything in between. she is LITERALLY the girl ive always dreamed of even as a kid, when i thought of the perfect girl, i saw exactly what jeany is...because she IS my dream girl, shes my soul mate and ill love her and want her and need her forever.
I know this isnt much...but its the beginning to one of the million things i want to do to show my love to jeany... to prove my loyalty and devotion to her...
Forever in love with my babygirl... Superman...