I think I’ll close my eyes and pretend I didn’t see you. It is much easier to lie to myself about the feelings of longing than it is to see you once again.

I think I closed my eyes and didn’t want to open them because I knew you were no longer there. Why did you go away and leave me a mess?

I think the past made me close my mind in fear that it might happen again. Why didn’t I try to stop you?

I think the future is going to have some dark days before it goes away. Before the thoughts of you go away. If they ever do.

I wanna close my eyes and make you come back to me. I want you back for all it is worth. I want my life back.

I want all the feelings to go away. I want it all to be ok. I want it all back again.

I want you to give it back, give me the life I useto have, give me the love I have lost.

BY: Tim Harrison