I trained myself to be disconnected From the world and everyone in it. You question this as if you could save me, Reconnect me to everything I see. Take my blinders off and see what is real, Give me my emotions back and allow me to feel.

Can you save me and reconnect everything? Or is this just another attempt to shatter me. When I'm around you….you disconnect my thoughts, You take them all in as one and don't ever give me a shot. I hide myself from you for the fear of the unknown, What if you looked within my eyes and don't like what your shown.

I get so scared of myself and I get even more afraid of you. What if I let you in, will you disconnect me like you always do. Or will you lead with your lies, and make me believe everything you said? Or will you just take what you can get, and leave me for dead?

Maybe I'll disconnect us this time for good, Everything you have showed me convinces me I should. The connection to your heart never seems clear, I'll hang up this time having no fear.