Once upon a time in the distant land of "VANILLA", there lived a sad lonely lady. She lived a dull and unsatisfying life with the other local "VANILLAS" till one day in the dream land of Yahoo, she had the good fortune of meeting a tall handsome Prince named NOVDOM. They talked and talked for hours. Finding so much in common, realizing right away that they had made a new and wonderful friend in each other. Lady's heart was light for the first time in months. Then, on about the third day of talking, the Prince, knowing that he must by honest above all else, asked Lady if she knew what his name NOVDOM meant. "No", says Lady, "Please do tell!" Prince tells Lady that NOV was for novice-- DOM was for Dominant. He was a Novice Dominant--searching for answers to feelings of D/s that he had always been hiding. Lady didn't understand this "D/s". "Please explain!" she cried. Prince explains as much as possible to Lady, knocking her world off its axis. She was so frightened by these unusual ideas he was speaking of. Lady runs away from Prince even though her heart was breaking. Lady was aware that she had found some very special qualities in Prince, and had already felt the feeling growing for this wonderful Man. She cried for hours, then dried her eyes and decided that she and Prince could be friends. She didn't have to know about the unusual life he was searching for. She never expected to meet him in Real Life so why not continue to talk to him in the wonderful dream world of cyber?

Lady sent Prince a message telling him of this. They began spending hours each day, talking and getting to know each other better. To make a long story short, after several weeks of talking online and on the phone, Lady found that a spark has begun to burn in her, a need to know more about this D/s thing. A need was growing in HER to obey anything Prince said. Being the good Man he is, He never ever tried to sway Lady to his way of thinking, never coaxed or ordered her to follow his lead. He was always kind and gentle with her. They finally decided to meet for lunch to be able to just see each other face to face. No expectations, no plans for ANYTHING other than lunch. Once Lady looked into the beautiful, warm and honest eyes of her Prince, she was lost forever. That day began a wonderful relationship, one that began as good friends, then lovers, very special lovers. Lady was hopelessly in love with Prince in a short time. Finding that her every thought was of him, how she could please him, how she could make him smile, how she could make his life easier and more pleasant (CAN WE SAY SUBMISSIVE??).

One day, a few months into the relationship, Prince told Lady that he must tell her something, knowing that he may lose her forever. He tells her that he is searching for a woman to train as his submissive. Lady again is heart broken--but only for a moment, because she finally admits to herself that SHE wants to be his submissive--SHE waants to be trained to be the submissive he wants and deserves. SHE has the deep need to be Dominated by this powerful Man--a need to serve, to please, to obey. Lady asks Prince if he would please consider HER as the woman he is searching for. Prince feels that she only says this to be with him, but decides to give her a chance to prove herself worthy of his training. He worked long and hard to teach her the ways he wanted to be served and cared for--the way he wanted HER to act when with him--the way she was to address Him--the things she was NOT to do or say at any time. He was very patient with her, rewarding her with praise when she was good and punishing her when she did not follow his rules. Their relationship became 24/7 when Lady moved from the land of "Vanilla" to be with her great and beautiful Master.

If it were a possible/logical thing to do, I would beg my Master to fold me up each morning and place me in the pocket over His heart in order to be able to be near Him all day. MY heart beats because HIS does, MY eyes see because His see, MY ears hear because my Master's ears hear, the blood flows through my veins for HIM, every breath I take is because I MUST breath in order to be able to take care of Him. My gift to my Master is MY total and complete submission and surrender to Him. I am like a child in the sense that I NEED and WANT to be controlled by my Dominant. I NEED and WANT rules to follow. I NEED the punishment when I do not follow the rules. And I NEED the praise I receive when I follow them. I NEED the feeling of helplessness when I am being flogged or caned by Master. As I am suspended, my mind drifts to the place where I know I am safe and just enjoy the sensation of the flogger hitting my back. Intermingled with the flogging comes the pleasurable sensation of Master's wonderful hands on my body. Making sure at all times that I am NOT being injured. I know, without a doubt, He will never injure me or cause me more "pain" than I can endure. As I am lying on the table and he is waxing me, I can feel the warmth of the wax and His gentle touch. Those two sensations take me to that wonderful place in my mind knowing at all times that I am safe in His hands. This is just another example of my total and complete trust in Him.

My words may seem a bit drastic or dramatic, and some may not believe what I have written about my feelings for my Master and my joy in being His submissive. For those, I feel sorry. There are many more that will understand and agree. To you, I say THANK YOU!