The longing I felt, when, I first saw the likeness of your face,
Deepens more with time, I longed to hold you close to me,
Yet you never were mine, although my thoughts you never left,
I dream of you but by day...at night the pale moon caresses my skin
As I gaze, longing for you to be at my side...a lust never sated
Eternally longing for your embrace, to look deeply into your eyes, your soul
Darkest one when will you come?...
Then as though the fates were listning to my pleas, I was grated a slight reprieve
A chance to see your face in the flesh, prove to myself that you are real
I watched and waited, breath baited, blood rushing, desire and lusting,
The darkness took shape, form, and you stepped forth into the night
That moment I knew, you are real, haunts me still in my dreams
The world around me melted, time stopped, as did my heart,
For a moment I thought our eyes locked...Or did they?
Was it just my deluded fantasy?...Or was it reality?
How will I ever know?..Then, yet again I saw you,
You looked over...You were not standing far from me,
Why Darkest one did you not speak?
But, then that is the curse I bear, For myself a tear I shed
To walk this earth alone, my hearts desire just out of reach,
Cursed know how happy I could be ...If I let myself
But ah, the suffering, I wish you felt like this.
