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離開之後，我想你不要忘記一件事：
不要忘記想念我；想念我的時候，不要忘記我也在想念你。[張小嫻]

　30th Nov.,03 | Sun

．放假 --- 今日dl左好多candy既新歌呀,我一定要買佢隻碟呀!>w<"今日好凍呀.......我硬係覺得同佢唔夠了解.......問題又再次出現啦.............我鐘意D咩,唔鐘意D咩,佢未必知,佢鐘意D咩,唔鐘意D咩,我都唔知。諗返起我地每次傾計個時講過D咩....我真係諗唔起....講D野完全無重點既.....其實成日都好想同佢傾下佢同我之間既野,但次次都唔知點解失敗既。同埋,成日見真係唔好................... *mama...一次不忠，百次不容。今日,我發現我應該好好珍惜係我身邊好愛錫我既刁細細....因為..............

　28th Nov.,03 | Fri

．IVE open day --- 今日學校open day,d女著到好似去ball咁...化濃妝,嘔死...又悶爆...............加上刁世世又做左D我唔鐘意既野,返學又唔開心,心情係好差,但我都能夠忍到無發出黎...其實自己真係低估左佢ex-gf,無諗過佢會咁仆街,都唔知想點,真係想同佢講返句,"唔好攪我D野呀"。有仔就唔該檢點D啦.....發姣發上腦呀~我擺明係憎佢。跟住3點幾我同刁世世就走啦,悶爆呀真係,佢送到我去上環就走啦,返到元朗,返屋企沖涼上下網,跟住就落樓下"綠盒"同chu,hung,bobo,kc唱K啦,我老豆比左張綠盒$200現金卷比我,我地只係比50蚊就唱左成晚啦,頂,我唱到喉都沙埋呀,因為原本我已經傷風咳架啦...勁辛苦.......不過好開心有心甘命抵同candy d新歌唱呀~~好野。。唱到12點幾呀so個D黎左唱,但我地擺低錢就走啦,根本都唔想見到佢地.....特別係呀金,好憎佢.....唉,聽日仲要返工...........好沉重既壓力

　25th Nov.,03 | Tue

．放假 --- 今日唔洗返學呀,原本諗住今日唔見面架,諗住留係屋企整下野溫下書架,我拎左本VB notes同我自己手抄既notebook返黎諗住練架,但同佢傾傾下icq,我地都勁想見到對方,所以我又去左青衣搵佢啦hee今次上左佢屋企呀,佢屋企真係好亂呀haa,佢仲煮麵比我食添呀,我就幫佢洗碗啦,佢堆左好多碗都唔洗,勁懶呀!跟住後來佢家姐同佢個fd返左黎,過左一陣我地一齊去左行百佳,佢地買左好多chocolate既野呀,跟住行完佢家姐同佢家姐個fd走左啦,跟住佢又同我一齊搭車返元朗再送我返屋企啦hee＞w＜聽日又可以係學校見面啦keee今日都係咁恩愛,唔知佢做唔做得到呢......係咪真係唔會再鬧我呢......hee

　24th Nov.,03 | Mon

．復合 --- 其實自己一直都諗住比埋最後一次機會佢架..但一直都唔知應唔應該咁做,直到今日佢又因D少事唔彩我,我個刻知自己好care佢,佢唔彩我走左出去,我唔知點解自己會一枝箭咁標左出去搵佢,搵左幾層,搵唔到,我諗住係樓梯口等佢返,一邊等一邊打sms比佢,點知比我等到,佢仍然唔彩我....係咁話無野,其實我都唔明..我個時同佢係朋友,跟本唔洗咁做,但自己真係好唔知點咁,跟住忍唔住,係佢耳邊同佢講叫佢唔好嬲我,最多我同返佢一齊,佢即刻笑返haa好似D小朋友咁haaa 跟住放學,我地諗住去睇戲,我話去青衣睇,因為佢住青衣,而且上次佢送過我返元朗。係青衣城行左陣就去睇<<古宅心慌慌>>..嘩........包場咁制,而且套戲仲好悶,睇到我訓著左.....haaa睇完佢就同我一齊搭車,送我返元朗,再送我返屋企,跟住佢就自己搭車返青衣...有D唔捨得添......haaa今日我同佢有史以來第一次咁恩愛,好開心呀今日刁細細,我會日日帶住條四葉草鍊架啦＞w＜

　23rd Nov.,03 | Sun

．買野+買野+買野+睇醫生 --- 原本今日諗住溫書架...但又計劃失敗啦.............一起身,落左樓下拎kitkit整既cookie之後,就同babamama食野,食完就去睇醫生啦,我隻腳勁痛呀,其實都已經痛左2年架啦,以我記憶,係中三個年同miss佢地遠足行山,行左唔知5個鐘定8個鐘之後,隻腳就一直痛到而家啦,不過之前無咁痛架,但到最近勁痛,我先識去同呀媽講話想睇醫生....真係白痴........痛左2年..................不過醫生話我關節炎同埋有D肩平足喎......跟住去左買個D整返好雙腳既野呀......買左4百幾蚊呀....仲有睇醫生個舊幾水.........勁對呀媽唔住呀......跟住睇完醫生行左陣街......點知呀媽仲買左件遮仔褸比我添呀.............真係勁唔好意思呀,洗佢咁多錢,跟住我同佢傾計,傾開話想買中筒鞋,佢就陪我睇,我話睇袋又陪我睇,不過袋就睇唔岩......但鞋就睇岩左,原本諗住買puma架,但之後見到有對everlast仲靚,而且我呀媽都話靚呀,所以就買everlast個對,呀....又係呀媽比錢呀................勁唔好意思呀.............我原本諗住自己比錢買架.............今日洗左呀媽勁多錢呀.......對唔住呀。。。T^T下個月除左返學要用個D錢,都唔問呀媽拎錢啦......勁唔好意思.................

　22nd Nov.,03 | Sat

．愈來愈唔開心 --- 今日要返工,原本心情都好左少少架啦,但今日我都覺得自己全日都呆下呆下咁.........表現好差.................雖然無出錯,但梁生講得岩,我態度真係有問題...............好唔開心...........................我覺得好力不從心囉...............梁生又同我講左D野..............真係幾唔開心架,我覺得自己有好多野要反省........同時係個刻,我又諗返起學校D唔開心野,真係好down...........放工去左搵han,kc,catfu佢地,我都無咩心機,比著平時我會表現得好開心,但今日只係係心裏面開心........我明白,真正既朋友,只有佢地,真心既朋友真係唔洗多,幾個就夠............見到你地,我都已經開心,諗起你地,我會開心到笑,真係安慰既係自己仲有幾個真心既朋友....... 我覺得自己真係好白痴..............點解係各方面都做得咁唔好...............梁生話我掘強,我自己都覺得,我係好難先會服一個人..基本上,係呢個世界無一個人能夠令我去服佢,我呀媽都係咁話我...................其實我真係唔鐘意自已咁...好辛苦................

　21st Nov.,03 | Fri

．notitle --- 今日都仲係唔係太開心...始終比人咁睇自己,自己真係介意,而且我而家可以話係長期受壓囉..................成日都要怕你個嬲個個鬧咁....唉.................好辛苦呀,當下我係人好無呀.............幾乎日日都有交嘈既..........真係好辛苦呀......有好多野想講,但有得比我講個時又諗唔到點講,始終,我覺得都係無人明白我,而且係學校係唔會搵到真心朋友........................都係算把啦...不過唔知係咪因為咁,令我唔想講野,但其實今日我仍然係一個口水婆..............但...真係唔想講野架,而且,仲好想呢埋避下世.....係屋企靜靜咁過一日,我所指既靜靜地,即係唔任何電話,唔同任何人講野,唔玩icq,自閉一日...但好可惜我無呢個時間.........fuck 今日放學同呀旦走呀,搭968個時,佢話比佢間房其中一條唔知咩比我油呀,仲要係比我設計畫D咩上去添呀,勁開心呀,跟住佢仲話佢屋企要換傢俬,叫我下個星期一齊去宜家度揀傢俬呀,雖然唔係我買,但有得比我揀都好開心,真係好啦,我係美指haaa仲做左半個室內設計師好野好野嗯.......係咪有D人係度吹水呢.............好唔明白喎。。。

　20th Nov.,03 | Thu

．notitle --- 今日放學同呀刁去tst搵kitkit行左陣街,其實我覺得我真係同kitkit有緣架,因為今日我係勁想去muji架,原本諗住自己一個去causewaybay個間算架啦,點知kitkit打黎話佢係tst喎,好野今日真係諷刺.......估唔到比人咁話,仲要有一個我都估唔到既人勁支持勁撐我........失望中又帶點喜悅..............原來自己用心同人做朋友,有D真係都會用個心去對返自己,總算安慰.......仲未失望得哂T^T...多謝你呀........撐我個個

　16th Nov.,03 | Sat

．剪頭髮 --- 今日一早起左身,一諗起琴晚件事就訓唔返,係icq,佢又?返我.....即係點姐.......琴晚咁惡,而家又好似無野咁,已經唔係第一次啦,我自己有D口硬心軟,因為......佢話分手,我無正面回應...........因為我自己都唔知點好....跟住好累去左訓覺,訓醒同家姐去剪頭髮,嘩~~個髮型師記得我喎,佢仲記得我係邊度返工呀,佢話佢星期二day off,可能會過去南灣食野搵我喎,唔知真定假呢,佢有D似許志安架,但當然型過許志安啦~跟住有個細路女見我同個佢咁好傾,走去問佢我係咪佢女朋友,haaa跟住笑死我同佢呀~haaa家姐剪左頭髮靚左好多呀,跟住陪佢去買夾,我諗住late買個對ear rings預埋佢heee一人一隻~跟住陪完佢就去鐘聲搵kitkit,之後係元朗廣場撞到chuchu,bobo同恩恩,跟住吹左陣水,同打左陣機就去同呀媽佢地食飯行街,係sasa又撞返chuchu佢地呀,好野,跟住行完就返家睇dvd

　15th Nov.,03 | Fri

．點解... --- 今日又比佢鬧....原本佢送我返元朗,我真係好開心,諗住今朝鬧完交,之後一直都會好好,點知.......今晚佢鬧我鬧得仲勁過今朝......點解喎..............點解要鬧我喎,點解次次都要咁惡,點解次次都用粗口黎鬧我,你係第一個男仔用粗口鬧我呀!亦都係第一個男朋友會咁鬧我呀,我真係好驚好惡咁鬧我既你呀!我比你用粗口鬧個刻就好似比刀一刀一刀咁吉落黎咁呀,每次都語出驚人,講D野一次比一次過分,而且聲量亦都係一次比一次大聲呀.....成條街都聽到......10米以外食緊野個D人都拎過黎望住我地呀..........我真係好唔開心囉

　10th Nov.,03 | Mon

．凍凍呀 --- 今日好凍凍呀,好野!今日放學同刁刁同terry去左causeway bay行街仔,其實我係有目的地去既,因為我想去買褸仔,凍啦,無褸著呀,同埋我想去muji嘛,咁我又陪佢地睇下衫咁囉,我地約定下次再一齊出黎,因為佢地下次出黎買衫衫呀,wakaaa好野 *刁刁,要記住今日呀

　9th Nov.,03 | Sun

．返工呀 --- 今日返工呀,梁生無啦啦咁打黎叫我返,我都未訓醒haaa,呢排返工好開心呀,因為我開始無做錯野啦,希望可以keep it on啦。放工同左嫻子同cat芙去食宵夜呀,我地去食大排,嫻子好豪呀,佢請我地食呀,不過下次到返我同cat芙請,好野,肥食囉~~跟住去左打機之後就返家啦

　6th Nov.,03 | Thu

．返基元呀heee --- 今日辯論日呀,有D人問D問題好無聊.......攪完就聽左陳個個咩議員講野,之後就走啦,因為呀旦無啦啦叫我一齊返基元拎cert呀,咁我又未拎喎,一齊都好既,但......條友掛住同我講野,唔記得落車.haaa攪到late左返去,但好彩都拎到,拎完我地上左art room搵miss chu,kongcar同呀chu佢地,好耐無見miss chu啦,佢頭髮長左好多呀,靚女左呀,不過都係5年來第一次見佢長頭髮haa跟住呀chu佢地原來咁岩今日教緊art club呀,佢地真係好,join art club就可以油膠彩,好想油多次呀.....而家D中四可以油幾幅呀,真係開心啦....唉~~跟住我同呀旦去續層續層睇走廊D畫,wa,好靚呀,基元個D真係算好靚啦,我次次睇親其他學校,都唔會覺得好靚架,D質數勁差,跟住埋chu佢地走,haa好耐無試過一齊咁樣放學行個條路啦,真係好掛住好掛住個D日子呀,諗返起會有D唔開心...唉,不過今日返基元真係好開心呀,見到311室,令我諗返以前玩D野同lastday個日,又令我覺得自己好似仲係度讀緊咁呀....但再睇返自己既衫......都唔係校服黎既,即刻down哂,唉~~好想返返以前係基元既日子呀,如果可以永遠停係個時就好啦........好開心好開心......................

　5th Nov.,03 | Wed

．無奈 --- 今日一早返學就同fai嘈,痴線架......爆哂粗咁...........原本我係講下架咋嘛,佢又咁認真,攪到變左真係鬧交....low b架,好激氣呀個時真係T^T""好彩得maggie幾個知我....咋,咁瘀。。。不過條cheap哩上堂send左個sms黎認錯,真抵死,真係好cheap架喎haa=0="今日lunch同呀旦同埋呀"陳豪"食呀,真係勁似陳豪,佢好豪呀,佢win左波,請我同呀旦食飯,haaa跟住食完lunch過去搵返terry,zoey佢地,唉.....係返學校既途中又比人屌多鑊......痴線架,都唔知我做錯咩事!今次係刁刁鬧我,無啦啦好認真咁同我講左句屌你,我真係呆哂,家陣做咩事姐,個個星期都總有一次無啦啦唔彩我,跟住次次都過幾日又扮哂無野咁同我講返野...算啦......唉。。。T^T 嘩,原來我真係肥左好多呀,今日加上...,所以個肚肚好漲呀,又痛喎....呀~~我今朝磅有102呀,放學再磅有100....死啦,我第一次過100咋,我要減肥啦,所以今日放學返到元朗第一時間去左買減肥茶T^T

　4th Nov.,03 | tue

．行街仔 --- 今日返學又late啦....一日都係.........=0="返到去,收到個令我震驚既消息,就係fai竟然用粗口鬧北極熊kitty so,嘩~~點知北極熊今日即刻唔同我地食lunch呀,我地都覺得佢係話緊比我地知佢嬲緊,但佢又真係抵鬧架喎wakaaa笑死我~~~跟住今日我又late又早退呀,我走左ita個堂呀,但點知有3份計分既功課呀PK....無左分呀,死啦,我發現自己個個星期至少有一次走堂,唔得呀!我唔可以再係咁呀,但係....我連買書D錢都用埋了...好可惡呀我~~T^T算啦.......跟住走堂去左同kitkit係causeway bay行街仔,真係好啦,我本身今日都勁想行街架啦,又想買衫個D喎~~真係好,不過今日無買衫仔,買左褲仔,格仔褲來的~~hee好野,又去左muji,我地一齊買左枝同款既筆仔,好野``跟住仲買左條練仔,拿,條練係我自己買架,並唔係刁X海送架=0=""

　3rd Nov.,03 | Mon

．返工啊 --- 今日返工呀,得好少人咋,所以好free,好野,又見到靜兒,我地係咁傾計,係咁做埋D low b野haaa好鐘意靜兒呀>w< 點解11月都仲咁熱既,好想wear頸巾呀。。。T^T

　2nd Nov.,03 | Sun

．休息 --- 好開心呀,今日唔洗返工,heee我諗返起,原來我已經連續幾個星期non-stop咁返學返工返學返工返學返工啦,閒日返學,放假返工,跟住無一日真正係屋企懶洋洋咁抖過呀,今日額在太好啦,今日訓到3點呀,太累啦,見今日得閒,洗埋床單,原來好耐無洗過啦...因為唔得閒........=0="今日我又可以實行減肚肚計劃啦heee~ 嗚嗚...好掛住對鞋呀.........好想快D到聽日呀.................真係400而又比我買到就好啦~~T^T

　1st Nov.,03 | Sat

．返工 --- 今日好開心呀,終於可以訓飽同埋實行減肚肚計劃啦,今日訓到點幾,跟住就上網啦,到6點幾,梁生叫我返工喎,不過返到10姐,heee今日都唔多客,不過見到靜兒好開心,佢真係好好人^________^放工自己行左陣元朗,好似十世無行過咁呀~~又好想去睇鞋喎,呀~~terry話係causeway bay見到我鐘意個對鞋賣400蚊咋,唔知係咪真呢,但無理由平咁多架喎.....anyway,星期一我一定要去睇!!!