As most of you know our little girl would be turning "6" on 10/17/05. WOW!! hard to image.
Many changes in ones life. I am planning to make some ladybug cupcakes to have a pinic with her that day.
My memories carry me through 98% of the day and most days the remaining 2% I look to make new ones.
God's is good he is providing a new lifestyle and friends. TO know and witness the GRACE given to share with others and to have all of you share with us is amazing.
My love for my daughter is never ending and will always be -I miss being a family, I miss being a mommy. I pray that one day God's will fill my life with that someone special. Until that day I am finding the inner peace within myself and getting back on the right path of life to be connected.
I was so focused on getting past the first year of grieve/lost that I did not look beyond that time frame and now I find that for the last six months I have been over picking daisies. Trying to keep busy to fill that then realized how much was missing and what needed to be filled. Once again our church is doing a 40 days of community to help out reach to other in showing God's's love.
As you notice I am not posting daily just when the words are given to me. Stay strong and look up GOD is always there to help you in all that you do,
GOD BLESS,
Ruth