How
to term this suffocating feeling?
Is
it grief?
Is
it disbelief?
Can
it be, relief?
A
visit so brief
Remitted
my life adrift,
Throws
my being in a void
Cast
my existence into a disoriented orbit.
Why?
Not
to give credit – that’s society’s habit,
Culture’s
custom – to prohibit
Religion’s
rule – to inhibit
Consequently,
Loves
metamorphoses into culprit
So,
We’ll
never cohabit
NEVER.
Thus
Love’s
receipt is
But
deceit
Paradise
Mauritius – what an error!
Multiracial,
but not interracial – what a terror!
NEVER
Hard
sentence – Harsh romance.
To
survive his absence!
Endure
a life of abstinence!
That’s
only reality’s competence!
Me
and Nim
Was
nothing but a dream.
A
dream, without a real beam.
Frankly,
I’d
rather dwell in a world of seems
For
Reality
makes me want to scream
Me
and him
Could
it not be an eternal dream?
Where
I could love and be beloved?
NEVER
Painfully,
Atrociously
It
just can’t be
NEVER!!!
