This is my diary. I will add an entry when I can. I will delete the oldest date on the list every time I add a new one.
Guess who just got a new outlook on life. Me. And I have realized something. Life's not that great. If you have someone to love and a family, I am sure you could think otherwise but I am nothing more than a 15 year old punk in today's society. And no one wants us. But I care no more. All you Christian I am gonna save your soul people can go to the place you call hell because if we are not like you that must be where we are going, right? Please! You need a life more than me. You people sicken me and are getting on my last nerve. We are happy in our own right and not every one needs to believe in a god to exist on this planet. Well, I am gald you are happy, but I am too. Realize that and move on. Thanks for listenin.
Well, it only took me a year to update this diary but hey, at least I did it. So much has changed in my life in the past year. Lisa (my ex) left for Wyoming, Steph and me have been going out for 9 months on the tenth, I started playing the guitar, and now I have a license. I am sure there's so much more but right now, I can't remember it all. My personality has mellowed but my beliefs in my self and in this world have not changed. The music I like has not changed and I guess in a way my spirit has not changed, contrary to people's beliefs.
If you get the chance, please drop by my guestbook and drop me a line. Thanks for the wonderful year!
I guess I should probably start this time with some of the stuff I forgot to mention last time. Steph and me have almost been together for a year now and I am very happy being with her. I guess I should also mention that she is due with a baby boy coming January 3. She and I are not getting married yet but are planning on it in the next couple of years, maybe 5 or so. Even though I am scared, I can’t help but be a little happy. Well I guess there’s not much more to say so I will be leaving now. Laterz.
I'm finally coming back and updating this thing after so long and a lot has changed since the last time. I guess the most obvious addition to my life is my son Jared. You can read all about him and see his picture by visiting his page accessable through my index. This has changed the way I look at life. It seems so much more doable now than it did before. Everything, every fantasy and dream is within my reach if I try hard enough.
I strongly encourage having kids but please wait till your at least 25. Sixteen or seventeen is entirely too young. And that last sentence was an understatement.
It's been a long time since I have had the internet and actually got to update my page but I have started the process and it's loking good, I guess. Since I have last updated my journal I have joined up with the National Guard. I am leaving in August for basic. My and Steph are doing good. Things are okay I guess. I mean right now, life is life.
