Zephyr 19:Deliquescent
Nadine looked at Earl with barely-concealed indignation over the
breakfast table the next morning.
"What?!" he asked, irritatedly putting the newspaper he
was reading down.
"How can you hurt her so terribly? She was so excited about
last night! She slaved in the kitchen for hours just to whip up
that special dinner! It was you anniversary, for pete's
sake," she said.
"I do not need your jeremiad," he said curtly.
"And Tamara doesn't need a jerk for a husband." Nadine
looked at him in the eye. "I once thought that a marriage
can bring out your compassionate side, but I was wrong..I was so
hell wrong,Master Eral."
"Seize your tounge or I shall fire you."
She ignored him. "You know what? You don't deserve
her."
For some reason he couldn't understand, those words pierced
straight through his heart.
That afternoon, Earl was busy going over his office papers when
he felt a light tap on his shoulder.
He felt a pang of pain on his shoulder. His hands jerked to grasp
his aching body part, accidentally knocking over the cup of
coffee Tamara was holding over his head. The liquid spilled on
his documents.
Tamara panickedly took the papers away and wiped the table with
her apron. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.." she said
over and over, as if she committed a mortal sin.
Earl looked at the stack of paper and back at Tamara who was in
the brink of tears. His heart somehow softened. "It's ok. I
can ask for new copies from the office."
Great relief flooded through his face. "Kami-sama, thank
you!" she whispered.
"What are you doing here anyway?" he wanted to know.
"I-I thought you might want a cup of coffee as you
work..but.." She bit her lip. "I did more harm than
good."
"I..see." He was touched by his wife's thoughtfulness.
She smiled at him uncertainly. "You look so tired. Why don't
you take a break first?"
"That I will do." He stretched then winced. His back,
nape, and shoulder muscles were aching.
She noticed it. She hurried behind him and started to squeeze his
muscles gently but firmly. "You overstressed your muscles.
These are nodules, actually. You work too hard, which is not
good. Once in a while, you stretch. Have mercy on your
body."
After a few minutes, Earl was beginning to relax. He was
pleasantly surprised by how his wife's small delicate hands could
bring such heavenly relief to his fatigued body.
"Tamara?"
"Hmm?"
"Do me a favor and call my office. Tell my new secretary
that I am taking the rest of the day off."
"What reason shall I say?" she asked dutifully.
"That I'm going to spend the rest of my day with my wife to
celebrate our anniversary," he replied, a small smile
forming in his face.
Her eyes widened in disbelief.
"It's not too late, is it?" he asked tentatively.
She smiled lovingly. "Of course it's not too late."
Eriol couldn't help but smile as he read how Earl and Tamara
became closer to each other as days passed.
Unconciously, he was becoming slowly influenced by Tamara's
kindness.
Unconciously, he gave up on his philandering ways.
Unconciously, he started to reciprocate his wife's devotion to
him.
Unconciously, he began to feel something for his other half.
Something deeper than ardor, stronger than fondness and much more
profound than lust and desire.
Unconciously, he started to see her as someone more than a trophy
of prized beauty to showcase to his colleagues , or a domestic
creature, or a bed partner.
Unconciously, he started to realize that she was an amazing women
overflowing with compassion and honest to goodness love. She was
caring and patient, with a good heart and an innocent trusting
soul. She stood out among all self-proclaimed dames he knew,
simply because she was already a jewel all by herself without the
artificial polishing of cosmetics, etiquette and sophompric aura
of authority.
Unconciously, he had already carved a special place for Tamara in
his heart.
But he was conciously aware that this was the only time in his
life that he was genuinely happy.
Eriol ran out of words to read. The chapter was over, and he was
left hanging. Has Earl realized that he has fallen for Tamara
already?
Tomoyo looked at her drafts for chapters 8 and 9. She could
already finish the novel in chapter 10, but she wasn't inspired
enough to do it.
"Maybe rereading these drafts can give me an idea," she
said as she looked at the papers she printed from the computer
again.