April 3... 2005
hello... hello...
April 16... 2004
hope you all have been doing good... i've been busy as usual... But as the world turns life must go on... Even though it is turning to shit... there is always the ray of sunshine... that glimmer of hope where humanity will grow a brain and stop the madness... but all is good in my bubble... and thats what counts... ttfn all
April 14... 2004
Onto other ruins... I have been reading up on world events as I always do and like i have always done... I now take it with a grain of salt and analyze more than critique... Well i am going to be giving you substance... Some may not agree and some might just not care... Here is a sample of things to come...
http://www.democraticunderground.com/discuss/duboard.php?az=show_topic&forum=104&topic_id=1395585
this was gotten from the democratic underground and it is very powerful... more links are coming and a new format is in the works... may take a bit longer but the wait will be worth it... stay tuned...
April 13...2004
Passed by the ruins of a restaurant that i had once wanted to go to with someone but never got the chance... it was a sad sight to see... No way to save it... One the anywho file... Weekend was ok... Caught a flick on Sunday and chilled the rest of the time... All in all good...
April 10...
So I have been told that my last comments hold some truth... hmm... its going to be a long weekend... Thought about going out saterday night... go dancing... but alas again may not happen... shit... what to do... what to do... anyways... hope u all have a great weekend and i will catch u on the flip side...;-}
April 9...
So easter weekend... Inner dialogues run rampid... good mood and good health(sniffles but thats all)... every night there is a voice from the south that comes to me that makes the night peaceful... someone said that they were addicted to calling yet i feel now i am also to getting the call... no matter the time... Is it me or does it get harder to hangup... i could be imagining it... maybe its all in my head... Oh and before i forget... U are rubbing off on me... shit de merde... ;-) hope u all have a great Good Friday and I wish you all the best... and i leave you with todays quote..."There is no such uncertainty as a sure thing"...
April 6...
"From the moment it is touched, the heart cannot dry up"
April 5...
Ahh movie night with the new ensemble... Went to see HellBoy... very good... had fun... Next up Punisher... Ahhh Nadia...note to me, no more wrestling... oops....All in all a fun night... very little sleep was had... oh well... too many faut pas in one night... oh well... hang in there and all will be fine... She is worth the time and effort..."Who dares nothing, need hope for nothing. " lookin forward to more great moments with the gang... later..
Heres a thought i am having later in the evening... After watching a cartoon i understood you and you are Meg... Burned and unwilling to get burned again... Hey i am 2 for 2... so i have been told... I understand where you are comin from and its true time does heal all wounds... and time is something we have plenty of... ;-)... hope you had a good day and no the pic will not make to the website... not now anyway....
April 4... Addicted
Well i you are... so am i... conversation went to the gutter and back... but all in good fun... i really enjoy the time spent and i have no compliants on the lack of sleep... In other news... HELL BOY TONIGHT.... Lookin forward to it... anywho... catch you on the flip side... and here is a funny quote i found which brought a smile to my face... it was said by AL with the crazy doo... "Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the universe."
April 3.... another night
Hey i am not waiting till 11.... Ring at 11.. what a pleasant suprise...;-)... vas chier... ok... mange de la merde... ok... c'est ta faute... yup... ferme la... sure thing... i am looking forward to the next conversation.... ;-)...hope you all have a good day and hope my little Meg has a great day ;-) ttfn...
April 1... An even better conversation...
Well another 100 min on the phone and i would have spent another hundred... Was told that i was one of the few that got the privalige. oh and a phrases i will never get tired of... "FERME LA" okie... "T'es Gros"... k... anyway... looking forward to other conversations whatever the length of time...
Things are good... Movie date with best bud on sunday... We may have a stoweaway but things are sure yet... can't wait... anyway... hope you all had a good day and hope the good weather comes back... Hmmm field trip to montreal next week... later...;-)
March 29... The Conversation
Two hours talking about everything and nothing... About what we are looking for in life... Laughter and joking... apparently i will be tested on my tolerance for Spanish Gemini... and the response..."Bring it on"... fun was had by all parties involved... night night....
March 29...Weekend getaway highlight....
Something you dont hear often... Je mais mon pussy dans quoi...hmmmm
March 28...Weekend Getaway...
Alright... lets try this again... everytime I write my entry it it doesnt work... Now where was I.. oh ya... Dinner... it was great and the company was great.... Viva La Republica... Hmmm alcohol was involved and i behaved... what does that mean... Meh... Taboo and Pictionnary as drinking games rock... Especially Taboo when the Men and Womens teams started helping eachother out... The walk was nice... The other editions of this entry were better and longer but this is the summary... All i can say is i have had 2 straight weekends with my friends and fun was had by all both times... And due to popular demand... its a weekly thing... good stuff... cant wait... anyway... hope you all had good weekends and i signoff by saying ciao to CiCi...;-)
Hmmm its 10:46 and i just came back from a spontainious walk... Had a feeling of peacefullness come over me... it was very nice... very Zen... now sleep...
HMMMMM
Well interesting weekend to say the least... Met someone with a laugh that can i think people can hear in china... Hmmm uppercuts mixed with Monty Python... Would have gone to bar but we didnt and that was ok... Saw a video that i never though i would see again... Young girls hyper on life... NUFF said... Its interesting when there is a time when you can't find a job and when u have to decide which one to take...
Hey i am not complaining... Its nice and all... Hmmm at least that is the toughist thing to decide these days.... Other than having to go shopping for a new wardrobe... Damn it even the goal pants are falling off... I need clothes... i shouldn't really say anything.... being 45 pounds lighter is very fun....
In other news... Ran into someone i never thought i would see again in a million years... Talk about a blast from the past... All i can say is it was really nice... Probably will have her and her boyfriend over sometime to catch up... since i know them both from high school... I have known her for ummmm 18 years.... wow... Well this was fun but i gotta jet... new format is in production... no date of release is yet known... Stay tuned...
August 12, 2003
Well, things in my mind are gloomy today. And no its not because of the sad state of the world. Its because i am alone today, and i feel alone. Wondering if its worth it to stand up for yourself if it means losing the person you love. I wish she understood why i was angry and reacted the way i did. It would be sad to lose 3 years of life and love for a lousy tone of voice. Hope things will get better. One week, the longest we haven't spoken. It feels wrong, usually the day starts with me calling her at noon to wake her up. Then would let her go off to lunch. i miss that, but i cant bring myself to calling her. :(
May 7, 2003
Hey again. Wow, so much has happened since February. A counrty has fallen and another is falling apart at the seems. An add-on to the page is in the works to discuss the WAR and other topics related to it.
February 7, 2003
Well, were do I start. Life has certainly changed. I am living on my own, an it's great.
July 29, 2002
I HAVE RETURNED. I will have alot to say very soon
March 28, 2001
The heart is an interesting thing. It can be cold at times. Looks past the actions of the mind. What i am trying to say is, if you feel like you are on the verge of falling off a cliff, don't grab on to anyone. Fall to your death. It will be for the best. To hurt someone is worse than hurting yourself. The pain is awful and hard to bare.
Don't anybody go and think that i wanna kill myself. This is a reflection. I have hurt people in the past. People that i have cared for and have lost. I miss them and that goes unseen and unheard. As i say this people cry. As i write this my heart aches. I would love to make everyone happy, but that is impossible since i am not a happy person. I wish that i could put a smile on that crying face, but i can't. Being alone is my destiny, it is my fate, it is what i deserve. This is nobodies fault but my own. The darkness of the mind is where i belong. Unseen, Unheard. To whom reads this, remember this, never live for anyone but yourself, for if you don't, you will let your life pass you by.
March 22, 2001
OK, today was interesting. Very interesting. i will not talk about it though because it is really not worth mentioning. Plus, most people already know. As for Phil, i will do like a very diplomatic journalist did. This is the last time i will mention the name of that, well there is no name for him. He has said and done things that he shouldn't of, and as for the comment about never paying him back because i am bigger than him, Thank you for telling such a wonderful story who ever you are. I do not know who said it, and frankly i don't care. But it is sad that everybody let's that weasel get away with everything he does. I know the he is your friend, but i did not act on my impulse, but the next person might. If phil has true friends, they will help him. He needs the help. I never said i was an angel, i have made many mistakes and i have felt the concequences. I still am.
So, as things stand, i will continue to write what i think, and say it as it is, if that is considered back stabbing, damn, we should all go striaght to hell. I will be honest and to the point. So this day will not be forgotten, but it won't linger, one last message, PHIL, get some help!
Now, on to better things. I know who my true friends are, and that makes me the richest man. Wealth is not measured in how many things u own, It's how many people you can consider true friends. This goes out to Mel, Justine , Marisa, Bruno, Maria . If I left out names, i am sorry. it doesn't mean that u are not a friend, U are at a different level of friendship. I know more people but they are good friends. Seen only ever so often. SO, i close this saying thanks to Mr.Jack Todd for inspiring me to write. later GRRRGROWLSNARL :)
March 19, 2001
Thursday night was fun. I really want to go back to buck a shot night. Well, i know that i can handle 25 shots and 3 glasses of beer. Man the music was good. The people there were fun, even though some people don't like it, i had a blast. OH YES, i can't forget the fact that MEL go sick on 1)Our table at Peel Pub 2)Our table at Tim Hortons 3)The floor of the ladies room at Tim's 4)The toilet bowl at Tim's. Apparently she is very sorry. Bruno, Maria and i had fun taking turns keeping her awake. Somehow Mel forgot that she was diabetic and that the 25 shots of sweet alcohol would be bad for her. We live and learn. Next time it's beer for u my dear.
As for Bruno's jam on saterday, well i have one wordfor that: PHIL, GROW UP. man, i had to hear about what happened from phil, then the group finally told me what happened. The two stories clashed, but i will believe the group on this one.
Oh and this section is to tell phil, no the tatoo does not suit u. It's nice, but not on YOU. Not on me either for that matter. Just stating my opinion. SO BE IT. GRRRGROWLSNARL :)
March 15, 2001
Well, i got more sleep. My friends went out last night, it's a good thing i didn't go. I fell asleep at 12. I was tired. Tonight, I am going out, even if my pals don't. I want to see Dan and Lou. Mckibbons seems like a cool place and i want to give it a shot. anyways, later, Grrrgrowlsnarl :)
It's 3:22 pm, goin out tonight to unwind. yippy, tell u more about it later.
March 14, 2001
Well, my life is somewhat interesting, to say the least. I just spent 2 days with a great friend. I can always count on her for support. Good times. As for the rest. I feel like Atlas, nuff said. All will be good soon.
All i want is to be happy, i guess i am. I also wish i could stop thinking for a bit. Ah yes, Peel pub thursday, buck a shot night. SWEET, anyway, gotta go. later, Grrrgrowlsnarl :)
March 12, 2001
Hi, I have returned. This is quite interesting. Today was a Blah day in the world of Brian. I was so tempted to hit Phils bad arm, but i didn't. As for Justin, what a chicken. We pissed off Gremi the janitor, he called secuity to make us stop playing cards, lot's of fun was had. As for the rest, I think that if a war broke out in the middle of the night, I wouldn't hear it. Anyway, things to be done. Later. Grrrgrowlsnarl :)
anywho, i'll be going back to my reality. Fun stuff. I will be back soon with more cool stuff. Till next time. Grrrgrowlsnarl :)
