(© by CeeKay, 98)
Feeling lonely with people around me
Sun rises but I feel darkness
Trying to understand what goes on
Trying to take it - not to cry
I do hate this world with all its things
I wanna get out of this pain, out o’ everything
Why can luck not send a smile
Why can’t everything turn around
I feel like smoke
Nearly not seen
Disappearing straight away
Forgotten the next day
If there’s a God in heaven did he forget
That there is someone on earth so down
Why do I have to go through this pain
Or does God think I’m not worth being loved?
Will I be in Heaven after death?
Is heaven a better place than earth?
It has to be - worse than that is impossible
My heart is crying and I am dieing
I feel like smoke
Nearly not seen
Disappearing straight away
Forgotten the next day
