I crawl into bed the last time I will sleep in this house my room, empty but for the boxes an open suitcase and my backpack are the only evidence that I live here. I crawl into bed in my makeshift jammies, trying to warm up my toes sit under the under the one light left and try to realize that my life no longer centers here I crawl into bed Not quite ready to rest Tomorrow I begin life in a new town And will try to love it as I have loved here. I crawl into bed and sleep.