It's been forever, I know, I know
I know it's been a very long time, but I haven't disappeared again I swear. It's just been an extremely stressful past month or so with my life, my friends, health, etc, so I haven't been able to focus as much on fun things like writing as I might like. Soon, though, SOON I will have something new up. It will do me good to relax and do some posting.

You know I wish I had something to update with. This must sound like the lamest excuse but right now my HP Laptop is in Texas somewhere being fixed at their HQ. I hope to get it back soon, but with the holidays it's questionable. I should just write something new to post.

some more 'slash' shorts
I deleted another story. Wow, some are just so bad. Just pieced together posing as a story. I actually laughed at this one in particular before wishing it a good trip to the trash bin.

Meteor Shower, Beautiful, Higher Education. They are back up.

Short stories
Overtired, a short story is up.

Also added Approval and A Day Off, a couple slashier ones.

It might be easier if I start posting shorts. There are a bunch of dumb little ones that take little time to to read over. (Some too dumb; deleted one already ;) ) Plus I'm having a little technical difficulty with some old files. ;)

Never Again
Never Again is up and ready to go. I tried to fix a lot of things in it, such as awkwardness and grammar, etc. Hopefully it's improved.

It's not like any of these stories are stellar works of writing anyway. Just fun stories meant for mere leisure reading.

I write so much in a daze sometimes in different mindsets that often I don't realize what the words and stories actually sound like when read. It really helps to go over them, especially when time has passed. I'm glad I'm doing this. It's slightly frustrating, and time consuming, but I think I'll have fun continuing.

I never meant to take stories away from readers. (What readers, right? Haha) It was more of a problem with myself and a few private external issues in terms of the stories being online. But they're coming back. Slowly.

july 11, 2004
Once temporarily down, this site is coming back from hiatus. Why? Just a place to organize my stories, products of needed distraction and insomnia.

I'm putting stories back up one by one as I read over them and do some extremely needed editting. I never realized how much I had written about these guys since early 1998 until I started going through it again. I never deleted anything, just moved it to a folder, and seeing the size of that folder is pretty scary. These stories vary in length, genre, style, and spelling/grammar mistakes.

To be completely honest with my readers, reading through each of my stories, which is my plan before I repost them, is difficult. My writing frustrates me, and I can definitely tell what parts were written under different influences (whether physical or psychological). A lot of them beg for huge changes which I don't have time for, so I'm just doing my best.

I don't want to say that I'm completely uninterested, but in a way I suppose that is the case. Things around me have continued on a downward trend, and I have a lot of changes again, most recently another relocation and a death in the family. As I am anonymous I know no one cares about any of that, but it partially explains my apathetic mood towards this website.

In summary, yes this is coming back, however slowly. One by one.

July 11, 2004
Expect to see the story Never Again coming soon.