GO AWAY YOU ARE A BURDEN
© by Alice 1999
NOTE: THE FEELING THAT ALICE FELT WAS BEING PICKING UP AT THE
PLACE THAT
SHE THOUGHT WAS SAFE AT THAT TIME
IF ONLY SHE COULD BE HAPPY AS THE
CHILD IN THE PICTURE THAT I HAVE DRAWN
BY HAND WITH THE MOUSE
THIS IS HOW SHE FELT
GO AWAY I DO NOT HAVE TIME FOR YOU ANYMORE.
YOU NO LONGER HAVE ANY PART IN OUR LIVES ANYMORE.
YOU ARE FAR TOO CONTROLLING AND
DEMANDING OF OUR TIME.
YOUR BEHAVIORS ARE TOO MUCH LIKE A
CHILD AND THEY ARE NOT ACCEPTABLE BY US ANYMORE.
THERE ARE PLENTY OF OTHERS THAT NEED
OUR HELP AND ATTENTION.
SO GO AWAY WE DON'T HAVE ANY MORE
TIME FOR YOU.
I AM NOT YOUR MOTHER JUST LEAVE ME
ALONE.
WE CANNOT NURTURE YOU AND LISTEN TO YOU CAUSE OTHER CLIENT NEED
US MORE .
YOU ARE JUST ANOTHER CLIENT TO US AND
OUR LIVES ARE BUSY ENOUGH ALREADY WITHOUT YOU
DEMANDING FROM US LIKE IN A
CHILDISH WAY AND ASKING MORE TIME FROM US.
GO AWAY WE DON'T HAVE ANY MORE TIME
FOR YOU AND YOU ARE FAR TOO IMMATURE AND NEED TOO MUCH FROM US.
WE THINK THAT YOU ARE MAKING THIS ALL
UP AND YOUR MOODS CHANGES WAY TO QUICKLY.
ONE MINUTE YOU ARE DISCLOSING THE
OTHER YOU ARE CRYING AND THE NEXT YOU ARE FEELING THE
TRAUMA IN
YOUR BODY AND SLEEP FOR A WHILE AND FORGET WHAT HAS HAPPEN.
WE JUST DON'T HAVE TIME FOR SOMEONE
LIKE YOU WHO IS OUT OF CONTROL AT TIMES
NOTE:
Please be very careful with whom you
pick for counselors or shelters that are not knowledgeable in
the field of DID (Disso active Identify Disorder) or MPD (Multiple Personality
Disorder)
