~My Journal Page~
November 6, 2003
Hello everyone!! Well, for the two of you that apparently read my journal and want it updated here it is! Well, I went to see L.A. Guns on October 28th, and it kicked major ass!! I met Phil again!! Hehehehe Talked to Keri Kelli a few times that man is one of the nicest people I've had the pleasure of meeting. Met him at Warrant once but didn't talk to him much then. Keri is just to awesome and so modest I love it! I always thought Steve was sorta scary (not in a bad way!) but he was the sweetest guy! Sadly, our picture of us didn't turn out as well as I would've liked but it's okay. Adam Hamilton, again, another sweetheart. I love this band! I couldn't believe how close I was to them when they were playing. I know it was Sudsys and it has a small stage and such but oh my God!! Such a great night so much happened and it was just a blast! And today I recieved a message on my answering machine (thanks Tank!) that they are in Columbus on Wednesday! Need to check that out and see if I can switch with somebody. I need more pics with me and the band! Hehehehe :-) Also went out to Philadelphia to see the band CKY. The show kicked ass and the band is great but that crowd pissed me off. I'm sorry but if I'm going to pay money to go see a show I would rather not deal with a bunch of 15 year old little shits, I want to see the show not worry about if I'm going to get crushed by a 15 year old kid. Does that make me sound old? Anyway...PA sucks it's a gorgeous state but they don't know how to drive out there whatsoever. I diffenatly liked West Virginia. It was really awesome there. On to other news!!....Some of you may know the story of my ex, for those of you who don't it's a long ass story and if you really want to know what happened I'll email ya the story but here's a small part of it....Basically I did everything I could for this mother-f*%ker and he dicks me over in more ways then one, well besides oweing me rent he ranked up about a $550 phone bill and decides to leave. Well I kept his playstation 2, dvd player, 3 dvds, the games and a few other things for collateral, so when he would pay me back he would get his stuff back. And all that stuff diffenatly didn't add up to what he owes me. I packed up everything else of his and went and dropped it off, I could've burned it instead, but I didn't. Well, when I dropped off his shit and got back home (this happened back in the end of August by the way) he calls and asks about the PS2. I told him you can have it when you pay me back some of the money. Well a few days back he sends his cousin to my house asking for his shit back. I'm like if he doesn't have the balls enough to come in here and talk to me like an adult about this then hell with this. Oh but it doesn't end there, last night before I get ready to go to work I have a cop calling me telling me I have to give him back his shit. That mother fucker really called the cops on my ass!! I couldn't believe it! All the times I could've got his ass in trouble with his PO and everything and here this little pussy ass bitch calls the cops on me. He's had 2 and a half months to pay me something towards what he owes me and that little shit calls the cops on me! As long as I've known him that jackass has gotten his way. Plus, he gave out my number, place of employment, and home addy to an inmate friend of his and this guy knows what I look like! Yeah thanks flash my picture around to the other inmates I don't mind! You FUCKER! I know I know you're probably thinking inmates? PO? What sorta jerk where you with? Believe me, he wasn't this way when I first met him. Like I said, long story, but trust me it would make more sense. So now, I have to deicide if I want to take him to court. I have proof so I'm set on that but I don't know if I want to deal with the stress. Oh, and that little shit wants his cat back! I've been taking care of that cat since Jan. and he never once asked for it until now. Ten months I've had that cat and he's now asking for it?? I know he's just wanting it because I'm attached to it and he just wants to piss me off some more. I don't know, any thoughts, suggestions, email me! Please! I'm just so mad, and grrrrr!!! I just can believe I was that stupid. Hey, we all make mistakes right? What I don't understand is he was dating a tall blonde, who worked at Hustler (at the time), and is trying to be a rock star, and come on, I'm a good looking woman....and he leaves me??? Must be gay, yep, has to be! LOL Later freaks! Any legal advice would be appreciated!
August 19, 2002
Hi people!! Miss me?? I know ya do, I miss all of you too! Well first off I have to say I MET PHILIP LEWIS!! Now for those of you who don't know who he is, SHAME ON YOU!!! I've wanted to see Phil with L.A. Guns for so long and finally had the chance and oh my God it was beautiful! I still can't believe I met him, but I have the picture to prove it. It's now a beautiful 8x10! :-) I do have to say if it wasn't for my good friend Apryl I would never have had the picture. I was speechless, freaking out, she actually had to ask him to take the pic with me. I know I'm pathetic. Apryl I love ya girl!.... I saw Red Earth last night at McGuffy's. Guys if you're reading this I had a blast last night, and it was so good seeing all of you. I really missed ya guys! Hope I see you again sooner than later. You guys rocked! Now, onto some not so good news... Any of you that are close to me should know how much I love my cat Nirvana. She is like my own daughter, best friend I could ever ask for. Well I took her to the vet and she was diagnoised (is that how you spell it?) with FIV. Now for those of you who have no idea what that is, it's the feline version of AIDS. Talk about breaking my heart. It's killing me watching her get thinner and just not being herself. It works just like it would on a human, killing the immune system etc. We have no clue how much longer she has, but eventually we're going to have to put her to sleep. I can't even bare the thought of it. She ran away for a whole week after that visit to the vet and I thought she has died out there cuz it was so hot outside and she was really sick but she came home. So I have to go through her death a second time around. I just never thought I would love an animal that much. Some say she's just an animal but she's really so much more than that. Just have to enjoy the time I have left with her....Okay getting to emotional here... Just stopped by the Cherry Bang web site. Can you guys do me a favor? Warn me when you do a switch like that!! Damn I can't keep up with anything that's going on. Todd welcome to CB! Don't know why Krysti left or got fired whatever the case may be... I will miss him alot though... I'm not sure how I like the new site yet, but loved the new pics I think they're awesome! I heard the cd release party is on September 7th. Ol' Trixie will diffenatly be there! Well still going to school and staying busy and no computer (nothing new), I guess that's about it for now, but I know I'll remember something else as soon as I log off. Well to my boys in Cherry Bang and in Red Earth, miss you all bunches! Lots of love!
July 1, 2002
Check it out yo, I'm updating!! Wo-hoo I'm online again!! Well I'm online just for a breif moment. Man there's been so much going on I don't even know where to begin! Obviously still no computer, but I'm here to let you know Trixie is still alive and doing fine! And for those of you who wanted an update well here it is finally!! (Actually it was more like just two people wanted me to update, so here ya go!) Went to the Poison show this year (like I wouldn't go) and it kicked major ass like always but it was better cuz Cinderella was there! I saw TOM KEIFER!!! I think by the end of the show I was on the verge of having heart failure. But God was it great! Seen Cherry Bang a few times. Both shows they did with St. James and then with Iron Horse kicked ass as well! Other than that I've been working my ass off and frankly I'm sick of it! Dean congrats on being in Cherry Bang now, still don't know how to feel about it. Never thought Kehli would leave but it's all good. Remember that demo I was going to do that seems like it's taking for years to get done?? Well it still isn't done. No luck in getting together with the guy I'm working on it with but when the time comes for it to be done it will be done. I'm in no hurry. Also, me and my friend Nathan are going to start a band together soon so we'll see how that turns out. Man, I miss being online it seems like I'm lost on everything especially with bands it's pissin me off!! Hopefully I can get some more pics scanned and put them up here. There's so much I want to do to this site but never have the chance or time to. Well my beautiful people I'm outta here. Hope you enjoyed this little update! Lots of love to everyone!
March 22, 2002
What's up people?? Not much happening with me. Just chillin mostly. Been
a little outta sorts but it's cool. Lets see what can I rant about. Well next month on
April 5th and 6th my boys in Cherry Bang will be performing at Never On Sundays. So you better
be there, and show your support for them!! Cuz they kick some major ass on that stage! Umm Scream is
opening up for them on the 5th I believe and St. James will be with them the 6th. Did I get that right?
Hope so. Red Earth plays this month as well I want to say the 29th of this month but don't quote me
on that because the shit isn't written down in front of me so I have no freakin clue.... Now off the subject
of music. I just feel I have to share this with everyone. I realized the other day that I've technically
been single for about three years now. I know, I know what you all are thinking. WHAT THE HELL
IS WRONG WITH YOU?? Am I right? Well don't worry I asked myself the same thing and still don't
know the answer to it. Well when I looked back on the past THREE freakin years there were two guys
I dated but we were never a couple and then there was that one jerk that I was with for five months, I guess
I should count him but even taking away the time I spent with him it would total to be around 2 1/2 years.
Like this should matter to any of you but I just thought I should share because it really sorta freaked me out, and
made me ask myself WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?? ....okay now that that's outta the way, on to something else....
Oh anyone seen the movie Queen of the Damned?? Well it's a really good movie (liked Interview better but this was good too cuz Lestat was even hotter). But the book is wow!! OMG!
Really love the book so far, but I guess that's the way it goes, book is always better than the movie. Okay I'm done babbling for
today....no wait ...one more thing...does anyone know anybody with a computer for sale?? Anyone?? :( Later all!!
February 18, 2002
God well happy new year ya freaks!! Even though it doesn't seem like one so far! Well good news is I'm updating my journal, bad news is that DAMN COMPUTER STILL ISN'T F*%KING WORKING AND IT'S DRIVING ME MAD!!! Someday I will have it up and working thanks to a good friend of mine. We've got it down to where we're pretty sure it's an electrical problem but other than that the damn thing wants to stay dead!! We put a new power supply in it and the lights came on and then it went dead the damn thing said, "F*%k this I want to die and go to comp heaven!" So for now I'm still screwed.....OTHER NEWS!!!...I went to see Red Earth this past saturday and my God did they kick ass!! They have a new guy Tim Evans (Rich you will be missed), and he's a kick ass dude!! The show seemed really tight and together and you guys sounded amazing!! Definately had a great time and I'm so coming out to your next show ASAP!! Really good seeing you guys and I can't tell you how much fun I had! I'll get you guys the pics as soon as I develop them for the site!...Just celebrated my 20th birthday this past friday. For the most part it really sucked, I even got a 100 dollar ticket for rolling a stop sign. Go figure!! But it all got better once the beer [amongst other alcoholic beverages and vodka!! :) ] kicked in. I know I'm still a youngin but all I have to say is if I'm freaking out now I'm going to have a heart attack when I turn 30. You guys have some balls for turning 30!! I hope I'm dead before then. LOL Just kidding with ya guys!! Anyway don't have much more time to write about everything else that's going on, and I'm not sure you guys want to read anymore considering this is already a long ass entry so I'm outta here!! And just remember little puppies die too!! :)
December 18, 2001
Hey all!! Damn long time since I updated this thing. I absolutley hate not having a computer anymore!! Oh well, what can ya do right? Well lets see, saw Cherry Bang
on the 8th. You guys kicked major ass! It's about damn time you guys played back home. The show was awesome! I had so much fun. And can we talk about some
of the sexy bitches who were there?? I thought I was going to rape somebody before I left the bar. Um, anyway... I hope you guys do play here again..soon.. if not to Columbus
I go. Well I'm working on a demo cd. Which isn't going the way I wanted but it will happen. See for some reason I can't get studio time here at my school as much as I would like
because everyone else has already scheduled time in the studio, so I think I'll be going in there in Feburary. Anyway, that's what I'm working on. I real excited about it. Grant you
it's not a actual album but hey, it's something right? What else is going on umm, nothing really. Oh I did see this band called Radio Zombie. I think that's their name, anyway, they
kick some ass. They're a cover band and they did a hellava job. Well since I don't know when I'll be updating this thing again, I want to wish all of you guys a Merry Christmas and
a hellified New Year!! Peace out everyone! (Pst!! Somebody email me or call me I don't feel like I'm missed online!!)
October 27, 2001
Okay first of all I got a freakin' ticket the other day!! I was so pissed off! I was pulled over because my front plate wasn't on because I have no screws for it. Then
the cop saw that I wasn't wearing my seat belt and got me for that!! I'm so pissed! Sixty bucks I have to pay! I don't have an extra sixty bucks!! Don't these cops realize
this?? Needless to say by favorite song right now is "Proposition F*%K You" by Methods of Mayhem. Spent the evening with my old boy Josh it was really cool chilling with him.
Rented some movies, and while we were at the movie store I saw a guy from high school, Bryan (Brian). And let me just say that boy is lookin' damn good!! Still has those beautiful
eyes. =) Thanks for the hook up man! Well Josh and I watched some movies and the last one we watched was The Texas Chainsaw Massacre. It was my first time ever seeing that movie! I
know, I know, what do you mean your first time seeing it?? Right? Well it was and it fucked with me. It looked too real. What's up with the real story it was based on, does anyone
know?? If someone could feel me in please email me and let me know. I did fall in love with the houses especially the one that they didn't get killed in that was really cool.
I would love to live in a house like that. By the way I don't know if I ever mentioned it earlier but Meg and I found this old abdoned (can't spell) house and it was so beautiful,
I mean it was my dream house, anyway, we went back to see it and it was gone. Not a trace of it left, not of the house, the barn, and the other buildings around it. I wish we could've
taped it. It was gorgeous. It really depressed me and still does that the house is gone. This is my last week of first semester, so lets hope I passed! Well I'm outtie, peace everyone!
October 22, 2001
Hey people! Well, went to the Planet Scream show this past saturday night. It was pretty awesome. Thought the show went great, Dean you were wonderful onstage and totally
loved the minute of silence we took and we you came back screamin "United States let me hear ya" (something along those lines) I thought it was very cool. Really glad
you guys played "he lives" it sounded beautiful. Robert Sweet kicked ass! He was awesome! One of the coolest guys I've ever met, very cool guy. Didn't hit me until later
that I actually met him. But he was very cool and since I didn't get to tell him this before I left I'll say it here, it was a plessure
meeting you. Strange Jane opened up for Scream and I really digged the vocalist's voice. She was really good. Lets see what else, um got my hair cut today. Just wanted two inches
taken off but she took about four instead. I still can't believe how short it is. I mean my hair is still long but seems alot shorter than it was. I almost cried when I saw it and
then looked down and saw all my hair on the floor. Again saturday rocked! I loved seeing my boys in Scream and Strange and loved chillin with my boys from Cherry Bang. The night was almost
perfect, I had alot of fun. Well I'm off... Take care everyone!
September 30, 2001
Okay, most of you have heard and if not I'm going to tell everyone anyway so sit back, take and deep breath, and here goes. On September 27th I recieved and email that stated
"Call here now....we got signed!!!" Yes guys and gals, that's right,
CHERRY BANG HAS BEEN SIGNED TO A RECORD LABEL!! I still can't believe it! But to MY boys
in Cherry Bang I just want to say (I know I've said it already but I'm going to again cuz I just love you guys so much) Congrats, I'm extremly happy for you guys, you all deserve this
so much, and I can't even begin to express how excited and happy I am for you guys. Just don't forget us! (I know you won't) And I still need to be hooked up with my pics!! .....And it was
also a great day for Alex. Everyone, I'm officially in a band. I'm a singer (and may be a guitar player) in a band! How cool is that?? This day should be like marked in history, I mean CB signed, I'm
in a band now, September 27th was a terrific fuckin day! Well take care everyone! Again CHERRY BANG GOT SIGNED!! Later!
September 21, 2001
Oh my God do I have so much I've been wanting to say. So fair warning this might be an extremly long entry. Okay first off, what the hell is wrong with people today? I mean, we were bombed, by our own
planes. How messed up is that? When I heard it I woke up by my clock radio by some guys screaming we were under attack and the world was ending. I couldn't believe it. I'm still in shock over it. My prayers
go out to all the families and people involved and I hope everyone did what they could donate blood, money, said a prayer just anything. All those people really didn't need to die....Okay onto another subject....
I went to see Cherry Bang play at Breezers on the 15th. Great show as always, Billy you were wonderful even though you were sick you sounded great. I had a great time and I still need some of those new pics!! To
Andy it was great seeing you again and to Josh (Lights Out) it was a pleasure meeting you. I can't wait to see you guys play again. Hopefully you and CB can do a show together again here in Cinci. I really hate when
people lead you on (sorry if I'm jumping from subject to subject here but get over it) I mean things are going great and things are clicking and then they avoid you like your a piece of garbage that's been decomposing
for months! I just don't understand some people! And then there are some people who are suppose to be your friends and they sit there and do nothing but nag you about every f%#kin damn thing you've done wrong in your life
and you sit there and wonder where does this person get off telling all the stuff I've done wrong when they are no better??? Well I don't have a band or in one and we all know that but I have the next best thing. This friend
of mine from school wants to start working with me on some songs and get them recorded so I think that's pretty cool. I'm excited about it. Oh and this other friend of mine told me the other day what he thought of my
singing. He said I sound like the little mermaid with attitude. LOL What does that mean? LOL Oh and here's another question I want to ask. If you can find happiness or something that makes you happy shouldn't you try to get
a hold of it and keep it? Why throw it away? Shouldn't you stay happy until it's time for things to end? I guess that was really three questions...oh well... Oh! I bought some killer pants from this catalog. Very rock
n' roll looking pants they kick ass!! I can't wait until they come in the mail. I just need to find some cool shirts to go with them. One pair is lace and beads they look amazing and the other pair are
sorta like jeans but the have rinestones going down the sides very cool. :-) Lets see... okay one last thing. I know I'm a good waitress, I do my best to make sure these shitheads get everything they need for their
meal so explain to me when I have a party of 10 people and they order a shitload of stuff, why did they stiff me? I got their refills, thier food, and even desserts, why??? For the love of God why??? They
could've at least left me the curitousy tip of 2 cents I mean damn. And then these other jerk offs (table of six) do the same damn thing to me! I don't understand, especially when I have got 5 bucks off of one person!!!
Where's the logic in this???? Okay I'm done. Take care everyone!
September 2, 2001
Oh my God! What a night... I'm still sorta speechless. First off my friend from the army, Bradley, called me last night. Well I havn't heard from the guy in over a year and boom! There he is...alive
and kickin! Not only that but my ex Kirk was there too! Talk about some old school shit right there! First lets talk about Brad. He's fuckin married now! MARRIED!!! I can't believe it! Not only wasn't
I invited to the wedding but he's been married for six months already! It's messin' with my mind yo! I mean I can't get over it! But I'm so glad to hear he's doing ok and estactic I was able to see him
again. I mean for a second there I thought he was dead or something. Okay, now about Kirk. Now I don't know how many of you know about this man from my past but here's a brief summary of it. Kirk was this guy
I dated back in the day when I was like 17. Loved this man! Literally loved this man to death! But same old story it fell apart yadda yadda don't need to open up old wounds on that one and boom! There he is! And
he has a car, job, lives in a house and shit, and sounds like he grew up and wow! I can't handle that either! But I'm really happy and glad to hear he's getting his shit together. It was good to know he on that road
instead of some other one. But I mean wow, the whole night was just fuckin with me. So many emotions came back and I realized how much I missed these guys in my life and of course, since I'm a girl, I'm doing the
girl thing and sitting here thinking about so much shit now about the both of them and trying to sort out all these emotions. It's been about two years since I've seen Kirk and a little over a year since I saw Brad and
it's just amazing how some things havn't changed at all. It was really good seeing the both of them and hopefully those two will keep in contact better because it's just been too damn long. I just don't know what to
think right now I'm feeling so much shit right now (somethings I don't need or want to feel right now) and I just don't know what to say or do. I don't know...wow...fuckin wow... Kirk and Brad... God I love those two.
And I'm really pissed I can't go to the fireworks tomorrow! Or should I say today actually. Well I could say more but I'm going to bed to actually think about this shit some more, cuz I know sleep is far from my mind at
the moment. Well I'm outtie! Peace out yo!!
August 19, 2001
I bought me some new pets today!!! Wo-hoo!! I bought two fishes, one is black and silver, and the other one is orange, with a little black. They are both so so cute! The black one I named Ian and
the other one I named Jareth. I also bought me a snail! I've always wanted to own a snail they are so cute! I named him Hoggle. Can you see Labryrinth was mentioned while we were naming them?
Meaghan bought her a tiny little frog and she named him Leroy. Him and Ian were really starting a fight. I think we're going to have to ground them. But they are so cute! My cat is scared shit of
them! She's never seen fish before in her life so I don't think she knows how to handle it. But I'm sure they'll get use to each other. Of course when that happens I'm sure that's when she will try
to go eat them. I'm still not sure I want to keep the name Jareth, cuz he doesn't look like a Jareth. So if you have any names let me know! Well I'm off to work.... Take care everyone!
August 10
Dinner $50 Seeing her Favorite movie $20 2 drinks and popcorn $11.50 finding out
she swallows.......priceless Hahahaaha...I love that saying. Wow ok, where to start. There seems like so much has happened recently and I just don't know where to begin.
Well first off, I saw the brilliant Joshua Todd last night!! Yes my friends I saw Buckcherry last night at Bogarts! I rule! He sang to me all night! Grant you there was other people
there but he was singing to me, and only me, me me me!!! It was beautiful! He is really skinny though. What's up with me and really skinny guys I don't understand! When they played 'Lit Up'
I thought I was going to get crushed, the crowd surfing started and everything, but it was cool. My pictures are probably not going to come out right because everyone was moving to much and they were
getting in the way of my view of JOSHUA!!! Man that boy can sing. And the opening band...wow... they kicked ass! I don't know how to spell their name but as soon as I do I will talk about them more. School
is awesome! I love it! And I love all the guys that go there! We have some good lookin' men at that school. Apryl you have to come down here and see them I mean wow some make me want to drool. Between my hormones
and all the testostergen flying around that school I'm amazed I don't literally pounce someone everyday I'm there. Did I mention this might be a long ass journal entry? Since I messed up on the days when
Buckcherry was playing (thinking tonight was there show) I'm free to go to Cherry Bang up in Columbus!! But there is still a little problemo.... I have no money or a ride to get there. So to my boys in CB, I wish
you the best of luck, I know you'll kick ass like always and I will diffenatly be there the next show. Oh, Meaghan and I found this really cool old house and we've been there twice already. It's a gorgeous house considering
all the windows are busted and it's just a mess it's still beautiful. It's old, it has that old smell to it and man someone doesn't want us there. You can feel it it's weird. But I still want to go back to it. The barn is awesome,
just everything about it is amazing. I so want to live there. After our second visit at my house we decided to go still corn! hahahaha... we were that bored. I never knew how much corn could hurt you if you get
cut by one of the stalks. We split when we saw headlights coming and left my friend in the feild, and it ended up being two cops. He just kept sittin' there picking corn. I can't believe how much we had.
I'm sure everyone has heard about Bobby from Poison. It freaked me out when I first heard it cuz the DJs on the radio wasn't sure what really happened to him and I'm really
glad he's ok and doing better. Damn I smoke to much....cigarettes that is!! What else, what else, oh mom moved in with me. I feel like I'm back in high school again
like someone is watching over me constantly. I can't stand it. But I'd rather have her here than in a car. Some guy I know actually told me to give her a curfew and put rules on her and
shit like that. He said the roles were reversed and I have the right to do that. What sort of shit is that? This is my mother yo. Stupid people! But she said if I ever need the house
umm, to myself, she would leave for as long as I like. So we can still have the drunken orgies and nekkid twister!! When did we ever have those? Actually mom's direct quote was, "If you want to
fuck, don't do it infront of me go to your room or let me know so I can leave" My own mother said to me!! Do you believe it?? I need a new font color for this page I don't like the
one I have on here. Well I'm sure there's more but I'm also sure you people are wondering when this entry will end. So I'm off to the shower and off to find a job! (what else is new right?) Take care guys!
Lots of to you all! Peace!
July 25, 2001
What's up peps? Well just woke up which is not a good thing, it would've been better if I was up like 4 hours ago, cuz I was suppose to be in class! But I have
a reason why I slept in, Poison was last night and the party continued at my house. So I have a reason dammit! Poison rocked! It was great seeing them play again but
for some reason it seemed like they played longer last year, may be that's all in my head. Didn't get to see Enuff's whole set, but from what I saw I'm not sure what I think
of them, it was interesting seeing Quiet Riot but I felt like I was watching them on my tv. But at least I can say I've heard them live. Now, I love Jani so much and was so
thrilled to see him but, you'd think he quit smoking or something cuz his voice just wasn't happening. It was the first time I've ever walked away from watching Warrant to go smoke
and the first time I didn't cry during it. I didn't like the way he sang heaven or I saw red, I was really disappointed. But I still had fun, it was a great show, I just hope next
years isn't so damn hot. I'm still really gealous of the seats Kenny and Billy had. I saw you guys up there it wasn't fair yo! Peace out!
July 21, 2001
Ladies and gentlemen, today is a day to mark as a historical date. Many have said I couldn't do it, and that I wouldn't do it but I did. I peirced
my freakin nipple!!! Yes I did it! I thought it was going to hurt like a bitch and that I would pass out but as soon as Casper put that needle through....
oh my god I thought I orgasimed. Talk about a sexual feeling!! I hurts but I like it, I mean really like it! I have so much sexual energy from it, it's unreal! LOL
So now I'm cool and now I have balls or something like that at least that's what I've been told. I also got my ear peirced again, that's not that exciting, but what
is exciting is Meaghan also peirced something. Her tounge yo!! It was the most hilarious thing I've ever seen in my life!! She was so cute and still is...lol...she
can't talk right and it's adorable! Well that's all the news for today. Peace out!!
July 18, 2001
Ok first of all I'm really pissed about something. Now, I've had this happen before but this last time it happened it really sucked.
A string on my guitar broke and came up and hit me right in the eye! Have you ever seen the movie The Haunting? Well remember when that lady
got hit in the eye with that string? That's exactly what happened and it hurt like a bitch! But fortunatly I didn't bleed. On to other news...
looks like I will be going to Poison alone! Sux to be me! SOMEONE PLEASE BUY THE FUCKIN TICKET!! Ok now that's outta my system....Okay, can we talk
about something? There are these guys... and um.. yeah they are WOW!!! I just don't know which one to pick and there seems like more and more men
are coming my way I don't understand!!! Apryl, do you want one? They're all really nice and cute! I just hate how when you want a guy there no where
to be found and when you're really not looking they're EVERYWHERE!!! One is even hiding under my kitchen sink!! They just come out of no where and they
say all this sweet shit (some I know are just lines) but the ones that are truthful I mean oh my Gawd! And I don't want to choose dammit. I want them all!!!
Can I be cloned like about 10 times?? That would help me out alot right now. I just don't want to choose!! Why do I have to pick one?? Ok enough about that.
Now can we talk about Marve breaking up? That's really pissing me off. They are one killer band and man I don't know if I'll be able to go see them in Atlanta.
But if I can, can I go in the Bang mobile with everyone else?? Ok well I'm going... Need to do stuff or something... peace out all!!
July 16, 2001
Today I went to Dayton to enroll back into college and let me just say this, there are some hellified long haired guys roaming
the streets of Dayton, Ohio!! I mean DAMN!! These boys were beautiful!! And the whole time on my way home they were just everywhere, in
cars, walking on sidewalks just everywhere!! Think it was God's way of saying "See they still exsist!" Anyway... Might of found someone
to go to Poison with, that's not for sure yet but the guy really likes Cinderella and Tesla so it's still all good! :-) Ummmm, what else
is there to say... other than that same shit different pile basically! Well take it easy everyone! Peace!
July 8, 2001
Wow... it's really early in the morning. I've been up for hours and hours staring at this damn monitor trying to change my page
a little here and there. I don't know if I did good or everything works right but I guess I'll find out tomorrow when I wake up.
I've been on here for so long the monitor is doing some weird trippy shit. Anway... Someone PLEASE BUY MY POISON TICKET!!! I really
can't return it. I don't have my receipt for it! Well, to the boys in Cherry Bang, I'm so pissed off I can't come see you play on the
13th. But I wish you the best of luck and I hope you all have a blast! Lots of Love! G'night!
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