1. I remember asking Alex for ice cream one time. I remember him
being
really sweet, and asking me what kind I wanted. I remember saying
vanilla.
I remember him asking me if I wanted anything on it. I remember saying
no.
2. I remember the piece of lettuce on the vanilla ice cream he brought
back
for me.
3. I remember the swivel chairs in the computer lab that went up and
down.
4. I remember going up and down whenever I couldn't think of something
to
write.
5. I remember taking a lot of pictures in class one time, because I
had five
rolls of film and needed to take a lot of pictures. I remember my
instructor
telling me to stop. I remember pretending I didn't hear and saying,
"can I
take a picture of you?" I remember her saying "alright just let me
take off
my glasses." I remember taking the picture of her before she took off
the
glasses. I remember her not caring when I started taking pictures of
other
people again.
6. I remember trying to use the word fuck at least once in every
sentence
for a day. I remember forgetting about that once I got to class.
7. I remember talking about nicknames in some music appreciation with
Charlie, Carly, Sean, Val, and some other people. I remember saying we
should call Charlie Chuck, and saying I thought Kiki was a cool name,
and how
I wished that was my name instead of Lesley because I hate my name. I
remember Carly saying she liked Hazel, and Val saying she liked Sydney.
I
remember everyone saying they'd call me Kiki. I remember being shocked
when
people actually started calling me Kiki.
8. I remember the character sketch we had to write in class. I
remember our
teacher saying we couldn't write about anyone who was currently at CTY.
I
remember writing about Carly anyway, but calling her Hazel in the essay
so
our teacher wouldn't know. (prrrrretty sneaky, huh?)
9. I remember Will thinking Carly was the one who told Paul to beat
him up
10. I remember Zack and his "allergies to chalk".
11. I remember a rina falling down the stairs, and everyone laughing at
her.
12. Well that never really happened, but wouldn't it be funny if it
did?
13. I remember someone stealing my shoe during the "night time" of
Mafia, and
then throwing it at me. I remember trying to throw it back at them,
and
hitting Rachel in the head. My eyes were closed, I'm sorry Rachel!!!
14. I remember thinking Rachel hated me for the rest of the day,
because of
that.
15. I remember Charlie promising to give me his shirt the first day of
the
session.
16. I remember being really excited, and telling everyone that I was
gonna
get a free shirt yippee!
17. I remember Charlie later refusing to give me his shirt unless I had
sex
with him.
18. I remember thinking Dan was the sweetest guy because me and Carly
were
sitting with him and Charlie and I had a tray and Charlie wouldn't bust
the
tray, but then Carly was like "okay Dan, you feel like busting our
tray?" and
he did.
19. I remember "bake me a cake, woman!".
20. I remember Carly ALWAYS needing a tissue, and how happy I was for
her
when she finally got one! cause not only is she my friend, but dude,
her nose
was like dripping with snot! if ya catch my drift.
21. I remember JEW PRIDE!!!
22. I remember people always telling me I'm quiet.
23. I remember Charlie saying men are superior.
24. I remember me saying "Charlie, I should slap you." I remember
Charlie
saying, "then why don't you?" I remember saying, "no I can't that's
mean." I
remember Charlie saying, "no go ahead, I can take it. Slap me as hard
as you
can." I remember slapping Charlie a lot after that.
25. I remember Knish saying, "Charlie! I can't believe you said
that!" in
response to Charlie's 'men are superior' comment, then discreetly
giving
Charlie a high five.
26. I remember turning around and *lightly* punching Knish in the
stomach
for that (I was in a somewhat violent mood after slapping Charlie a
lot). I
remember Knish falling over and clutching his stomach. I remember
being
surprised. I remember Knish getting up, still clutching his stomach.
I
remember apologizing profusely, and saying I didn't think I punched him
that
hard. I remember Knish saying not to worry 'cause I didn't punch him
that
hard, I had just hit his weak spot.
27. I remember Rory writing "Jew" on my foot. I remember a lot of
people
asking me, "what's on your foot?"
28. I remember Will and Ethan fighting over who would bust my tray one
time.
29. I remember having a strawberry fro-yo cone one day for lunch. I
remember
everyone waiting for me to finish it. I remember Knish saying, "Come
on
Kiki, just shove it down you're throat, you should be used to that" I
remember putting the whole cone in my mouth and Knish saying, "Good
girl
Kiki," and slapping me on the back.
30. I remember Rachel putting a banana in her pants on Transvestite
Tuesday.
31. I remember the new lanyard rule. I remember caring for some
reason, even
though I wore my lanyard around my neck anyway.
32. I remember the garlic sauce Will spilled all over me (but mostly on
himself).
33. I remember "weird sidekicks".
34. I remember an RA spraying Jackie with a water gun. I remember
Jackie
putting her hands up and opening her mouth really wide and blinking a
lot and
looking shocked and saying, "OH, MY, GOD! WHO WOULD DO THIS TO ME!!!"
I
remember laughing because I knew it had to have been Carly.
35. I remember TISH, DASB, JIWDIS, and other crazy acronyms.
36. I remember Dan saying he wasn't going to be able to sleep at all
unless
we told him what TISH meant. I remember us then making up DASB and
JIWDIS to
confuse him even more. I remember saying every so often, "Jenny,
JIWDIS?"
and Jenny looking in a random direction and saying, "hmm, kind of" or,
"yes
definitely" or "no not at all". I remember Dan being confused.
37. I remember fortune telling. I remember Knish being really proud
that he
got the card that said he had the biggest penis (until he also got the
card
that said he would get a sex change).
38. I remember the cards about animal sex and such that updated my name
from
"kiki" to "kinky kiki".
39. I remember Charlie, Ethan, Will, and Kanish trying to make me
squeak.
40. I remember going to the camp office with Carly one time. I
remember the
office: it was big, round and empty. I remember a tall board in the
back,
and being able to hear a guy behind the board typing on his computer.
I
remember being too scared to get his attention. I remember Carly
saying
"excuse me" and Gavin White rolling his chair out from behind the
board. I
remember Carly asking him if he knew what time the bus would be coming
from
Lancaster the next day. I remember Gavin saying in a frustrated voice
that
there would be no bus, that buses never came first session, that there
hadn't
been a bus first session in over 11 years, that if we wanted to see our
Lancaster friends we should have gone second session. I remember not
being
able to respond because I was crying. I remember Carly saying, "isn't
there
anything you can do???" I remember walking out of the room before I
heard
Gavin's answer, I couldn't bear to look at him!! | I didn't want to just
stand
there crying.
41. I remember Carly following me out of the room a few seconds later
and
giving me a hug, and saying some stuff but I don't remember what. I
remember
Carly walking with me in silence, out of KW, back into reality.
42. I remember Carly later asking me if I'd always kind of known the
bus
wasn't going to come.
43. I remember Pineapple Juice!!!!!
44. I remember being sad that I had a lot of Pineapple Juice left the
second
to last day.
45. I remember people drinking the Pineapple Juice eventually though!!!
46. I remember eating this really good lasagna for dinner one time. I
remember Lesley saying, "oooh, you know that's the same lasagna they
served
yesterday for lunch, right?" I remember not wanting to eat any more
lasagna
after that.
47. I remember getting some vanilla fro-yo one time and trying to
pretend it
was strawberry fro-yo, because I was really in the mood for some
strawberry
fro-yo.
48. Damn I wish I had some strawberry fro-yo right now. Anyway!
49. I remember almost going to board games one time for activities
because it
was raining and lacrosse was cancelled. I remember going to drawing
and
painting instead because I heard the board game lounge smelled REALLY
REALLY
bad.
50. I remember Carly, Lulu, and Theresa drawing all over (depressed)
Alex's
arms in marker. I remember Alex saying he thought I was the only
normal girl
there.
51. I remember "GET OOOOOVER yourself, and FIND some FUCKING
frieeeeends!!!!"
52. I remember the fun noodles. I remember telling Seanathan I didn't
want
to go noodle fencing because I thought people would kick my ass. I
remember
Seanathan promising that he'd defend me.
53. I remember not wanting to hit anyone with a noodle for some reason.
Then
Alex hit me so I was like fuck that. I remember hitting Alex a lot
with a
noodle. I remember Seanathan seeing him hit me, and coming over and
pounding
Alex with his noodle. I remember Alex being like "what the fuck? Why
are you
hitting me?" I remember us cornering Alex into the corner.
54. I remember the guy taking notes during Q&A with Brett.
55. I remember watching all of Joe's friends make a circle and putting
their
hands in the center at the first dance during Birdhouse in Your Soul.
I
remember hearing them chant "Joe, Joe, Joe" the entire song, and
wanting to
go over and do it too even though I didn't know any of them. I
remember
wondering later if that was even what they were doing.
56. I remember always eating doughnuts with a fork. I remember no one
ever
noticing that except for Charlie.
57. I remember Alex always knowing just what to say to make me feel
better if
I was upset about something.
58. I remember big Charlie's hat. I distinctly remember the smell of
that
hat. I remember wearing it and someone (I forget who) telling me I
looked
like a little girl wearing her daddy's oversized fishing hat.
59. I remember Paul asking to borrow my "sandals on crack". I remember
trading sandals with him and wearing his Adidas. They were almost
broken so
they were extra big on me. I remember wondering how the hell Paul
managed to
fit into my shoes.
60. I remember Will asking me out, and saying that if I didn't go out
with
him he was gonna go ask a rina out. I remember saying no but I don't
recollect Will asking out any rinas.
61. I remember my RA Laura and telling her she should come to our
sleepover.
I remember thinking she missed CTY a lotâ | being a kid there. I
remember
seeing it in her eyes every time she talked. I remember thinking she
must
have been such a real CTYer when she was there; she reminded of what
CTY was
about every time I saw her.
62. I remember Laura always being around whenever I said I wanted to
punch
Will in the nose. I remember Laura telling me to take a deep breath.
63. I remember Rachel getting really hyper every night.
64. I remember Laura going into Rachel's room one time because Rachel
couldn't fall asleep and was keeping Sami (her room-mate) up. I
remember
Rachel laying down and Laura sitting on her bed for about 20 minutes.
I
remember Rachel trying to talk a few times, and Laura saying "shhh GO
TO
SLEEP, RACHEL!" I remember Laura eventually having to leave and saying,
"ok,
I have to leave, are you gonna be ok without me? Cause I can stay if
you
really need me too." I remember Rachel saying, "no no no, you can
leave,
I'll be FINE."
65. Well actually I technically don't remember that, cause of the minor
detail that I wasn't there, but I remember hearing about it and
laughing!
(close enough.)
66. I remember Kanish during I Wannabe Sedated the last dance, and
wondering
for a second if he perhaps he did do as many drugs as he claimed to.
67. I remember screaming really loud during (I think) Birdhouse in Your
Soul,
and Alex covering his ears and saying, "Oh my god, you girls scream so
loud,
is that really necessary?"
68. I remember Rory saying "you're so serious" whenever I said
something
sarcastically.
69. I remember three weeks being a really long time, but not long
enough.
