March 26, 2004
North Carolina, USA
Eating Out, Shopping, Travel, Writing
Alternative, Asian Pop, Dance, Hip Hop/Rap
Fashion, Film/Movies, Fine Arts, Literature, Photography
nO moRe haTin`... dOn`t ReaLLie haVe n~e tymE foR thAt... puTTiN` maH LyFe baK 2 gEtheR... aNd taH vaLue thA oNez i LuB mOsT...
~MY CONSTITUTION OF LUV~
A push is a push until it becomes a shove...
now... tha silence is broken... i want ya`ll to listen to MY Constitution of Luv!!!
I`ve been dreamin` a dream, that i DARE not dream anymore....
i`ve been playin` a game where i can no longer withstand tha downpour!
Unfortunately... love has taken it`z last & final toll...
leavin` behind a confused mind & a heart that`z frozen cold.
My complicated psychology... my obviously broken wingz...
they`ll never understand how fragile i am, they`ll never get ANY of these thingz!
Thru~out my long journey in lyfe, i wuz set out on a mission...
to find love from men... family... friendz, ANYONE who projected tha rite intention!
But i failed... i failed MISERABLY in tha security department...
resultin` in an inability to fight off tha world... i feel soOoO incompetent!
Left on my own to search for that certain "happie" place...
where WUZ everyone??? they never even left meeh a single lil` trace!
So many agonizin` momentz, when i cried myself to sleep atnite...
how can they try to teach meeh now... when they reallie wuz never in my sight???
They would alwaiz say: "Gurl... learn how to crawl before u even TRY to run"!
and of course, i disregarded their wisdom... i mean, why try to skool meeh now when it`z all finished & done???!!!
But i`ll pick up my numb heart and walk on... i`ll even manage to do it with grace...
let`z see exactly where to begin, some pieces over here, a couple over there... ish all over tha freakin` place!
So,to put this pact intact, imma fight this battle II tha very end...
next tyme, i`ll make sure that i`m handin` my heart over to a REAL... TRUE friend!!!
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