Title: Don't ask me I just wrote the damn thing
Insomniac......
Havin trouble tryin to sleep
Have you tried just countin sheep?
Did the sandman miss your daily visit
or simply is it
your an insomniac
Do you put the sandman in his sack
so he can sleep
and count his sheep
While you stay up
Don't interupt
Me
Since your up and I'm not leave me be...
Insomniac....
dreams..
they can be good
i wish mine would
instead..
they make me scared of my bed..
I fear danger
I fear death
But most of all
I'm scared to fall...
Scared of hieghts
Scared of bites
it would appear
they all I fear..
It seems my brain likes to scare
make my hair stand up in the air...
I fear my loosses
I fear havin Bosses
I fear growin older
no longer able to lift the smallest boulder
the boulder i can't bare called life...
I wish not to lose my love
but in my nightmares thats all I dream of
I know it'd be terrible for me...
thats why i wish for the dreams to leave me be
but they are mean
always causin a scene
makin me awake
makin a fake
reality
for me
But when I get lucky
Nightmares escape from my head
the thoughts of bein dead
or shot
these things i think of not...
I'll have a dream that will please me
make me feel so happy and easy
easy on my brain
easy makes me sain
keepin me from goin crazy
i'd rather be normal and lazy
Just like all the others
Just like the step brothers
or the rest of the normal world
At times in bad dreams i wanted to hurl
just hurl them out like the flu
Or some common cold you got at the zoo
Good dreams for me are rare
but atleast when I have them I'm able to bare
the things that happen within
the sanctity of my dreams again
So when no night mares appear
I will have nothing to fear
Then i can finally sleep
and give my soul up for god to keep.....
FRIENDS..
a friend...
will stick with you until the end..
they are very hard to find
but when you find one keep in mind
for they may be a friend to you...
you should be their friend too
for if your not
then this is unfair
You'd be treatin your friend like a robot
or a toy that is rare...
A friend will care.
When you have a problem your friend will be there..
A friend will listen
A friend is someone you can talk to about kissin
When your bein stupid
ANd your friend is not
they will play and angel like cupid
they will keep you from gettin caught
i have very few true friends
very few that'll stick with me till the end
But i have those few
Possibly more than you..
if they weren't so dar to me
i would give some of them to you free
but i believe i'll keep mine
You can find you some that care
like mine or like some others
some of them may act like your mothers
but some may act like your brothers
or others may act like your dad
and sometimes your friends can make you mad
but keep in mind that when your sad
they will be there when you feel bad
I have best friends
liek maegan barnes
or bailey
and i have a girl friend named Lacey
all of them i care about
and the rest of my friends i guess i owe you a shout
but too bad most of you aren't true friends
it all depends
some of yall like to pretend
and then when i catch you you try to make it like things are better again....
But for some of the true friends i did not say
You should know your on here anyway
all though you cannot see your name your on here
all though it may not appear
butt when you think about it
ever time i say "friend" Thats it
Your there thats your shout
even though its not specified out
but just to let yall know
heres some more friends i'd like you to know
Micheal Tj Justin Lusk
lets think who are some more good friends
it all depends
you think about it
are you worthy to be on here
should your name appear
or are you a liar
or double crosser
if your a back stabber
or a friend thats nothing but blabber
you should know your not on here
cause i don't like to be mis treated
and lied to and double crossed because
when that happens i become over pretective
i lose friends and chances to get friends all because
of YOU..
But for yall that aren't on here and should be
You can simply just tell me...
It may take some time
and it may take some patients
but one day I'll and your name
And you to will get the fame...
by being a true friend...
A tribute to all those that have backed me up never done me wrong.. been there for me cared about me and took care of me..Thank you so much for everything...I love you all and i don't care what no one thinks...
I love you Lacey and I always will...
To Lacey....
I love you and I always will
I'd rather be charged a monthly bill
than Have to deal without you...
We've had good times
We've had bad...
Alot of them made me sad
I'm sure that this may sound stupid
without you it makes it for me to believe in cupid
Because if he was real i'd bribe him to make you fall in love with me...
NO MATTER what the cost
I'd do anything to make up for the loss
I love you so much
and believe me its alot more than a bunch
I want to grow up and have a better family than the brady bunch...
Your liek captain crunch..
Your irrisistable
and luckily i no longer have to stare at you from afar
bacause now i can see you when I need to
and i alwasy need to see you...
I've made alot of mistakes
mistakes that almost ruined us
and mistakes that made my heart ache
the pain i felt when we broke up
maybe its more than once
but even if we broke up abunch more than we have
i'd still want you back
I'm addicted to you like my grandpa is to alchohol
and some of my friends to drugs
I always am wantin you
And sometimes when i lose you
I'll do anything to get you back
and If i ever loose you and don't get you back
no matter what no matter who i am datin
I always will love you
you may not believe it
i'm sure its hard
but I love you so much and always will no matter
who i see you with
no matter how many times i lose you
no matter how many times i hear words that would make me cry
I will always love you
there are times i wish i could fix my mistakes
ones that i did to hurt you.
i was stupid
and usually am
but i will never do it again
none of those mistakes will i make
because i do not want to lose you and once again have my heart break
No matter how long i write
or how long i talk
i could never explain how much i love you
it would take all of eterntity
it'd take forever
i would never
be able to finish
all i can say
is that no amout of words could ever amout to the love i feel for you....
in my dreams its you i dream of
unless i have a nightmare
which i cannot enjoy because i know that while i'm being annoyed by the dream
i could be with you
or atleast dreamin of you
but noooooooo stupid night mares snatch the good dreams away
i think about you all the time
and i will always be that way
i cannot change
ever since the 6th grade the first time i saw you
i was in love
i never had the guts to ask you out
and you were datin some dude i did not like
so i dealt with starin at you nad hopin and dreamin
and then finaly in the 7th grade my dreams came true
i was finally with you
but then there were break ups
then there were make ups
i hope we can last
for all the time i'm alive
you will be my reason to live
I've slept threw my chance to go to the movies with you
i've danced with that other girl
i've also been backstabbed by gossip
that isn't true
ruinin us to
then their was matt brown
i felt he stole you away from me
i hated him for it and i threated to fight
but instead i dated another
but still lovin you
then my friend bailey helped me out
it took time
but without a doubt
i got the guts to ask you back
and thanks to god and mly friends
me and you are back to better again
we've had memories
that are quite funny
kissin in the hall and gettin in trouble
that one was very original
our first kiss was one of my favorite moments
it was beautiful
to me
but never as beautiful as your beauty
i'm sure i sound like a fool
i wish i could express my feelins and feel cool
but i'd rather express them then keep them bottled up
and be like a geek
then bottled up my feelings i keep
so no matter what
i will love you
threw thick and thin
threw make ups and break ups
makin out
without a doubt
i will love you Lacey
Love,
Justin
Add more i will and must... but for now this enough.... cause when i get done with savin this page it'll be 6:00 AM but it was worth it....
I LOVE LACEY D*** BISHOP lol I can keep a secret
Top Twenty Things I love.....
- Lacey
- Lacey
- Lacey
- Lacey
- Lacey
- Lacey
- umm uhh Lacey
- Macey.. wait no thats Lacey with a smudge mark on it
- Lacey.....
- Playin the drums
- Video games
- Bein me
- Actin stupid....same thing as bein me...
- Mr.Pibb my favorite drink
- My friends....even though thats kinda weird.lol
- SLEEPIN.....I'm sure most of yall know that...
- Sports...mostly FoooooootBall....
- up here it is again what ya know lol....Lacey
- Talkin to my people......Yaaa mean
- Bein with Lacey.........
My Favorite Web Sites
Games
Cheats reviews and a bunch of other bull shit
You should know
even more games
games
games
cheats hints walkthroughs that kinda shit
Email: Trojanboyall4u11@aol.com