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Disturbances
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Hi Sailor!
How much can I pour out of my heart without you laughing at me? I need to protect my sacred map. I don't need a scar.
I need you. No. I need release.
Somehow you seem to have done something to me. You are living in every pore of my skin. You hold the key to my cathedral. You have put a wicked spell on me. And I cannot find a way out of this. You are destablizing my world...me.
I need a moment of evacuation, so I can think of a way to escape this feeling, this engulfment.
We have created a tragedy, at least on my part.
I know I probably did it to myself. I place no blame on you. Your words were just right for me. How were you to know that?
You have lots of gfs. Hell, I think you fall in love every other day. You don't need me.
Sailor, throw me overboard, PLEASE!
--A
