God...
I don't want to offend anyone, but i don't believe in god. I don't believe that something can have that much power over what goes on, on earth. We are supposed to have control over our lives and take responsibility for our mistakes, but how can we if we are supposedly being controlled by some higher power? I can't help but feel like that means we're just puppets on a stage, following directions, with absolutely no control.

I don't believe that something that is supposed to be all good and pure and amazing would create a world where people kill eachother. A world where you can be so sad that a bottle of sleeping pills is your last resort. A world where you can step outside and maybe never come home. It sounds like god and satan are a little closer than worshippers will have us believe. Or maybe they don't exist at all, and people are just sick and twisted.

I'm not looking forward to the day i die. I have no idea what will happen. If god does exist, that will definitely be interesting. I'm scared that after death, the only thing is oblivion. Why do we live for only 80 years when the world is supposed to go on forever? I almost wish i believed in a god, because i would have somewhere to go after i die. I wouldn't feel so scared.

I don't want to meet the god who made this world.

Ernest Hemingway once said, "This world is a lovely place and worth fighting for." I believe the second part.