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CURRENTLY:20 June 2004. 1.16p.m. Tired. Happy. Missing everyone. Dreaming. Wishing. Worried. Well it's been a day quite a few people at my house filled 500 sum water balloons for little kids what a blast. My cakes were a hit but i need new baking powder gr... lol yeah my cakes are slammin' you should try it sometime really! lol okay so you can't but still! they are very scrump diddiley umpshuss... i don't know it was fun I suppose, my grandparents are hilarious when they drink... more so then not, what a riot... later everyone left and stuff so I've been sitting around, my cousin's kid, Devon, is sleeping over, I'm just having a few issues with something relating to him right now... i'm so emotional haha... well it's been a good weekend so far, for the most part, Creation wednesday good times I hope... I plan on sleeping over at Aunt Carol's tues night... babysitting monday, and tuesday so I'm busy ALL week... that's good tough I have cash in my pocket now... WOOT lol... but i'm going to start saving... Houston in 30 days!!!! good times I hope! License in 12 days, and mission's trip in 14 days my count down of the summer... good times... well i'm out for now cause I need to write/think... night CURRENTLY:18 June 2004. 10.16p.m. Tired. Happy. Missing everyone. Dreading tomorrow. UPDATES:Custom stuff, Hosting is now open, HTML Help Wow today was um... good? yes well VBS is over i'm going to miss those kids... :-( next year. I'm still suffering from friend withdraw... I miss Austin, and Sara, and Aaron, but i'll see sara and hopefully aaron next week I won't get to see Austin for like a month... total bummer... well today mom and I went out shopping ofr this big party tomorrow... lol there are going to be so many people there i'm going to lock myself in my room and pretend to run away lol. I just want my friends and stuff... bleh... good times that are just running through my head anb dI don't know what to make of them... i'm all confucked... i mean fuzzled... bleh... I literally want to cry if I could just get past some stuff... frusterating as heck i'll tell you what... sleep has been broken thank goodness for fantasy world of books... *sigh* well i'm going to get going i've baked 2 cakes tonight, i have one more to make AND i have to put icing on them all... haha i was a busy beaver... night all <3 m*a*n*d*a <3 CURRENTLY:16 June 2004. 8.56p.m. Tired. Happy. Missing everyone. wow... that's the only thing for last night it was just amazing... I can honestly say I was in heaven with my friends and getting to know them... it's like everything I ever want and need, but still the reality that they live so far away has sunk in. I don't know. I'm so like blah. I had a blast! We went swimming, came home, played Egyptian Rat Screw, 20 questions, dinner, finished 20 questions, twister haha ultimate twister lol, really bad positions, then we taught Austin to dance lol GOOD times, he got it! lol then then then Truth and Dare, i know it's like a 2nd grade game but play once now lol it's SO funny... let's just say things got cold! hahaha yeah we didn't fall asleep till 7 a.m. and the guys weren't supposed to sleep in my room so i stayed up until my mom said ti was okay haha (8:30 this morning) so prety much slept the rest of the day... they left around 2 i miss them already... weh... I am like so happy to have friends like them... but after they left I um... read all my Chrysalis letters, had a minor-major meltdown, wrote 30 pages in my journal yes 30 pages and then fell asleep till 5:30 when Austin's mom called asking if they had left. I was like uh... yeah. so that was the extent of my sleeeping... It was such a good time I wish they lived closer but wishing doesn't get you anything lol so i'm sol. Other then that I rememembered somethings I forgot... *twitch* and found some new stuff out... i'll tell you what... I want a boyfriend lol... but that's not something that's going to happen! SO i'll just keep going with what I've been doing. Let's see what else has been going on? Creation next week!!! yes time to spend with Sara again lol it's going to be FANTISMAL... goodness i'm still a little eh... about last night... some of the questions this morning were like goodness... cause i hate opening up sometimes... like I don't know my whole thing right now is that I want things that I can't have, wait n/m that's my whole life... I'm so used to it by now... as outgoing as I am I'm shy, haha i have a thing about being around people I'm like very much removed even in a crowd of people... I want to get out of this area so bad... well i get a chance next week and then 2 weeks and then a month so lol i have plenty of time I just hope we have time to fit in another sleep over party thing cause like we need to. lol. It was so much fun I seriously havn't had that much fun in a long time. I want a boyfriend though... haha i feel like i'm back in middle school, but when I was finally giving up. i got one and he screwed me over... how does that work? GAH!!! Okay well I think that's enough information? maybe... okay yeah i have VBS tomorrow and what not... I get to teach and stuff, no more Justin... WOOT... out of my life forever... i'm moving on... really i swear this time it's for good lol. I know i'm bad welp i'm out <3 manda <3 CURRENTLY:14 June 2004. 10.24p.m. Tired. Bleh. Pounding head. EXCITED! Yes tomorrow is going to be fantismal, seriously i'm going like have a blast... lol... I have VBS in the morning and then I have friends coming over and then... and then... we're going swimming and then we're having a sleep over... ooohh i can't wait... YAY! My html stuff is up so be happy some of it at least just check it out haha. I'm adding more soon! WOOT okay well i'm outti for now <3 manda <3 CURRENTLY:13 June 2004. 2.10p.m. Tired. Bleh. Pounding head. Content. So that's like it haha i had church this morning and what not, played me guitar and stuff it was cool saw Kace for the first time this summer... so that was nice as well... saw my cousin's kids... so they're my cousins haha yeah... well that's it I think... nothing else is happening!!! Peace out <3 *m*a*n*d*a* <3 CURRENTLY:12 June 2004. 10.58a.m. Sore throat. Pounding head. Tired. Satisfied. Goodness I'm going to work on all my forms and stuff today... I need to figure it out a little better first of course, and if i'm allowed inside i'm going to manage to complete some sections of the HTML help... I don't know how that's going to work out but i'm hoping pretty good and soon i'm going to start hosting but i'm going to look around first to see if anyone's looking so if you are e-mail me (mandalynn27@hotmail.com) and I'll get back to you!!! :-D so that's what's going on with everything... YEAH i might even open it up as a big forum for people to work on their sites and stuff everything compiled under one thing? ithink that would be nice don't you???? okay well that's everything from me <3 m*a*n*d*a <3 CURRENTLY: 12 June 2004. 2:14 a.m. Tired. Frusterated. Well i can't seem to be able to get my iframes to function if you have any idea how i can fix it PLEASE tell me i'm desperate... okay well here's the news i decided i'm going to open up my requests again for customs AND i'm putting in a HUGE tutorial database PLUS html... but mind you this will take time... I just hope you all like it well enough to use it... um... yeah other then that i'm really tired right now i did a lot today. and i got to DRIVE woot... 3 weeks till i can get my license... whether i will or not that is the question... dude whatever though i hope i do.... so that's like everything up... talked to Austin... Bill can't come, gah... got a babysitting job every tuesday and wednesday so that'll be good!!! heheh money but i think i need to negotiate the pay a little more 8 hours a week 3 kids for 40 bucks? that 5 dollars and hour BUT with 3 kids it should be at least 2 dollars per kid and hour so that makes 6 times 8 is 48? 10 buckaroos makes a big difference... hm... must figure it out... i was think actually 3 a kid per hour... but that's like 72 dollars a week and mind you still cheaper then day care... cause that's hm.. let me thing 144 every 2 weeks and 288 for a month... is that extreme? i don't think it is? i don't know i think that should be my rate... cause that's not TOOO terrible... GAH... i need to figure this out lol... okay well i'm oging to go now!!! adios love ya'll <3 m*a*n*d*a <3 |