What I'd give for a normal Tuesday
- haven't updated in a while, you all must be heart broken
- now in the second week of school. Classes are okay. Took me a while to find my locker (still need to have the number written on my hand to remember which one it is)
- have had two things pointed out:
1) why are only the pop tabs used to make wheelchairs? Why not the rest of the can?
2) All the months that have and 'r' in them are bunched together while the ones that don't have an 'r' are all together.
- Bought the new Black Rebel Motorcycle Club cd. Very cool. Everyone needs to buy it.
- Got new red Converse All-Star high tops. THE COOLEST pair of shoes ever!
- Now have chocolate covered coffee beans, which are the best things ever. I mean chocolate AND coffee- what more could you want?
- My birthday was good. Got lots of money which I will spend on cd's because I have over 30 I need to buy. Also need to buy some books (most about Buffy)
- Now have an addiction to NOFX, the Violent Femmes and Bif Naked. All incredibly good (at least in mym opinion).
- Am now writing for the school newspaper for two reasons:
1) have no extra-curriculars
2) like writing anyways
- You know it's sad when the highlight of your summer was going to summer school. *sighs* Oh well maybe next summer I'll go to NYC *grins* God I love that place.
- title lyrics: Tired Of It Anyway by Treble Charger

Waiting for a hundred different things
that i know you could never bring
thinking bout the thousand times a day
you treat me like a throwaway

every time it's a lost cause sunday
turns around there's an ok monday
every time your not around's like a holiday
i'm getting tired of it anyway

(Chorus)
Don't say it don't say it
cuz everything you ever say
is just another story
just save it and save it
just because u say the words
it doesn't mean your sorry

The moments never dull when i'm with you
but you never see the moment through
and all of this excitement wears me down
as much as all the runaround

What i'd give for a normal tuesday
already know what I'm in for wednesday
Every week your acts a little more passe
I'm getting tired of it anyway

(Chorus)

Everything you do
I can't trust it
everything you say
don't believe a word

Everything you do
I can't trust it
Everything you say
I don't believe a word

(Chorus)x2

Don't say it, don't say it
Just in case you change your story
Just save it and save it
Can't exchange your new found glory
Don't say it, Don't say it
Just because you say your sorry
Just save it, And save it
You can't change your story

Can't stop myself forom laughing no matter how sad these things can be
- Got the top row of braces on. They feel weird. . . very weird.
- My birthday tomorrow! Yay! Just one more year til I get my learner's permit. . . .
- Title lyrics: Sometimes Wanna Die by Joydrop

Don't worry bout one thing
Don't worry bout nothing
She said I'm not gonna let this one go
Nobody's on my side
Nobody seems to see
How much, how deep, how far these can be

My eyes are dry and, I
My eyes are dry and
I,I still don't even know you
I, I still wish that I could hold you
I, I sometimes wanna die

And everywhere I go
And everyone I see
Somehow almost sets me free
And the space where we meet
Is different from the rest
And I just can't seem to forget that

My eyes are dry and
I, I still don't even know you
I, I still wish that I could hold you
I, I sometimes wanna die
I sometimes wanna die
I sometimes wanna

And you were at the start
And now you are at the end
And you left me with nothing to defend
I need the voice of a good friend

Can't stop myself forom laughing
No matter how sad these things can be
These things can be

My eyes are bright and
I, I still don't even know you
I, I still wish that I could hold you
I, I still don't even know you
I, I sometimes wanna die (3x)
Yeah I sometimes wanna die
I, I sometimes wanna die (4x)
Yeah I sometimes wanna

Being grown up isn't half as a growing up. These are the best days of our lives
- haven't updated in a few days.Actually been fairly busy.
- went to the ortho on Thurs. and they put these spacers in so the braclets for the barces will fit. they SUCK. I haven't been able to eat solid food since.
- The Yeah Yeah Yeah's are coming to the opera house on the 29th (my b-day!) and I so need to go because:
1)the tickets are only $16 (that's Canadian)
2)are the coolest band ever (any band with their name HAS to be good)
3) it's on my birthday, it's fate
All I have to do is somehow convince a friend to go with me.
- summer's almost over. I'm actually looking foward to school. It may be lame but it's true. I need something to focus on 9-3. Well that and I've watched too Much Music for it to be considered healthy.
- title lyrics- in this diary by the Ataris

Here in this diary,
I write you visions of my summer.
It was the best I ever had.
There were choruses and sing-alongs,
and not a spoken feeling.
I'm knowing that right now is all that matters.
All the nights we stayed up talking
and listening to 80's songs;
quoting lines from all those movies that we love.
It still brings a smile to my face.
I guess when it comes down to it...

Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up:
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart
and eventually you'll finally get it right.

Breaking into hotel swimming pools,
and wreaking havoc on our world.
Hanging out at truck stops just to pass the time.
The black top's singing me to sleep.
Lighting fireworks in parking lots,
illuminate the blackest nights.
Cherry cokes under this moonlight summer sky.
2015 Riverside, it's time to say, "goodbye."
Get on the bus, it's time to go.

Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up:
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart,
and eventually you'll finally get it right.

I can't help be bored while this world passes by.
- only had to work 2 hours yesterday but got paid for 4 because you could go in on a voluntary basis and help out cause they weren't going to open cause they aren't an 'essential service.'
- I bought that suit yesterday. It had gone down to only $90! (hey if you were to buy it at a boutique or something it would've been around $1000 so) Bought some fishnets too.
- going in to get my braces put on Thursday. Not looking forward to the pain.
- Title lyrics: Mr. Amsterdam by Sum 41

I've said this before no matter how hard I try.
I can't help be bored while this world passes by.

SO!

This revelation's got no meaning.
We've lost it all in hopeless dreaming.

AM I JUST LOSING GRIP??
Paint it black and just forget me.
THIS WORLD'S A SINKING SHIP!
Cuz our baggage is too heavy

I can't stop believing that there's something to be said.
What are we achieving with the bull shit that we're fed?
I know why they're gonna say, I've lived to see the day,
this world comes to be, here's a resignation from me.
A resignation from me.
A resignation from me.

I've said this before no matter how hard I try.
I can't help be bored while this world passes by.

Don't tell me we're close to something, that we don't even understand.

WE'RE PRISONERS TO OUR HOMES!!
Some might say we're all to blame.
THE OUTSIDE'S SO UNKNOWN!!!
I don't want you to complain.

I can't find the answers to save humanity.
I can't fight the anger.
Here's a resignation from me.

Finally got the nerve to tell you how much you mean to me; you said i was your best friend
- Aunt + uncle came to visit today. Had lunch, went swimming, fell down and scraped up my knee pretty badly.
- Have to work tomorrow. Great more stuff I'll need to know. I swear it will take me about 6 mpnths to stop calling people 'hey you' and actually learn their real names.
- Want to go see 'Grind'. God that looks like a funny movie. Now I'll I have to do is find a friend that is still spaeking to me to go with; could pose problems.
- need to go shopping badly. Well I don't NEED to go so much as I WANT to go. At least it's air-conditioned in the mall.
- Haven't had ANY coffee today which resulted in my slightly 'surly, sarcastic, the-world-can-bite-my-ass' attitude.Falling down didn't help it at all.
- Realized that I've updated this almost everyday and there are like NO comments :( so now I'm quite unhappy.
- Title is from the song 'Your Boyfriend Sucks' by the Ataris. Here's the rest of it:

You're better off without him, don't call him...
He's breaking your heart.
He's hanging with your best friend and your waiting there,
It's tearing you apart.

He lied to you a thousand times,
When I was there he kept you waiting.

And I'm still here waiting there
To catch you if you fall.
I don't know why I care so much
When I shouldn't care at all.

Finally got the nerve to tell you
How much you mean to me you said that I was your best friend,
A real sweet guy, but that's all I'd ever be.

And I'm still here waiting there
To catch you if you fall.
I don't know why I care so much
When I shouldn't care at all.

Kill the rock stars
Another day has come and gone. . . *sighs*
- Watched the second half of Pride and Prejudice on A&E. Went to the dentists. Couldn't talk w/o intense pain for almost two hours. So awful. Am wondering what colour to die my hair. Maybe something wild like blue or red or purple. Something to get rid of the boredom. Toodles.

The four letter word got stuck in my head, the dirtiest word that I've ever said, it's making me feel alright.
Hey is it me or do power black-outs so suck? Yeah I live about an hour from Toronto so we had no power until this morning. It makes you realize how much we rely on electricity. And how much I really need music. I couldn't even make any coffee to calm me down because, duh, the coffee maker needs electricity. But there are a whole ton of people who are suffering more than I was so I shouldn't complain. But yay! There's power now and I'm going to stop because in a minute I'm gonna be repeating myself and you'll all be getting bored and leave.
- I have new bookcases! Go me! They're white and shiny and new and new is almost always better than old. I haven't actually put them together yet but it shouldn't be too hard.
- Everyone go out and download 'Blinded (when I see you)' by Third Eye Blind. It is like the best song I've listened to all week.
Toodles

Get all the fools on your side and you can be elected to anything.- Frank Dane
Have come to many realizations today:
- this is my third entry today.
- I really don't have a social life at all :( very depressing.
-that after three hours of shleving heavy books your arms become very sore.

You know msn you can go to the directory and see everyone's profile? Well I did a search for every one in New York, New York (since I have this weird obsession with it) on ppl 13-19. After checking more than 3/4 of them I came to the conclusion that every girl there was a cheerleader and more than half of the ones I looked at had blonde hair. AND there wasn't one guy there. Aren't those scary statistics? Now I'm not saying that every girl 13-19 in NYC is blonde and a cheerleader but the amount is very scary. I feel like such a minority, what with being a brunette and actually reading something other than Cosmo (because personally I couldn't care less about the top 10 ways to get a guy into bed). I mean is there something in the water there? And hey if there is anyone out there that can prove me wrong I'd like to see it but for now I'll stick with my assumption that all teenaged girls are blonde and cheerleaders (isn't that a synonym for stupid?).

Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the
clouds."


What type of eyes do you have?
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All the quizzes on quizilla are cool. I've spent like the last half hour taking them. Passes the time AND it's fun. Wow I have no life. Toodles

The first of many
Ooooh my first blog entry. I'd be more excited, like jumping up and down waving sparklers saying 'yay for my blog!' but it's 12:10 in the morning and I don't have any sparklers so let's just pretend. Where are my manners? you probably have no idea who I am. I'm gonna be 15 in 16 days so I have something to look foward to. Anything eles you want to know about me is in my profile. I'm slightly crazy which means most of the entries will be a good laugh.

-Today's been a great day. Sun shining, birds singing and the wonderful, spectacular, ultimate good news. I have a job. Yep, starting next week I'm working at the library which is so like my dream job (next to Chapters- that close to that many books and a Starbucks). I may start off at minimunn wage but in a month I'll be able to buy this Gianfranco Ferre suit that I have to have or a pair of Jimmy Choo's which are quite possibly the coolest shoe company on the planet. But I have to save my money- or at least try to but it will be hard now that I'll be able to spend so much more.
-Oh yeah I almost forgot, I got contacts today. The nice coloured ones so now my eyes will be green instead of brown. And they're disposable so I won't have to worry about losing them, which I know I would considering my awful memory and even worse track record for misplacing things (hey I once put the remote for the tv in the fridge so I'm not exaggerating).
-Only a few weeks left of summer before school starts up again, I can hardly wait (yeah right). I have some new school year resolutions.
1)Make the honour role ( I was pretty close to making it last year)
2)Write for the school newspaper(because that always looks good to universities)
3)Pay attention in class (no matter how boring it is and how good the book I'm reading is)
4)Get boyfriend ( It's pretty sad when your the only one out of your friends that hasen't kissed, let alone dated someone)
5)Get tattoo (no matter how much begging and pleading it takes; or settle for a lip ring)

-I'm back from a weekend at the cottage. The only drawback was there was no cable or phone or internet so I had to content myself to read so hours on end and play scarbble, which, by the way, looses its fun after playing it more than 10 times. But I'm back to civilization as we know it and I can't be happier.