Chapter 12

Justin sobbed quietly, as he sat alone in his room. He was completely alone. His parents had left to a party and they wouldn't be returning until dawn. He dressed into his normal clothes, after he went looking for Yana. But he had no luck. He couldn't find her anywhere. She wasn't even at her house. His head was buried in his hands, tears flowing slowly down his cheeks. This was it. He had done it. He broke the heart of the first girl he ever loved. And It was killing him inside. He knew he had done a terrible thing, and he hates himself even more, for not pulling back from the kiss. He jumped when he heard the door bell ringing loudly down stairs.

He reached the last step of his stairs and ran towards the door. He opened the door and stood still. His eyes were puffy and red as he looked at her. He took small breaths as he kept his eyes on her. "Y-Yana?" He said, his voice cracking. He quickly ran up to her, wrapping his arms tightly around her. "Oh my god Yana... Please forgive me.... I'm so so sorry." He said softly, tears still flowing from his eyes.

Yana sighed as she hugged him back. She slowly pulled away, as Justin lead her into the house. She sighed softly, as she took a seat on the couch.

Justin wiped his eyes as he sat down next to her. He took her hand in his as he placed tiny kisses on her hand. He brought one hand to her cheek, gently caressing her soft skin. "I'm so sorry Yana..." He said softly.

Yana sighed. She slowly moved her face away, as Justin stopped caressing her cheek. "Why did you do it?"

"I-I didn't know what was going on... I was just dancing and then-w-we just started kissing... She was the one that did it, not me."

"Why didn't you pull away?"

"I-I dunno." He said quietly.

"I'm hurt Justin... I really am..."

"I'm sorry baby."

"You lied to me Justin... You promised me that you had given up on your player ways." She said, as she stood up.

"I did Yana... I di--"

She raised her hand to hush him. "No... You didn't... I knew I shouldn't have let myself fall in love with you..." She shook her sadly. "I knew you would be like all the others."

Justin shook his head. His eyes brimming with tears once again. "No, no Yana please.... I'm not like them... I've changed... I really have."

She sighed, her eyes brimming with tears. She walked up to him and placed a small, soft kiss on his lips. Justin sighed, he slowly pulled her towards him again, capturing her lips with his. This time, making it a little longer and more passionate.

Yana pulled away slowly. Even though her lips were still yearning for more. She took out a tape from her jacket pocket. She started crying softly, as she handed Justin the tape.

"What this?" He asked.

"As much as this hurts... I can no longer be with you."

Justin's head shot up. Tears slipping down his cheeks. "Wh-What?"

"I'm breaking up with you-Justin." Her voice cracking.

Justin shook his head. "No, no, no, no... Please Yana... No, please don't leave me... I love you Yana... I love you." He sobbed quietly.

Yana smiled slightly. "I love you too."

"Then please don't leave me."

"I'm sorry Justin..." She said, as she slowly walked towards the door. She opened the door. Before walking out, she turned to look at Justin. "I thought you the one." She said, as she walked out, closing the door behind her.

Justin shut his eyes tightly. Tears streaking it's way down his cheeks, as he gripped the tape Yana had given, tightly in his hand. He opened his eyes as he quickly stood up and ran out the door. Yana's car was pulling out of his driveway. She sighed, tears streaming down her cheeks as she looked at him one last time.

"YANA!!! YANA PLEASE!!! DON'T LEAVE ME!!!!" He cried, but she had already sped down the street. Justin sighed, as he quietly walked back inside the house and up to his room.

He looked at the tape and put it in his cassette player on his radio. He pressed play. Justin started crying once again as he listened to the song play through the speakers.

"Once Doesn't mean anything to me Come Show me the meaning of complete Where Did our love go wrong? Once we were so strong How can I go on?

When you told me you loved me Did you know it would take me the rest of my life To get over the feeling Of knowing a dream didn't turn out right When you let me believe that were incomplete Without me by your side How I could know That you would go? That you would run? Baby I thought you were the one"


He started crying uncontrollably as he listened to the song. He dropped on his knees on his floor. He cried and cried, banging his fist roughly against the floor. Quietly saying to himself. "No, no, no no..."

"Why Can I just leave it all behind I Felt passion so bright that I was blind Then Something made me weak Talking in my sleep Baby I'm in so deep and you know I believe

When you told me you loved me Did you know it would take me the rest of my life To get over the feeling Of knowing a dream didn't turn out right When you let me believe that were incomplete Without me by your side How I could know That you would go? That you would run? Baby I thought you were the one

Your lips Your face Something that time just can't erase My heart Could break all over again

When you told me you loved me Did you know it would take me the rest of my life To get over the feeling Of knowing a dream didn't turn out right When you let me believe that were incomplete Without me by your side How I could know That you would go? That you would run? Baby


Justin cried quietly. He sat on the floor, his knees up, his arms resting on his knees. He rested his head back against the edge of his bed. Tears still streaking down his cheeks. As the last words from Yana's mouth kept ringing in his head. And hearing the last words of the song....

I thought you were the one



THE END

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