Downstairs, Edge and Matt were talking with Amarice and Sebastian, Edge catching up on his sister, Matt learning about Jeff’s girl when she was little. Christian and Melissa came down the stairs softly and sat on the floor. They listened to what was going on, enjoying each others’ company. All were happy that Jeff and Dakota were gaining their strength back. Nobody seemed as happy as Edge and Matt. They had taken care of them, with no help from either Christian or Melissa. While Edge listened, his thoughts drifted to Dakota and Jeff.
Jeff opened his eyes. He looked up at the ceiling. And as he looked down at the sleeping girl, the sleeping angel, he realized he had to go. He had to leave. He didn’t know why, nor where he should go, but he just knew he had to get out. They weren’t together again. They were just lying together because that was what their bodies needed to heal. They were feverish, and their bodies would not relinquish the fire without the other’s help. Jeff rolled out of bed and onto his feet. He walked over to the closet, pulled on a pair of boxers, and grabbed a backpack out of a box at the base of the closet. The fever was still there, but not nearly as bad as it was before, and Jeff reasoned that it would go away when he fed off of human blood again, not Kindred blood. He stuffed some clothes into the bag and zipped it shut. In the front pocket, he placed his keys, his wallet, and a picture. Somewhere in the bag went paper and a pen. He tossed the bag near the door. He pulled a pair of black jeans over his black silk boxers. He yanked a black tee-shirt on over his smooth white chest. His black boots went on over his white socked feet. He scribbled a note on a piece of paper, walked out of his room and tacked it up on Edge’s door. He walked back down the hall and into his room. He leaned over and kissed Dakota’s forehead. "Good-bye, my angel. I hope that someday you can understand why I must leave. I will be back, when I am ready to face you and what I have done. I hope that you always remember that I love you, no matter what, until the end of time." With that, he slung his bag over his shoulder, and dropped out of his window. He went to the garage and walked his bike down to the end of the driveway. He put the key in, slipped his helmet on, and rode off, looking for answers.
Edge went to go find his picture of himself and his sister to show Sebastian. He discovered a note on his door. He pulled it down and opened it, reading the scratchy handwriting, recognizing immediately that it was Jeff’s. It read:
"Bathed in sunlight woke from dreams of murderous intention
Pursued by dogs and men and things I’m just to scared to mention
And the first thing that I think of are her sympathetic eyes
That see with only positive emotion
And she talks of being grumpy, but I know that grumpy’s not her style
And I soak up all her beauty ‘cause I’m only here a while
And I muddle through my docket, nestle in my pocket
Just sit back and think about the world
And the only thing I see when she’s looking back at me
Is the promise of how life could be
And as I wrote my chest got tight for her
I know that I’m not right for her and I couldn’t live if I ever caused her pain
But at least I have a message that I can leave that tells her of this spin
inside
My gears turning, I’m still learning to trust myself
But at least I’ve told her of this difficult good-bye
Seven minutes before I’m leaving and now my chest is heaving
I can’t go just like I did before
And tomorrow I’ll be miles away and dreaming
That she hears my voice floating through the floor
Edge, please take care of Dakota until I come back. Tell her that it’s not her fault that I’m leaving, I just need to think about what I’ve done to her and to figure out what to do with myself. Tell her not to cry, that she has to be strong. Please, Edge. Do this for me."
Edge looked at the note in disbelief. What was he going to tell Dakota? He could hear her moving in the next room. He put the note down and went to Dakota. He pulled her into his arms and let her cry.