Wounding Blow



I’ve had enough
… of the consequence
… of the pain
… of the chaos
And finally, I’m out
Of what we called "love"
After all the care and time I gave
Do I deserve these heartaches?
The feeling that I was deceived?
Perhaps, yes, I was!
We need not to try again
‘cause I know for sure
We’ll just land on where we used to be
And the past will be the present again
The cycle will just go on and on
till it tears me into pieces
I can no longer pretend
That we can still make it
Because the truth remains
That someone – someone just came
And took me and my heart away
After all of these… my emotion tied itself
Into several complicated knots…
And can’t seem to understand – why we have to part?
Perhaps I just lost your love
And this will gradually and explicitly undo the ties
And shall prepare myself to a beginning,
Letting the past be just memory
Of one of life’s unbearable pains…