I have proven that it’s hard to control
Your feelings when you really don’t want to
It’s hard to say, "I’m not in love"
When deep inside you know it isn’t true
It isn’t easy to pretend all day
Telling the whole world that you’re okay
And then cry at night
All the while knowing that what
You feel isn’t right
I could tell you how I feel
If I really wanted too
But I simply chose not to
Cause I didn’t think it would
Make any difference between you and me
No matter how I try
My feelings were not for you to see
Now you say you’re in love
But not with me, I know
Nevertheless, inside me,
Love continues to grow
I’ll still wait for the day when
You’ll start noticing me
But for now, it seems,
I have to face reality