I’m just here typing my will out and I stare at you and you look at me and oh how I hate you oh how I hate the things you do but I just smile and look back at the screen reflecting off my face the face that smiles at you when you past and hug you when you’re superficially sad and take you in when you want to be in but you havent accepted me but I’m still waiting but now I’m dying and you still havent seen past me and I don’t think you ever will but I’ll smile and hide it so you cant see me the real me you never cared to see you’ll never see me you never cared you never will see me you never will see me you’re too blind youre too oblivious to see the real me.