so i'm not too sure that much has actually happened to me in the last 9 or so years. yes i'm living in a different location - someplace between where i was born and where i spent most of my life - do you think that has any kind of importance in my life? sitting in a limbo of where i came from where i went, and where i'm going next? am listening to some cowboy junkies from the natural born killers sound track (which, coincidentally, i watched 9 yrs ago with my best bud - russ) where is he now? there are so many influential people that have come and gone from my life. now i know this isn't just some kind of anomaly that has only happened to me. there are many more of you sitting out there thinking the same - where did my 20's go? and what the hell does being 30 mean!!! i've seen my friends turn 30, and nothing seems too strange with that transition from an outsiders view, but now i'm starting to realize the internal struggle that comes along with the dreaded 3-0. i think i'm giving myself more wrinkles just sitting here typing this...but i digress, i started off, or was going to anyways, by just talking about my fav list of music - i never thought i was much of a romantic till i took a look at this fav list: lovers in a dangerous time, cry ophelia, i try, 3am... and the list goes one (by the way if you don't agree with my choice of music - i don't care! there are more choice words i would use but don't feel in the mood right now). with a short distraction of email with class details for tom i have completely lost track of where this blog was suppose to be bringing me, so alas i will retire to bed and continue another day with some more incoherent blatherings from the mind of one quickly approaching 30