Bitter Sweet
The clouds cried their tears over the streets of London.Brian slade rolled over in bed,he just couldn't sleep.It had been a long night for brian,but a very enjoyable one.Sleeping peacefully beside him lay Curt wild.Strings of blonde hid his deep blue eyes,his chest heaved with the rhythm of sleep.Blinking, brian pulled the sheets back and stretched his legs.The moonlight streamed in from the double window in the corner.The room had been an alternative from curt's usual setup of anything he could afford at the time.There were two room,both with a double bed,cable television, a mini kitchen,and there was a fireplace in the other room that would've been curt's if they werent so intimate sleeping in the same bed.It was a cozy place,quiet.Brian looked at the clock on curt's side of the bed,it was 3:47am.
The day had been long for the pair,rehersals and photo shoots.There was to be an interview with 'Superstar' magazine the next day.Jerry Divine,their manager,had arranged for it to be at 2:00 so Brian and Curt could have some time to sleep.Mandy,brian's wife,was always at brians photo shoots and press conferences.Mandy was very understanding when it came to brians relationship with curt.Mandy had her love making and brian had his.And that was the way it went.They saw each other every day and the press believed it to be a happy marriage.
Brian sat up staring vacantly at the window.He looked at Curt again.'Boy they were a great pair' he thought scratching his face.He wished Curt would wake up,he ached for his touch.Curt was a great lover,brian shivered throwing is feet over the side of the bed.There was a quiet rumble in his stomach.His stomach was long overdue for some food.'A little room service would be nice' brian whispered.He walked over to the table
beside curt.He quietly picked up the reciever hitting the '9' key.There was a quiet voice from the other end 'hello ,late night room service how may i help you?'
'I'd like an order of fries some cherry cheesecake and a cup of tea please' replied brian in a low voice.It came to $6.57 so brian put it on his tab.He hung up the phone and began to search for his pants.He found them amidst a pile of clothes belonging to both him and curt.
He let out a sigh of relief spotting a small pile of cocaine under the bed.He piled some on his hand and sniffed it up.His face became red and he began to cough heavily.Curt sat up looking at brian 'Are you ok love, what happened?'.Brian didn't reply,he fell over knocking his leg on the side of the bed.Curt jumped out of bed crouching beside his lover.Brian reached up putting his hand on curt's face,his eyes rolled back in his head.'Don't leave me Brian!' Curt sobbed lifting brian onto the bed.Curt pulled the covers up over brian and looked out the window.There was a stifled giggle,curt jerked his head back wiping a tear from his eye.It was brian,his face was filled with happiness,his mouth open with full out laughter.But curt wasn't laughing,at all.'Brian! that wasn't funny.I almost had a heart attack' Curt shouted turning his back to brian.Brian reached up and put his hand on curt's shoulder 'i'm sorry curt,i was just playing.Forgive me.'
'i can't stay mad at you brian,i love you too much' curt whispered turning to face brian again.Brian moved forward and their lips met in a long brush of passion.
There was a loud knock on the door.'That was fast' brian said jumping off the bed.He opened the door finding a blonde girl with green eyes and a big smile.Brian found himself looking her over.'Your food sir' she said with a cute scottish accent.'Oh my god' brian realized he hadn't put his pants on.His face turned bright red,curt burst out with laughter from his spot on the bed.'Thanks miss.You won't tell anyone about this will you?' he said slipping the girl $20.She shook her head 'enjoy your meal'.
As soon as she was gone brian burst out in laughter.'I think you embarassed the poor girl' Curt said throwing brian some underwear.Brian frowned throwing the underwear back.'Aww what's the matter brian,haven't had enough embarassment with that thing tonight?' Curt shot back.Brian gave him the finger and he started munching on his fries.It was 4:12am,the sun would be up in about an hours time.Curt walked behind brian and began to kiss the back of his neck.A shiver shot down brians back.'Are you cold?' curt asked sitting down beside brian.'No' he replied.The food disapeared from the plate in no time at all.
Curt ran his finger down brians back moving his other hand down his thigh.Another chill ran down brians back,curt took his hand and led him to the bed.He moved down brians body kissing his thigh,a moan escaped brians lips.Curt stood up again and brian layed back on the bed pulling curt on top of him.There mouths met again, brian slid his hands down curt's chest.Curt pulled away standing up on the bed.He began to dance sliding his underwear down his legs.Brian cheered him on crawling around the bed at curts legs.His heart beat faster,he throbbed for curt.'Please curt i need you now' he said looking up at him.Curt smiled 'Looks like your a bit ahead of yourself lover.'
Brian blushed noticing his erection.
There was a shrill ring interupting their moment.Curt frowned picking up the reciever 'hello'.
'Hi Curt did i wake you?' the voice on the other line said.It was Mandy. 'No i'm up with Brian' he replied looking over at brian.'Oh,well can i speak to my husband for a second'
'Sure,hold on' Curt said quietly.'Thanks love' mandy said as curt passed the phone to brian.He looked at the clock,it was 4:32am.'Hello mandy,what do you want?'
'Well,i am your wife.does that count for something?'she said harshly,her tone catching brian by surprise.'I'm sorry.Yeah,it counts.But why did you call so early?'
'i was up with one of my lovers and i figured you would be too' she giggled.Brian bit his lip giving curt a seductive look.Curt moved over and began to kiss brians neck again.Brian got lost in the moment leaving mandy wondering what exactly was
'It's so romantic.' brian said softly running his fingers through his thin blonde hair.'Let's go out in the rain' curt shouted jumping off the bed onto a pile of pillows.Brian sat there for a minute,his face stared off at the window as he watched the rain drip down the windows.Curt lit a cigarette settling in a chair by the window.'Ok' brian said finally 'let's go out in the rain'.He smiled picking up his clothes.Settling back on the bed brian clothed the bottom half of his body before looking back at curt.'You coming with me Curt?' he asked.Curt rose from the chair slipping the cigarette between his lips.His blue eyes wide with excitement as he slipped his pants on.Thoughts rushed through curts mind,he wished this night would never end.
But it would.
They paused at the door curt put his hand on brians cheek 'I love you.Each moment i am with you i fall deeper in love with you,that face.' They walked out of the room their arms wrapped around each other.It was almost time for the sun to kiss the morning sky but the rain poured down.Few Cars drove by,it was still early for people,even people who rose early for work.The breeze wrenched chills down their spines as water dripped down their lovestruck faces.It was just a drizzle of rain,nothing major,but curt and brian both loved the smell of rain drizzle or no drizzle.Curt spotted a puddle on the road,his heels clicked as he took a flying leap to the middle.Brian chuckled at his childish ways which made he so much cuter.He hadn't really seen him like this,up until recently.He guessed Curt had decided to lighten up about some things,he hadn't had a great childhood but why let that get him down.
They Crossed the street heading towards the park a couple blocks down.Curt was soaked from his head down.His bulge had not gone unoticed to brian,there was something about the rain that turned curt on.The park was nearly empty when they got there.There was a homeless man laying on a bench drinking a bottle of whiskey.And a stray dog running around the trees,probably looking for food.Curt grabbed brian's hand and tugged on it 'Come on' he said looking up with his deep blue eyes.They ran through the park around the trees their hands joined tugging each other around.
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