My Online Diary

Today I was supposed to go to the lake with a friend, but I took off and went to a party instead. I think she's pissed, but sometimes I couldn't care less. Somedays I don't know why I put up with her. All she really thinks about is herself, when she asked me to go with her to the lake last night I said no, because i have a really bad sunburn and it really hurts, but she really didn't care and I told her I plans for today too, but she didn't care about that either. She kept begging me so I finally said yes, I shouldn't have but I needed to get her off my back. I have to work tomarrow, I have to get up at 7, greeat, can't wait for that. This sucks, I have a crush on my neighbor, but he's way to good for me. He broke up with his girlfriend awhile ago and I don't think I can compare with her, she's really pretty and skinny, and well I'm not. People tell me I'm not fat, but I don't believe them. How stupid do they think I am?? Okay, well since I have to get up at 7, I'm going to bed. Here's a pic to look at, if you get bored with my dull life. lol

Haven't written for awhile. I've been busy. Last week I helped out with Vacation Bible School. There was another guy that helped out with it, now I have a crush on him. On Friday, I left for a family reunion 4 hours away. We stopped at a Safeway 3 hours away and the guy I have a thing for was there too. I don't know if it was a conicidence (sp??) or a sign that maybe we are meant to be. I believe in this kind of stuff, like, fate and destiny. I also believe that you get signs, but maybe it wasn't a sign. I don't know. :(