Hmm...
My computer is fixed. Yay. To much sarcasm here ,right? I am happy, but I'm sad too. I might have bipolar disorder. Oh! YUCK! I farted and it was rotten. Didn't need to add that did I? Oh well. I think I need to talk to my mom about the whole I think I have bipolar disorder thing. How mom said it it seems almost as if it completely explains me. But I mean all teens are depressed ,right? But when someone says "Why are you so sad?" it kind of makes you wonder. You know like 'Why doesn't anyone feel as bad as I do?' Or anything like that. Be back later. Or not.

NOOOOOOOOO!
it's not fair!!! I have to be expected to move to a nieghborhood where no one is my age and actually like it. What it the world coming to?!? I'm still going to Schimelpfenig, but my mom asked me if I wanted to go to a prep school with uniforms and everything!!!! AGAK!!! I hate my mom and my dad!!!

Bad Day
It's 4:45 AM and I'm still awake from last night. And I woke up at 10:00 am yesterday. I was finishing the 5th Harry Potter book and I cried. Because Sirius dies. Go figure. My armpits stink really bad but I don't feel like I'm in the liberty to discuss my B.O with you. My dog got at the trash can tonight and there's stuff everywhere!! Hope I don't get blamed LOL! The 5th Harry Potter book is funny but it has a dark sort of humor to it. Took a huge crap and had to stop in the middle of my sentence. Anyways, the 5th book has some real crazy...*BEEP*s in it(as Ron would call "nutters") and Ron goes completely insane and giggles unstoppably. Harry has freaky impulses to bite people(thinking snake)and attacks Ron's dad. Way to go Harry. He also gets banned from Quidditch and gets his broom taken away. How special. But what I really hate is how Bellatrix Lestrange is calling Harry a little baby and she totured Neville's parents into insanity. Nice how some things work out, isn't it? Kara's friend Missy(the one who used to cut herself) came over today and they were watching the human person Peter Pan and they were all like "Omigosh! He's so hott!" when Kara was even agreeing with me on how he looked like a girlie earlier.I think I'm in a sort of comatose state and when I wake up, Nothing will have ever happened to me. Hrumph. I haven't brushed my hair since Friday and it's a complete MESS! I really need to take a bath cause I'm body odorous. LOL. Hmmm. Not much more to write. Oh yeah. School was out on Friday and we had a dance competition and Kendall won but it was soo funny. And at the whole party thingy Kelli/Lemon and I/LimE were hanging out together and we had like the best time. Too bad Jamie had to miss it to go to her (cousin's?)bar/batmitsvah. I really don't know how to spell it so insult me. Hmm. I think that all of the people around me are stupid because... ...Sally gave me pencils and an eraser as a schools out present. ... The card she gave me with that present which was so carefully placed upon the bar by my parents is UPSIDE-DOWN!!! Is it just me or is everyone insane?!?!? TeeHee. I don't know how/why but I have a chink missing from my middle finger. But I did hit the curb today and kill my toe. I couldn't stop what do you expect. I be going now, Ariel

Blueness for me is inevitable
I'm feeling blue. Can't you tell? How about you? Are you blue? You wish you knew why I feel blue. Now I'll talk in a rhyming verse 'cause my blueness is getting worse. This is one of those times when you feel like you're gonna cry. Why? Why do I feel the way I do? Maybe it's just me, maybe it's you. And if I fall today and never get up, will you feel like it's your fault? Will things in your mind come to a halt? Maybe it will, maybe it won't. If you ever think I'm always happy, don't. Why do I feel like I do? Maybe it's me, maybe it's you.

My Lifeline
There are those times when you hate yourself. Like how I hate myself now. I’ve been so mean to everyone. I’m writing this essay about myself to reflect on my life so far. Let’s insert a timeline here: I tried. I truly did. But it didn’t work. So I’ll just write one. |Preschool: Best friend Jessie |Kindergarten: Jessie moves away. My two best friends are Kayla and Alexandra. |1st grade: Lisa is my friend. Kayla has moved away and so has Alexandra. Jamie also moves in and makes my life a living inferno.|2nd grade: Shelly and Deanna are my best friends. |3rd grade: Evil teacher. My two best friends are Nuzhat and Shelly. My last year in Shelly’s class. |4th grade: Shelly and Kaitlin are my Best Friends. |5th grade: This is the point of life I am now. I’ve had two boyfriends. Dumped both of them. But the weird thing is I still like one. He’s still too mad though. My best friends are Helen, Shelly, Cecily and a bunch of other mobs of people. But I don’t treat Shelly, my friend since grade one, like I should. Too much time with my other friends. This will be my last sentence until tomorrow. I feel so depressed.

Sad Still
I've been down for a few days. Weeks. W/e. I the end I dumped Imran and he is mad because I won't tell him who likes him. Guys. He thinks that it's so funny that I compared myself to Uma Thurman. I'd just love to whack him in the head really hard even though I still like him and he knows it. I have a lot of homework to do but I don't want to do it. We already did TAKS and we still have to do tests and homework and stuff. Oh yeah. Kelli is missing. I'm really sad and scared. I went with my brother to the park because we were following my sister to see if she was kissing boys today. Well guess what!?!?!? She WAS!!! I got on film too! Oh yeah. I remember a story Kelli told me about a while back. I'm not sure if she was lying, but here it is. She's afraid of wide open spaces because when she was really young once, her best friend got kidnapped. Right next to her. Really and honestly, I think that maybe he took her. We took a job test today and I might be a writer or a model or an architect or a hunka other crap. We also did the mile run today. I finished in 10:59 minutes. I hate P.E. Grrr. I'm sad so I wanna watch the sunset. Goodbye Goodbye!

Depresssed
Talk about sad. Helen just called me wierd and she isn't supporting who I want to be anymore. I don't need friends. What happens when you die? Awww, screw this computer. It's so frigging screwed up. I never thought i would get in a fight with helen.It's not like i picked the fight.We just finished TAKS.Stupid tests. God. I'm frigging crying. It's not fair.I need someone to support me. My b/f (boyfriend) maybe? Screw life.Screw people. Screw AIM. Screw it. I haven't cried in o long.It's awful. So many bad things happen around me. Helen says I'll get my heart broken. But I already did.By her. I just wish...

Bored
I am bored. I took a huge dump 'cuz I ate too many Triscuit crackers last night. Whatever. Anyways I'm sorta ticked 'cuz I wanted to go to SNP but my parents are making me go to my brother jiu jitsu thingy that has my dad in it. Anyways, this is the third diary entry I've written today. In the third different place. HaHa. Whatever. Me going to play N64.

Center Stage
No.I am not obsessed with movies. It's just that my nickname is Lime.And there's no apparent reason for that, either. Of course my bf's(best friend-not boyfriend!)nickname is Lemon, so I guess there's some sort of reason. I'm doing this on my mom's computer cause my Internet don't work. HeHe. virus, of course. Then my dad + brothere put XP on it and the internet STILL doesn't work. I swear I willl go mad is it doesn't!!! Oh. Yeah. I forgot. I'm the one who lost the internet card. HeHe. No comment. So Enter the limelight is the epic of a young and molding mind. I prefer my diary to a blog, but here I go!
-Lime