*Barely Breathing By Jessica*

Those ice cold blue eyes……

Those eyes that were dangerous and mysterious…..

Those warm affectionate, overpowering eyes….

Rebecca couldn’t breathe, she’d dreamed of his face for so long, and now it was right there…..right there in front of her. She had to be sure he was real, that her mind wasn’t playing tricks. She reached out with her left hand and gently caressed his face.

“You’re real….” She forced out, continually caressing his face.

Billy couldn’t move, that day they’d spent together in Raccon City, had been worth a life time, he couldn’t believe she was there in front of him touching his face. His body and mind had to deal with hundreds of different emotions. He wanted to stay right there forever, just looking into her beautiful eyes.

“Yeah I’m real.” Billy smiled as placed his hand on top of hers which was still caressing his face.

Rebecca’s heart was beating hard and fast against her chest, but the aching was gone…..

Or was it…….

Billy saw her face glow with beauty as she smiled at him; he leaned towards her, his lips brushing against hers. Rebecca closed her eyes, and for that moment he was the only thing that mattered to her.

As their lips locked Rebecca felt like she was in heaven, then something hit her, Mark….

Mark was her fiancé……

Rebecca pulled away from the kiss and stood up. “I’m sorry…….I….”

Billy stood up and flashed a smile at her. “So I’m real” He asked trying to change the subject.

Rebecca laughed “I can see, does everybody know you as Billy?”

“No, well nobody except me and you” He smiled at her and held out his hand “Jack Morgan, nice to meet you.”

Rebecca shook his hand “Were did you get that name from?”

“A book I once read, please just call me Morgan or Billy, I don’t mind which.”

Rebecca felt like a high School girl, she felt so giggly and nervous just being near Billy, she wanted to hug him or kiss him again, and she longed for his touch. She would have kissed him forever if it hadn’t been for Mark. She felt different with Mark, then with Billy.

“So what are you doing in Strepon City, huh?” Billy asked casually.

“Here on a S.T.A.R.S. mission. I have to lead Bravo team to the old Pascoe factory and investigate the mystery there.” Rebecca smiled

“That old place!?!? You can’t it’s really dangerous there!!”

“Billy, I’ll be fine, I have Mark with me, and the rest of Bravo team.”

“Mark??” Billy asked confused.

Rebecca really didn’t want to do it, but she knew she’d have to tell Billy about Mark.

“Yes Mark, he’s my fiancé, and a member of Bravo team.” Rebecca could see the pain in Billy’s eyes, she felt like crying, she hated hurting him.

Billy couldn’t believe it, he was hurt and embarrassed. He had never felt his heart ache so much before.

“That’s really nice.” He struggled to get the words out, he flashed her a fake smile.

Rebecca could tell that he was hurting. “I better go, it’s late and I’ve gotta be up early tomorrow.”

Rebecca walked over to Billy and hugged him tightly; he wrapped his arms around taking in her smell.

“I’ll catch up with you soon Billy.” She kissed him on the cheek and left.

Rebecca walked out of the club she stopped as she saw the rain pouring down, she walked slowly towards the hotel, she stopped and turned back, her eyes capturing the dingy flat above the club, she could see the lights on. Her heart was telling her to go up and be with Billy, but at the same time it was telling her to let him go….

But how could she let him go……

He was alive……

She had touched his face…..

She’d seen those eyes…..

A few tears ran down her cheek, she knew she loved him, but she knew she couldn’t have him. She wiped her eyes and walked into the hotel.

As she quietly peered into her room she saw Mark sleeping peacefully, she bent down next to him and traced her hand gently over his face. She did love him; it was a different kind of love. Her love for Billy was innocent and pure, and she couldn’t help the way she felt about him, that day they’d spent in Raccon City was a day she’d never forget, in fact she was very thankful for that day, if it wasn’t for it she’d had never had Billy in her life.

“I’m sorry Mark…..” Rebecca whispered, she placed a small kiss on his forehead.

Rebecca walked into the bathroom and locked the door, the club had smelt as Smokey as hell, she needed a shower to hide the fact she had ever left the hotel.

She stood with her eyes closed as the warm water gently ran against her cool skin, she felt relaxed, and her mind was on Billy. The more she thought about him the more aroused she became, she slid her hand down between her legs and gently began rubbing her clit. Rebecca moaned at the pleasure. Her juices were flowing and her rubbing became faster and harder. Now she really needed him, she slid her finger in her wet hole and began thrusting it in and out. She felt herself coming to her orgasm, she was moaning like mad. As she exploded she whispered Billy’s name.

God she had needed that…..

She needed him………

She washed herself and dried herself, as she returned to the bedroom, she could still see Mark asleep as if he had no care in the world, she felt really bad, but she knew she had to do it.

Her sex life with Mark was non existent; he believed they should only have sex once they were married. Rebecca had told him that she had already had sex; he was a bit disappointed but was sure that after their wedding she would be satisfied.

She walked over to the window and peered through the curtains, she could see the clubs sign glowing in the dark, she saw the lights off in the flat above and she knew Billy was sleeping safely. Rebecca never wanted to lose him again.

She climbed into bed and shut her eyes………


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