Remarks on Death and God
Sin
Brightly held faith
easily proclaimed self
If only I was so
my defying questions (a Sin)
your vague reply
Can't fill my daunted mind
A Suicide
I had decided to go for a walk
There was much going through my mind
So I went to a place
I had not been in some time
As I stood above the city
Sitting there all alone
Just trying to be at peace
I saw a man standing on the roof
of a large apartment building
Ten stories is what I counted
I yelled to the man "hello"
He only looked back at me
With a gaze,
a stare looking deep into my soul
I saw a girl in the corner apartment
staring at me
Watching, he went to the edge of the building
And to my utmost surprise
He jumped, diving into cement!
If only that girl could see what my eyes see
That girl still watching me
What a horrid sight
How the blood everywhere
Then the sudden realization she was watching me
Watching me!
Watching me jump.
The Selfpiting Man
You were to busy
Looking down
Down upon yourself
You would not look ahead
As Death come towards you
Then Death standing
right in front of you
Finally Death letting out a laugh
At you and your selfpitying
You look ahead
and you were dead
Only Now Do I See
...ugh!
I choke on my own blood.
For the Man in Black hast shot me.
As the white horse moves swiftly above.
Nearly crushing my heart, now eating upon my soul.
Now the waters current sweeps me away.
Down the river's of blood.
Only now do I wonder, I wonder was it worth this.
For now I do not see the shores, only a tunnel.
I wonder am I going to Heaven or Hell.
I see the black and white of life and death.
Now someone grabs my hand, only the current is to strong.
He can not hold on.
Then the river dries up, and I stand to see a mirror.
And only now do I see!
Fade Away
Good bye
So long
Farewell
Now don't you cry
You won't be forgotten
I will remember you someday
You'll just fade away
Like the rest of my past
I will miss you
Just as I miss all of them
And maybe even see you again
Though I doubt it
For now
You will just fade away
To the past
Someday when I'm sitting all alone
I'll think of the past
And I might remember you
Now it has been years
I'm all alone
I have gotten old
My mind drifts off
To the past
And I remember you
Remember the past
All that had faded away
Tears fall from my eyes
I fall asleep and dream of you
Though I never wake up
I died that night
I faded away.
The Day
(God commited suicide)
The day, that God commited suicide.
The day, the great God himself gave up.
The day, God lost all hope.
It was a suuny day.
No one could have known.
That this, not gloomy at all day.
Would be the day.
And God looked down upon the world.
Seeing all of it's great sins.
So innumerable they were.
That he decided to end it all.
Mumbling the words "I am a Failure".
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