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Communication
Through Katja's
Hasty Home
Page Read about my
mother's
Terri's
calls to my voice mail 11:30am CDT 12:34pm CDT
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I went to California from August 19 to 28. Terri (close friend and sometime housemate) stayed in Minnesota. The following account (now slightly edited) was written on Friday, August 25, 2000. Something very exciting happened in the past two days! On Wednesday I had the sudden, powerful urge to talk to Terri. A frenzy, nearly, but I couldn't figure out how to reach her (don't know why). Nevertheless, the feeling was so strong that I called her pager and left her a message saying I was thinking about her. Later, I had the impulse to get my phone messages from home, but that wasn't as strong. I kept getting distracted and never did get to it until Thursday afternoon. The record of the calls from Terri is at left. I don't yet have a record of my call to her, but it will show up on my calling card bill. How much more clear can it be that her energy work worked! This has been really powerful and wonderful for me. I did manage to talk to Terri on Thursday afternoon. I realize just now why I was flummoxed by the telephone system. My feeling was that she was close by, and I just wanted to talk to her, like then we're sitting on the couch together. But I knew that I had to use the telephone, and it was a very disjointed feeling. I didn't want the phone. It was too complicated when I felt like I could just talk to her right away. Terri reports that in her meditation she envisioned us sitting right near each other. She imagined me here in California, and then imagined herself here, too. Then she said, "Come on, I'm right here." No wonder I got confused about the telephone thing. Entertainingly, Terri predicted some breakthrough for me while I was on this trip to California, and I believe this falls into that category. She probably didn't realize that the breakthrough would also be for her. Receiving this communication from Terri led me to think of the other times I have received communications from a distance.
These are just the remarkable ones. I don't have any specifics for all the times when, "I was just about to call you," or "I've been wanting to go there for days," or "I was going to say the exact same thing," happened. They're too numerous, and, alas, too easily rationalized away. In fact, I have tried to rationalize away these "remarkable" instances as well, usually in the form of someone else saying, "It could be just a coincidence," or "There's no real reason to think that was ESP," or some such. Yet in each of these cases, I knew something real was going on. The funny part is that it feels like it's coming from me, or is just my imagination. There's no signal that I recognize, as yet, to tell me where the information is coming from. However, as I write this, I'm realizing that there are some ways to recognize information that comes from non-physical channels, and I just haven't refined them yet. There is an energy and a persistence that seems to go with these things. The persistence part is for the ones that seem to be like recurring fantasies or daydreams. Yet, they stand out from other fantasies or daydreams in some ways. I have gotten these things out of this experience: 1) A renewed faith in what is possible, the vastness of the field of possibilities, 2) A new sense of confidence in myself as the receiver of psychic (coming through non-physical channels) information, 3) An enhanced comfort with the process of receiving psychically, knowing that it's perfectly OK if I feel like "it's coming from me," 4) A robust respect and appreciation for my partnership with Terri, our work/play together and the amazing results we have created, 5) A robust awareness of the effect that energy work, conscious intention, magic spells, etc. have on my physical reality, 6) It's a good story and we have these amazing records -- Terri's two date-and-time-stamped messages on my voice mail and my call to her pager. I just want to sing! I am so keenly aware of how nothing is "an accident." It all comes together to form a pattern, an understanding. Blessed be! |
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