FINDING LOVE IN THE PAST
Chapter Three

Lily woke up at eight o’clock the next day. Before she opened her eyes, she said to herself, That whole thing about going back in time was a nightmare. When I open my eyes, I’ll be in my bed at Hogwarts. She opened her eyes. "Dammit." She got up from her bed and saw James sleeping on the other side of the room. "Why couldn’t this be a bad dream?" she asked out loud. She was about to leave the room when she realized she was wearing the same clothes as yesterday. Thinking quickly, she pulled out her wand and conjured three dresses, simple like the ones she saw the other girls in third class wearing even though she hated wearing dresses. She got dressed quickly and quietly, not wanting to wake up James. She conjured a hairbrush, a toothbrush, toothpaste, etc. She got ready to go to breakfast, and before she left she decided to wake up James. "James, wake up," she said, shaking him slightly. But all James did was turn over and moan. "James!" she said louder, shaking him more. Still sleeping, James reached out, grasped Lily around the waist, and pulled her onto his bed next to him. "James, let me go!" Lily yelled as she tried to squirm out of his grasp, but he was too strong. "James!"

"Uh…what?" James had just woken up and seen Lily in his arms. "Lily, what do you think you were doing?"

Lily stood up and faced him. "James, you grabbed me, and all I was trying to do was wake you up."

"Oh, sorry," James apologized while getting up.

"You also need to conjure some clothes to wear and whatever else you need."

"Fine. Are you always this bossy?" James asked with a smile.

"No. Now, get dressed. I’m going to breakfast," Lily said, heading to the door, and then added, "if I can find it."

As soon as Lily shut the door, James got up, conjured what he needed, and got ready for breakfast. When he left for breakfast ten minutes later, he found the dining room by going to F-Deck. As soon as he reached the room, which was four times as big as the general room, he looked around for Lily. He found her and sat down next to her, starving. "What’s for breakfast?"

"There isn’t much choice. There is oatmeal porridge, smoked herring, jacket potatoes--I have no idea what they are--tripe, yuck, or Swedish bread with marmalade."

"Tripe? That’s sickening," James said with disgust.

"Are you ready to order?" a waiter asked James and Lily. At the same time, they both asked for the bread.

When they finished their small breakfast, Lily asked James to go with her to get some fresh air. After walking around the ship for hours, they finally found the door that would take them outside. "Oh, my God!" Lily exclaimed.

"What?"

"Look at the ocean! It’s so beautiful."

James looked over the deck and saw a beautiful navy blue ocean surrounding the Titanic. It looked like they were all alone in the ocean. That thought was surprisingly comforting. Comforting? How is the thought of being alone in the ocean on a ship that will sink comforting? It must be the sea air. James remembered hearing once that the sea air did crazy things to a person’s mind.

Lily was also staring out into the endless blue ocean. I could stay out here forever, she thought. Then, at the same time, she realized how cold she was, even though it was April. She shivered.

James, noticing her, took her by the shoulders and said, "Let’s get you inside before you freeze."

"No. I want to stay out here," Lily said quietly. She pushed against his chest in protest.

"But you’re cold," James said, and started to stroke her long, red hair.

Lily lifted her head and looked into James’ attractive blue eyes, while he gazed into her emerald ones. She whispered, "I want to stay…" Before she could finish her sentence, James leaned in and kissed her lightly. She kissed him back at first, tenderly and then more passionately. Suddenly, they heard a door open and they stopped kissing immediately. A small group of people came out on deck. Lily, who had just realized she had kissed James, said, "I should go inside. You’re right. I’m cold." She turned to leave and paused for a second before she opened the door.

James called after her. "Lily, wait."

Lily stopped walking when she was halfway in the door, then thought for a second and went inside. When she closed the door to her cabin a couple of minutes later, she was confused about what happened on deck. What was I doing? she thought. I’m supposed to be looking for the time turner, not kissing James. I should go and start looking for that time turner. She took a shawl with her just in case she went outside again.

James was sitting on a bench on the deck, thinking. I hope we get off the ship in time. He looked around. The Titanic is so huge and beautiful. Too bad this will all be at the bottom of the sea. Then he thought of the people who would die. That thought was making him sick. Trying to think of a pleasant thought, he thought of when he and Lily kissed. The thought confused him. The kiss had been different than others. Being a Marauder, he had kissed girls before. But this one was different, even though he couldn’t describe it. I should look for the time turner instead. He was about to get up when Lily walked through the door and saw James sitting on a bench.

"James, you should be looking for the time turner, not relaxing."

"I’m thinking of where it could be," he lied.

Lily sat down on the bench next to him. "What if the time turner isn’t on the ship at all? What if we don’t find it?"

"We’ll find it. Don’t worry," James said comfortingly.

"Do you think so?"

"Yes." There was an awkward silence that followed. James, who was now starving, said, "Let’s go eat lunch." He led Lily to the dining room.

After eating an appetizing lunch of rice soup and biscuits, Lily and James spilt up and searched for the time turner, but it was difficult because there were locked gates blocking the third class from going to the higher decks. After hours of searching, they met in the general room. The search was unsuccessful. "Now, what do we do?" Lily asked. They were sitting in a corner of the room.

"I don’t know," James said.

Lily thought for a minute, and then suggested, "This is just a thought ,but we could disguise ourselves as second class passengers and look for the time turner. And if it’s not there, then we could try first class. Besides, I want to see more of the ship."

James laughed. "That could work, but we only have two more days to look. I’d be shocked if we found it."

"Don’t be so negative."

"Just look at the chances. We have two days to search six more decks on the biggest ship in the world in 1912."

"Well…wait a minute. Yesterday, you didn’t know anything about the Titanic, and today you’re an expert."

"Well, I conjured a book about the Titanic and read the important facts."

"I’m impressed," Lily said. "What else did you find out?"

"Well, it strikes the iceberg at 11:40." James lowered his voice. "It sinks at 2:20."

"That’s not a lot of time to get out of third class when the iceberg hits. We might not be able to get to a lifeboat. Oh, no. James, we can’t get into a lifeboat."

"What? Why?"

"We’d be taking someone’s place. We can’t do that."

James thought for a minute, and then replied, "Not really. You see, most of the lifeboats were half full anyway. So, we wouldn’t be taking anyone’s place in a lifeboat, as long as it’s one of the first."

Chapter Four
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