Frogg42337's 3rd Journal
January 30,2000
2:30 am
It's been an incredibly harsh week. Sometime between monday and tuesday I got incredibly ill. i'm still way beyond miserable. I haven't even been on line since tuesday because i've been so tired. It's amazing how many stupid things i've done though this week. I wrecked my car tuesday night which although most agree it wasn't my fault i still find a way to blame myself completely.
February 1, 2000
9:30
Again it's been a long time since i've been on line. I have gotten much worse since the last time I attempted to do anything on line. I'm still struggling to attend school. work and skate. I'm getting rather scared now since in about the past two weeks i've passed out at least once a day. I sleep through all my classes except the one i enjoy and even stuggle to stay awake in that one. I'm disoriented half the time and right now am finding it hard to read the computer screen. Since the car accident my re-occurring knee injury has flared up worse than it's been in quite some time, my back hurts and my shoulder's messed up. it wasn't even that bad of a wreck. I mean he was going about 60 and i was just starting to move. I mean it's hard to explain you'd have to be here and see my animated explanation. I found out today that my insurance has to pay for his truck "damage" just what i need a higher bill. I formally give up. Alright i've had enough with everything the ed the pain, and whatever disease i'm wrapped in at this point. I made sort of a declaration last week amid my constant sleep. That i would restrict more and lose more you know the usual. Quite brilliant considering the problems i'm having now.
Frogg
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