Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Null Factor.
Topic: The rage burning
I am so friggin upset today. I was having a good day untill the so called Christians ruined it. , Man I cant stand christians. I am of course not talking about Servants of Jesus, They are real. Christians on the other hand do nothing but judge me with their self righteousness, Their Ivy covered arches hold steel doors meant to keep the servants out. So pious. To hell with them.
Satan knows where to hit a man, he uses those closest to him or his SUPPOSED peers to bring him down.....I dont care any more. I am who I am, I fear no one save Jesus and God the Father. I dont care what those self righteous soul suckers say about me. I wish them wisdom enough to look in the mirror. At themselves , the very thing that they hate most.
Well I just feel the Solitude coming on again, the desire to just be in a dark room by myself, to shut out all of the outside world , just me and Jesus, no one else....There are a few exceptions to this....Sarath today, in his wisdom treated me like a human being. He is such a wise man that has done things that others only dream of, but in his humility lifted me and my worthless life up until I felt like I was just as good as him.
Then there is my buddy Paul, He lives in Ohio, he is a young man, but so wise and caring. Man, These are good folk. '
I wish Wayno was here to talk to, but he said he might get rid of ICQ, the program I use to chat with him with...Wayno is one of my oldest buds on the internet. He is a good man, kindof strange at times but one of the most loyal and trustworthy people I know.
Anyway, in closing i want to say, if you feel the need to judge me...DIE, SLOWLY AND PAINFULLY, OR SAY YOUR PEICE TO MY FACE, dont hide behind the safety of the computer...If you want to judge me a sinner, Ill beat your ass like a sinner. Then you can be justified before the God you dont know yet.