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HELLO.....THIS IS MY WORLD.......YES ITS A WORLD OF DREAMS, CASTLES AND UNICORNS....... BUT ITS ALSO A WORLD OF TRUE, FAIRNESS, AND REASONING. I AM A DIFFERENT KIND OF PERSON. I AM A PERSON THAT GIVES WILLINGLY, COMPLETELY. NEVER ASKING FOR ANYTHING IN RETURN. I CARE DEEPLY ABOUT PEOPLE, NOT BECAUSE THAT PERSON CAN DO SOMETHING FOR ME, BUT BECAUSE THAT PERSON IS ALIVE. I LOVE EASILY AND UNCONDITIONALY, AND THAT GETS MYSELF INTO A ALOT OF HURTFUL RELATIONSHIPS. I SUPPOSE THAT I SHOULD HAVE LEARNT LONG AGO, THAT THE WORLD JUST ISN'T READY FOR PEOPLE LIKE ME. I SHOULD HAVE STOPPED BEING THE CARING GIVING PERSON I AM, AND BECOME COLD, SPITEFUL, AND EMPTY. BUT NO...... WITH EACH HURT, AND EACH TIME I GIVE AND LOVE, I LEARN THAT I AM READY FOR THE WORLD, I WILL CONTINUE AS I AM, I REFUSE TO BECOME COLD, BITTER, AND UNCARING. THE WORLD NEEDS PEOPLE LIKE ME IN IT, I HAVE A MISSION TO FULFIL, WHAT IT IS EXACTLY IS STILL UNKNOWN TO ME, BUT IN TIME I AM SURE IT WILL ALL BECOME CLEAR. I WAS MARRIED FOR 29 YEARS, I HAVE 4 GROWN KIDS, 2 BOYS AND 2 GIRLS. ONE OF MY DAUGHTERS WAS BORN WITH CERBRAL PALSY, SHE IS STILL AT HOME WITH ME. I AM HER CARE-GIVER. SHE ATTENDS A DAY TRAINING PROGRAM TO LEARN HOW TO BE ON HER OWN. SHE IS MOBILE AND VOCAL, AND HER BIGGEST HANDICAP IS HER EYE HAND COORDINATION. SHE LOOKS "NORMAL". BUT THATS FROM 28 YEARS OF CONSTANT WORK BY ME. SOMEDAY I HOPE AND PRAY SHE WILL BE CAPABILE OF LIVING ON HER OWN, WITH SOME SMALL ASSISTANCE. I HAVE A SMALL PRINT SHOP IN MY APARTMENT, I LAY OUT DESIGNS FOR FLYERS, ANNOUCEMENTS, AND BUSINESS CARDS. I DO SOME WEB PAGE DESIGNING. I ALSO LOVE TO WRITE POEMS AND SHORT STORIES, HOPEFULLY SOMEDAY I WILL GET A BOOK PUBLISHED. I AM A VERY NON-MATERALISTIC PERSON, I KNOW THAT LIFE CAN BE LIVED WITH THE BARE ESSENTIALS. I AM INDEPENDANT, LIFE HAS MADE ME THAT WAY. BUT I LONG FOR THE DAY I WILL MEET A MAN TO SHARE THE REMAINDER OF MY LIFE WITH ME. I LOVE QUIET TALKS, LONG WALKS, AND TIMES JUST SITTING WITH SOMEONE SPECIAL NOT SAYING A THING. I MISS CONVERSATIONS WITH SOME ONE SPECIAL, I MISS COOKING FOR THAT PERSON, BUT MOST OF ALL I MISS THE SOFT, TENDER, LOVING HUGS. HUGS ARE SO IMPORTANT IN LIFE. A HUG CAN SAY IT ALL. OH I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT A GIANT BEAR HUG, I AM TALKING ABOUT A SOFT, HUG, THAT SAYS I AM HERE FOR YOU.... LET ME HELP YOU.....OR JUST AN I CARE HUG. THATS MY BIGGEST DREAM, I DREAM OF HAVING A MAN TO SHARE HUGS WITH. LOOKS??????? LOOKS ARE NOT IMPORTANT.......ITS WHAT IS ON THE INSIDE THAT COUNTS...... IF THERE WERE A TROLL THAT LIVED UNDER THE BRIDGE..... AND HE HAD A KIND HEART, AND A GENTLE SPIRIT,..... I WOULD LOVE THAT TROLL, REGARDLESS OF WHAT HE LOOKED LIKE, AND THE SAME GOES FOR PEOPLE...... I NEVER JUDGE PEOPLE...... TO ME EVERYONE HAS PROBLEMS. AND THERE IS BUT ONE JUDGE....... THE ALMIGHTY JUDGE..... JESUS CHRIST.....GOD. GOD IS A GREAT PART OF MY LIFE..... AND I KNOW WITHOUT GOD..... I WOULD NEVER HAD BEEN ABLE TO STAY AFLOAT IN THIS GREAT WORLD...... IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO CHAT WITH ME PLEASE E-MAIL ME...... I HAVE MSN MESSENGER, AND YAHOO MESSENGER AS WELL....... AS YOU LEAVE THIS PAGE.... PLEASE REMEMBER I CARE..............

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Heartland
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