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I'm going to update every Sunday, but don't get angry if I forget! This week is going to be exciting! Two of my good friends' birthdays are coming up! They both turn 16! I'm so excited!
Now on to more dismal matters...BOYS SUCK! Sorry to offend you if you are one of the good ones, but why do most of you have to be so stupid and oblivious to everyone else's feelings but your own? I don't get it. OK here's the scoop, without naming names. I liked this guy. Thought he liked me too. Turns out, he can't get over his ex. What a jerk! And it's like his totally whipped! I don't understand you boys. If there is a single guy out there who can explain this perplexing mystery to me, I would be much abliged. All right, are you ready? Here's the question-Why are guys such morons? PLEASE SOMEONE give me some feedback. It's driving me crazy! I hate my non-existant love life...
Ok, so this week I'm not so bitter...I just realized that he's a jerk and that's all he'll ever be. Besides, I'm way too good to be treated like poop. So I'm gonna wait. The right guy will come along one day. Who knows...maybe he's already waiting for me.
But enough of that crap! I just got my hair cut! I love it! It looks super cool...Sadly enough, that's about all I have to complain--I mean, talk about this week. If you have any comments, drop me a line by signing my feedback/guestbook. Thanks a bundle! I'll leave you this week with a quote from Destiny's Child just for my pals Lauren and Krissy-"I don't think you're ready for this cause my body's too bootylicious for ya babe!"
Week of August 12
Wow I sure haven't updated in a while! Well I'm 16 now and I got my liscense so stay off the road!! But oh no people, that's not all the news I have for you...For the 1 person who may actually even see this page...I just thought I'd tell ya that I'M A COMPLETE SPAZ. Ok, I like this guy. (Yeah I know...more guy problems) I mean, I have the biggest crush on him ever! And I think I ruined any chance of ever going out with him. Just because I said something stupid. Isn't that how it always goes?! The worst part is though...he still likes his ex and she still likes him. Since they have a history together, and he and I are just friends, who do you think he would rather go out with? I mean, for a moment, pretend that guys don't care what you look like...even then-I still wouldn't have a chance!! Uugghhh I am such a dork!
Week of September 10
Ok, this update is for you Brandon! Since I'm not doing this weekly, why don't we just call this my journal?! Well anyhoo, school's already started, and it's SOOO boring! I only have 1 class with one of my best friends, and the other classes just bite! And worst of all, my other best friend is at Nitro!! So sad...=c(...but anyway..onto brighter matters..
I GOT A JOB!!! I'm so excited that I don't have to be poor anymore!! Yay! And oh yeah--the afore mentioned guy in my previous journal entry--not worth my time. I don't need to invest so much time into someone to make them who I want them to be. So I've decided that my guy has to find me. And hopefully, he'll know everything guys need to know about girls (Click here)--so nice and sweet..! Oh I am such a dork!!
Week of October 8
Why do I have to be such a DORK??? The one guy that I truly like only likes me as a friend. =c( This makes me so sad!! I really really like him, but I'm so afraid of rejection that I'm afraid to tell him. Stupid rejection!!! He's sooo adorably cute too! I just want someone to give my heart to who won't stomp on it and laugh like a jerk. Then again, maybe I'm just too much of a loser to find love. That's so sad!!
Week of November 3
Ya know, for a while there, I was in this deep dark hole where all I saw was, "Man, my life sucks!" But now I'm better! Well, sort of! I still am not happy with the way my life is going, but I realize that hey, I could always have it worse. And besides, I have lots of great friends to talk to about all the crappiness!
Well, I guess that's it for now. Oh WAIT!!! I forgot! I have a new girlfriend!! (Not like that people!) My girlfriend is a BOY!! (Joke..haha funny?!) Well he is the best girlfriend in the whole wide world and I wouldn't trade him for ANYTHING!! Ben I love you silly pooh! And just remember, whenever you find out about the whole note thingie, I'll be waiting in my car...if ya know what I mean..! Love ya all!
Week of November 28
Howdy to all of my loyal people who actually READ this boring junk about my life! (Yeah all 2 of you!) Well, I still don't have a boyfriend. (Pathetic huh?) But I'm slowly learning how to deal with that. I don't know why I want someone in my life at this time, but..well...it gets old--and lonely after you've been single for 16 years.
I recently saw the movie "Shallow Hal" with my friend Lauren and my girlfriend Ben. (I had a great time hanging with them because, well, they're simply awesome! They're two of the best friends I have!) But anyhoo, the fat girl in it (sadly, yet ironically enough) reminds me of myself. Like she said,"I always get the good grades, I'm not afraid to be funny, and I'm the one who has lots of male friends but no boyfriends". It's a lonely world sometimes isn't it? But luckily I have Ben and Krissy to keep me company. If it weren't for my friends, who knows where I'd be. But here lately, I'm starting to wonder if their support will be enough to keep me from going off that deep end D-word---depression. Mild of course, but still yet, it's depression. I love you guys, and thanks for all your love and help. I LOVE YOU GIRLFRIEND!!
Week of Nov.30
Yes, I know--two updates in one week? Something just doesn't seem right does it?! Well I just had to tell you peeps about all the good (and bad) stuff that happened today!
Ok--first good thing. Krissy and Jenny had their 18th birthday party! (They don't actually turn 18 until Wednesday, but hey, why not?) Anyhoo, it was totally awesome. I got to have fun with my bestest friend at her 18th b-day party! (My little baby's all grown up! How sad!) Ok, next good thing! I met my girlfriend's boyfriend tonight! (I think I said that right...) So if either one of you is reading this, Hi Steven and Ben!! He is sooo nice and I'm glad I got to hang out with him tonight too. I love you BOTH!!! (But Ben more...he is my girlfriend ya know.)
Okay, now for all the bad shtuff. We were in the back room playing cards when all the guys started talking about what they are most attracted to in a girl. Well, as they were going down the list, I realized that none of these attributes were things I had! Like for example--someone said legs. Well my legs are all gross and fat and blindingly pale white! I was sooo sad! My self-esteem dropped like 20 points tonight! I really wish I had something else to look forward to other than beating myself up about my appearance, but sadly enough, I don't. I have a poor self-image and on top of that, I'm fragile! My life sucks major butt!
