Envy

As the days go by
Ever so slow
I think to myself
About making it till tommorow

Every day I sit thinking
Every day it gets worse
My thoughts more sadistic
As blood is my thirst

Deranged I may seem
But it isn't my fault
It's the taunts of society
That has opened this vault

It's inside of everyone
But most like to hide it
Until the pain gets so bad
And there's no use to fight it

The monster is unleashed
Built of hatred and pain
It takes you over
Until nothing remains