Forever Love Five years ago I was torn from the only home I had ever known...California. I was so depressed and felt so insecure. I didn't know anyone, I felt like an outcast. Who would have known that moving to West Virginia would be the best thing to ever happen to me. That's when I met Brian! Just by looking in his eyes I knew I was home! Brian and I have had our ups and downs, just like other relationships. Three and a half to four years into our relationship we broke up. My life was changing so fast I couldn't keep up. We broke up for 6 months. Brian still called me once and a while. Pretty soon my eyes opened wide...I Loved Brian! He made my world complete. So I called Brian and we talked for a while. I told him about what I was going through, with school changing and my life needing something. I couldn't find what it was I was looking for. I also told him that if I got off the phone and didn't have him...he could check out because he wouldn't talk to me again. I wasn't saying I would kill myself...I was saying I would avoid him and never call. Anyways...I could hear the joy in his voice. I also told him that we would get married. He said, "I don't know about that but we can work on things." I said nope were gunna get married. So the next day or that weekend, I can't remember, I had Brian take me to my best friends house. I told her to go to her room with me I needed to talk. When we got there I told her I loved him and wanted to get back with him. She, being my best friend, told me to go for it and don't hold back. Then we went into the kitchen and I gave Brian a huge hug. Shortly after that I realized that what I was looking for was just the thing I left to go find it. I love education and hate not knowing about something. I never knew love like this before! I think this was vital information I couldn't live without. Words can not describe what we feel for each other. Tears fill my eyes when I think of us being apart. Some higher being had a plan for us...and I'll never take it for granted. To make a long story short Brian and I will be come husband and wife on April 17, 1999! I wish the day were now! When I look into Brians eyes I can see the future, I see everything I ever wished for and every star I ever wished on. Who would have thought my hopes and dreams would go from 3000 miles away to one mile away.
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